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A few things, today.
I want to spread more happiness! Because, you know... March just does that to me!
I'd also love to spread some awareness with everyone about a few things.
We are currently undergoing yet another solar flare this week. The effects of it will probably stay with us until March 9th! Could that be why it went from negative five degrees Celsius yesterday to plus fourteen degrees Celsius? Who knows. Either way these two things have happened.
Currently undergoing an S3 Solar Flare (as of 6:00pm EST on March 7th, 2012) Second big flare from the start of the year... Craziness!
I took advantage of the spike in temperature, and took a lovely walk with today with my boyfriend. We went to the creek near by, and I was taken away by the silent beauty of reawakening nature. I got a sublime feeling, with a feeling of being both small, yet connected. Walking around in radiation, not so lovely, but its just one of the many crazy side effects of the crazy hear of 2012, i guess? *shrugs shoulders*
either way, temperatures are going to just go up within the next few weeks, which means that Spring is on its wayyyyy!
Have you heard about Invisible Child or Kony 2012?
Take a look here:
Kony 2012
The Video
Bad things are happening all over the world, and this is an isolated string of events that has been happening for almost thirty years now in Africa.
The video in the link above will give you all the details of what this is about. I don't want to blab on about it, but this is an important issue that many people feel needs international awareness. Awareness is the key element here.The more people know about this the more change might actually occur in fixing the problems.
On a lighter note, there are some lovely ladies who have just hit MR recently
This lady in particular is sooo hot!
I don't have much time to put up all the other sets I fancy, but MR is looking hot lately! and I'm so excited for the next wave of ladies to come out!!!
I'll have more updates later this week. Until then,
*MUAH*
A few things, today.
I want to spread more happiness! Because, you know... March just does that to me!
I'd also love to spread some awareness with everyone about a few things.
We are currently undergoing yet another solar flare this week. The effects of it will probably stay with us until March 9th! Could that be why it went from negative five degrees Celsius yesterday to plus fourteen degrees Celsius? Who knows. Either way these two things have happened.
Currently undergoing an S3 Solar Flare (as of 6:00pm EST on March 7th, 2012) Second big flare from the start of the year... Craziness!
I took advantage of the spike in temperature, and took a lovely walk with today with my boyfriend. We went to the creek near by, and I was taken away by the silent beauty of reawakening nature. I got a sublime feeling, with a feeling of being both small, yet connected. Walking around in radiation, not so lovely, but its just one of the many crazy side effects of the crazy hear of 2012, i guess? *shrugs shoulders*
either way, temperatures are going to just go up within the next few weeks, which means that Spring is on its wayyyyy!
Have you heard about Invisible Child or Kony 2012?
Take a look here:
Kony 2012
The Video
Bad things are happening all over the world, and this is an isolated string of events that has been happening for almost thirty years now in Africa.
The video in the link above will give you all the details of what this is about. I don't want to blab on about it, but this is an important issue that many people feel needs international awareness. Awareness is the key element here.The more people know about this the more change might actually occur in fixing the problems.
On a lighter note, there are some lovely ladies who have just hit MR recently
This lady in particular is sooo hot!
I don't have much time to put up all the other sets I fancy, but MR is looking hot lately! and I'm so excited for the next wave of ladies to come out!!!
I'll have more updates later this week. Until then,
*MUAH*
Good Monday morning!
I'm so fucking excited for life!
Spring is fifteen days away! My favourite time of the year!
Daylight savings time is in six days! Yay for more sun time!
I feel and look healthier. I'm happier, and more determined.
I don't know where I'm moving to just yet, but I know I'll find the right place. Leaving so soon!
So many amazing things coming up!
I'm probably going to be blogging everyday, so forgive me...
My wifey has a new set coming out tomorrow!
Orijin has a set coming out in ten days. (love that girl)
I can't wait to add her to my favourites! 
I'm actively searching through my soul to figure this out.
I have a new set coming out in twenty days!
Lots of crazy hot sets coming out lately!
I'm preparing for a spiritual take off. I think that is what is exciting me the most!
Being able to live your life the way you want it. Not being influenced by needing money to pay rent. Nope! I'm going on an extended camping trip later this year. I really need some bonding time with nature! Its a beautiful thing to have in my life and I miss it dearly!
That would be serene, eh?
Stupid cold winters!
Anyways, that's enough of that.
Until next time,
Be happy
*MUAH*
Thank you to Each and Every one of you who wished me well on my moving trip back to Toronto.
It made me all warm and fuzzy inside!
I WILL get back to you very soon. I just have so many training tasks to do for work, people to see, places to go, and yummy food to eat.
It actually feels better being back here than in Montreal. I don't think my skin liked Montreal that much.
There is a lot of frustration coming out of me, as a result of the changes I'm seeing within the city, and what is going on around me... Last night in the form of tears. Luckily, I had my boyfriend and his best friend right at my side to help level me out. I cherish those two and all my other friends who are able to keep me sane in times of rapid change, such as this.
(My eyes are still swollen...
)
Toronto is crazy...
but I won't let any contagious stress from the people rushing around me get to me. I just won't!
I still have a lot of love for this place, for it is my home city.
I always LOOVEEE the month of March. I don't know why I do, but that just seems to be the time when spring gets back into gear, and weight lifts off my shoulders from the winter gloom.
I'm also so excited to see all of the sets that come out in March! Every day, I'll peek back in here just to see them
It made me all warm and fuzzy inside!
I WILL get back to you very soon. I just have so many training tasks to do for work, people to see, places to go, and yummy food to eat.
It actually feels better being back here than in Montreal. I don't think my skin liked Montreal that much.
There is a lot of frustration coming out of me, as a result of the changes I'm seeing within the city, and what is going on around me... Last night in the form of tears. Luckily, I had my boyfriend and his best friend right at my side to help level me out. I cherish those two and all my other friends who are able to keep me sane in times of rapid change, such as this.
(My eyes are still swollen...
)Toronto is crazy...
but I won't let any contagious stress from the people rushing around me get to me. I just won't!
I still have a lot of love for this place, for it is my home city.
I always LOOVEEE the month of March. I don't know why I do, but that just seems to be the time when spring gets back into gear, and weight lifts off my shoulders from the winter gloom.
I'm also so excited to see all of the sets that come out in March! Every day, I'll peek back in here just to see them
Happy Leap Year, SG!
I'm moving today! Good bye, Montreal!
Hello Pit-Stop. I'm going back to the hub of my existence to see my family and friends. There's already this overwhelmingly warm feeling coming over me... I miss my friends and family! :3
After my Pit Stop, AdventureLand!!
I'm so excited!
I'm glad I have a job while going back to my home base. I haven't worked in two months, and it feels great to have had the break I did, but I am excited for learning something new.
I'm going to continue getting into shape, which should be a lot easier with the weather warming up, and with me reuniting with my skipping rope. <3 Once I feel I've perfected my body, I'll want to do as many shoots as possible. Might just happen when I go out west.
I don't know how often I'll be on for the next month, but I'll do my best to be up to date.
There are even more sets I'm excited to see. I always find March to be such an exciting time for sets!
I wish I had time to post them all, because I missed a few in my last blog, naturally. There are just so many!!
What I can do, however is show you a preview from a new set I have coming out on March 25th.
Don't want to give too much away.
Shazzy did it. It's called Dormant Power, and for good reason, I think.
Not sure how this will be received, but I'm just thrilled to finally have another set out, after eons of me saying I was suppose to have one up; This set, being closer to my heart than my first one.
Again, Happy Leap Year, and I'll be back when I can.
Much love!
Gotta finish getting ready.
I'm moving today! Good bye, Montreal!
Hello Pit-Stop. I'm going back to the hub of my existence to see my family and friends. There's already this overwhelmingly warm feeling coming over me... I miss my friends and family! :3
After my Pit Stop, AdventureLand!!
I'm so excited!
I'm glad I have a job while going back to my home base. I haven't worked in two months, and it feels great to have had the break I did, but I am excited for learning something new.
I'm going to continue getting into shape, which should be a lot easier with the weather warming up, and with me reuniting with my skipping rope. <3 Once I feel I've perfected my body, I'll want to do as many shoots as possible. Might just happen when I go out west.
I don't know how often I'll be on for the next month, but I'll do my best to be up to date.
There are even more sets I'm excited to see. I always find March to be such an exciting time for sets!
I wish I had time to post them all, because I missed a few in my last blog, naturally. There are just so many!!
What I can do, however is show you a preview from a new set I have coming out on March 25th.
Don't want to give too much away.
Shazzy did it. It's called Dormant Power, and for good reason, I think.
Not sure how this will be received, but I'm just thrilled to finally have another set out, after eons of me saying I was suppose to have one up; This set, being closer to my heart than my first one.
Again, Happy Leap Year, and I'll be back when I can.
Much love!
Gotta finish getting ready.
Time for new blog. I'm glad I was able to share happiness with my last blog. I have some pretty amazing friends on SG.
There are T- four days until I get out of Montreal. I'm going to miss my apartment so much!
Other than that, I'm happy I'll be able to see my friends and family, before going out west.
And I still find it creepy that my dad and my boyfriend have the same name and same birthday, which was yesterday. So Creepy! lol
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There are T- four days until I get out of Montreal. I'm going to miss my apartment so much!
Other than that, I'm happy I'll be able to see my friends and family, before going out west.
And I still find it creepy that my dad and my boyfriend have the same name and same birthday, which was yesterday. So Creepy! lol
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"I declared it an epiphany when, I finally started carrying forth, towards developing, and strengthening my true potential. I grew tired of the systems that were put in place; My desire for something more started to smolder and to burn. After returning to my secret heaven, I begin to reflect upon tranquil nodes... new ideas. Thinking about the time when life made the sense most sense to me. Try thinking of how to get back the innocence, and enthusiasm I lost so long ago. By steering away external influence from my life, I now notice, the little things in life, a lot more. Self Assurance can finally rise victorious over Self Shame; Self doubt. I am free of mind! My feet feel more grounded, as I attempt to take on more risks; learn to stop saying "I can't!". Adjust my wings, with open mind! The world is filled with vast possibly for outcome. Inside the individuals of both you, and I, lies a power, so great, it can change our lives. The butterflies all flutter in sync with my growing wing of royal flare. I can feel the awareness of what the Japanese call 'Haki', or 'Ambition' in English. The power of self trust... Equip this as an aid on your journey to the path to greatness. It is the simple and ancient truth. "Presence, Spirit, Intimidation... You must not falter! That is true strength."- I must remember to stay grounded, and humble, for I caution against using this power blindly. Its best that I refrain from using it til it is fully developed. Apoptosis of fear must take place. I must draw in more courage, and prepare. Trust Myself; Stand my ground. For the battles up ahead are bound to become tougher. I will spread my wings on my love. Find an answer for my existential cries. I will be myself; Just the same with both my best friend, and superior. Walk with purpose... I know I'm close to finding the key to opening up my dormant power. The Power within... It sure is very sleep, isn't it?"
Dormant Power by Shazzy
Coming soon to Member Review! So excited to FINALLY get back into the game!
Well, bye bye for now.
Ahh hell... I might as well show you all the sets I'm excited to see!!!
First, My wifey, Elliott!
Hopeful KittyMiau. She's so adorable!
Milloux! Because she's just super hot, and talented!
Hezza. I love how she just commands your attention!
Radeo. She just oozes sexy! And Together with Albertine! Woooo
Silencia I always love her work!
Prussia! She has amazing set ideas and is too adorable/sexy for words!
Paula!! :love She's a natural beauty! And is in the forest! What's not to love?
Fernanda! Her as Snow white! I must not miss this!
New hopeful Brulee. Can you say, girl crush?
Alectro. She's a true babe!
GoGo. She stole my heart a long time ago. Now I can't get enough of her!
Perry
Friskey! She's also talented, very sweet, and super adorable!
Adria!
Hopeful Orijin! Cool name, and Swoooooon!!
Patton.. Just because she has another set!
Scandal! So happy to see this lady back in MR. And. her set is called The year of the dragon! Should be epic!
Riae. She is super sexy! And I love sets out in nature by default!
Aisline... Another mega babe!
And last, but most definitely not least is my set twin and dear friend Aeterna!
She looks uber hot!!
And you just can't forget this!
Tumblr I'm here a lot, since I don't have a job right now. Ahh This break was much needed!
The More I Get Rid Of Materialistically, The More I Gain Individually! <3
Thank you So Much for all the love I received with my last blog! I was actually surprised that so many of you took the time to give me a few words of encouragement, and it means THE WORLD to me! <3
After a very long struggle, I feel like I'm finally starting to become myself again! YAAYY!
For so long I would ask myself what was wrong with me. This turned into me having to take a step back. Observing what what going on around me, what I was doing in the world I threw myself in...asking if this was the way I was suppose to be living.
It seems to me that we are in a time where we are the most connected we have ever been, technologically, yet lonelier than ever... its quite sad, and I don't want to live a sad life...
Going out the the bar, on the call of my friends. Working to buy more shit , that I clearly don't need, with money I did not have, so that I could impress people that weren't even worth my time... For years this was the cycle I felt that I couldn't escape- A fucking Rat race!...
Getting drunk... sometimes wasted, because I was trying to keep up with my friends. Hurting my body, sometimes to the point to where I'd have to puke up the poisons I'd consume just to return to a state of homeostasis.
My friendships started turning into means for escapism, instead of just hanging out, kicking back, playing video games, going exploring, learning new things together, having regular debate, and helping each other solve whatever problems we had.
I miss the good old days, and want more like those!
All I can say is That's some old bullshit! Fuck that! I don't give a fuck about what anyone has to say about me anymore... I'm done pretending.
Life is beautiful, and I'm finally ready to truly embrace it for what it has the potential to be.
So, I've decided that I must remove a few things from my life.
No more going to bars for me... eff that shit.
I've been throwing away a lot of the things I used to hold on to... the way I see it, you are not what you own.
You are what's in your fucking heart, mind, and body.
I might even give up smoking pot for a little while. I've already gone a week and a half without it.
I'm going to let my hair grow out naturally. No more perming it. Before I permed it, it grew long, strong and beautifully. When After I started perming it, it basically stayed the same length... which is pissing me off. So I'm going to fully embrace my natural beauty.
No more junk food. I had 50% chocolate last week- enough to equal the amount of sugar in two pop cans, and my face fucking freaked out! Unless its natural sugar, honey, or Demerara Brown sugar, I can't ingest it... I'm allergic to it. I'm going to have to be REALLY strong to resist the shit that's out on the streets now and days.
I'm going to have to cut my general friend list down as well... Let's face it. Most people I call my friends, I know nothing about, and I quite frankly don't want to associate myself with anyone unless they have good positive energy, and have a clear head on their shoulders. I'm not looking to get dragged down a spiral staircase of problems- No Drama, please!
I've even gotten rid of my SG facebook page, and am seriously considering getting rid of my personal facebook as well. The only thing I want, associated with social networking is Tumblr <3 .
I'm going back to the homeland next week for a month. Going to spend some time with my family and good friends. Then I'm going somewhere far away to work, make more money then go live somewhere even further away. I'm really excited to get these plans under way. Whoooo!
I've had a few moments of serenity, Had some time to think my life through, time to heal myself, let go of the past, and forgive. I had a nice break from everything for the past two months and I have learned a lot!
I'm also shrinking!
When I first moved here in January I was 35 inches around my waist, now I'm 32.5 inches around my waist. Wow!
I can't wait for it to get just a bit warmer, so that I can become more active, and go exploring again!
When I move out west, I'll be situated just north of a salt lake, so I intend to spend as many day trips over there with my boyfriend, our bikes, some wholesome food, our cameras, and open minds.
I feel a personal revelation happening within myself. I will never doubt myself again. I've engraved my mantra deep within my heart, and every time I feel self doubt, I will recite my mantra, and draw forth courage from my secret light source.
I am a child of the earth, not western society! I need never forget that.
I recently discovered Chi/ Ki/ Qui.
The energies of both the earth which are food, and water, and of the heavens, which is air, or oxygen. I'm going to work on cultivating and developing this energy positively, so that I can give goodness back to those who have shown me nothing but kindness.
I'm also going to continue to explore music, as well as explore the depths of my mind through music! (:
I cannot wait for the summer so I can do this again
Annndd.... I think One Piece has taken over my mind! I can't seem to get enough of Zoro... He's just too epic!
Actually, All of the Strawhats are Sooo Bad Ass!
It is creepy how well I can relate One Piece to real life. How the roles of good and evil are twisted. The "bad guys" are the heroes of the show, while the institutions such as the Navy and World Government are just messed!
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I, and only I have the power to change my life.
The way I laugh,
The way communicate my imprint;
Expression of life
A deep rooted will- Growing of sakura
Where knowledge sits in harbor
Awaiting the command of its creator
This is when I will rise!
Nothing to hold back…
Wisdom and beauty;
I combine the two in combat.
Nothing can stop me now.
Residing within me is an inevitable strength.
One that has overcome the struggling.
I've studied your moves…
Can predict your wishes, within that wicked heart.
With this next attack, you will be defeated;
Oh fear-Death of progress.
Take heed, for I will show no mercy.
How dare you threaten my existence.
Nullify the only true happiness I can derive.
This is a fight for Freedom;
Here I come!
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Much Love!
And Thank you again! It really means a lot to me, all the love I continue to receive from you all!
Lots of
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Luffy
Thank you So Much for all the love I received with my last blog! I was actually surprised that so many of you took the time to give me a few words of encouragement, and it means THE WORLD to me! <3
After a very long struggle, I feel like I'm finally starting to become myself again! YAAYY!
For so long I would ask myself what was wrong with me. This turned into me having to take a step back. Observing what what going on around me, what I was doing in the world I threw myself in...asking if this was the way I was suppose to be living.
It seems to me that we are in a time where we are the most connected we have ever been, technologically, yet lonelier than ever... its quite sad, and I don't want to live a sad life...
Going out the the bar, on the call of my friends. Working to buy more shit , that I clearly don't need, with money I did not have, so that I could impress people that weren't even worth my time... For years this was the cycle I felt that I couldn't escape- A fucking Rat race!...
Getting drunk... sometimes wasted, because I was trying to keep up with my friends. Hurting my body, sometimes to the point to where I'd have to puke up the poisons I'd consume just to return to a state of homeostasis.
My friendships started turning into means for escapism, instead of just hanging out, kicking back, playing video games, going exploring, learning new things together, having regular debate, and helping each other solve whatever problems we had.
I miss the good old days, and want more like those!
All I can say is That's some old bullshit! Fuck that! I don't give a fuck about what anyone has to say about me anymore... I'm done pretending.
Life is beautiful, and I'm finally ready to truly embrace it for what it has the potential to be.
So, I've decided that I must remove a few things from my life.
No more going to bars for me... eff that shit.
I've been throwing away a lot of the things I used to hold on to... the way I see it, you are not what you own.
You are what's in your fucking heart, mind, and body.
I might even give up smoking pot for a little while. I've already gone a week and a half without it.
I'm going to let my hair grow out naturally. No more perming it. Before I permed it, it grew long, strong and beautifully. When After I started perming it, it basically stayed the same length... which is pissing me off. So I'm going to fully embrace my natural beauty.
No more junk food. I had 50% chocolate last week- enough to equal the amount of sugar in two pop cans, and my face fucking freaked out! Unless its natural sugar, honey, or Demerara Brown sugar, I can't ingest it... I'm allergic to it. I'm going to have to be REALLY strong to resist the shit that's out on the streets now and days.
I'm going to have to cut my general friend list down as well... Let's face it. Most people I call my friends, I know nothing about, and I quite frankly don't want to associate myself with anyone unless they have good positive energy, and have a clear head on their shoulders. I'm not looking to get dragged down a spiral staircase of problems- No Drama, please!
I've even gotten rid of my SG facebook page, and am seriously considering getting rid of my personal facebook as well. The only thing I want, associated with social networking is Tumblr <3 .
I'm going back to the homeland next week for a month. Going to spend some time with my family and good friends. Then I'm going somewhere far away to work, make more money then go live somewhere even further away. I'm really excited to get these plans under way. Whoooo!
I've had a few moments of serenity, Had some time to think my life through, time to heal myself, let go of the past, and forgive. I had a nice break from everything for the past two months and I have learned a lot!
I'm also shrinking!
When I first moved here in January I was 35 inches around my waist, now I'm 32.5 inches around my waist. Wow!
I can't wait for it to get just a bit warmer, so that I can become more active, and go exploring again!
When I move out west, I'll be situated just north of a salt lake, so I intend to spend as many day trips over there with my boyfriend, our bikes, some wholesome food, our cameras, and open minds.
I feel a personal revelation happening within myself. I will never doubt myself again. I've engraved my mantra deep within my heart, and every time I feel self doubt, I will recite my mantra, and draw forth courage from my secret light source.
I am a child of the earth, not western society! I need never forget that.
I recently discovered Chi/ Ki/ Qui.
The energies of both the earth which are food, and water, and of the heavens, which is air, or oxygen. I'm going to work on cultivating and developing this energy positively, so that I can give goodness back to those who have shown me nothing but kindness.
I'm also going to continue to explore music, as well as explore the depths of my mind through music! (:
I cannot wait for the summer so I can do this again
Annndd.... I think One Piece has taken over my mind! I can't seem to get enough of Zoro... He's just too epic!
Actually, All of the Strawhats are Sooo Bad Ass!
It is creepy how well I can relate One Piece to real life. How the roles of good and evil are twisted. The "bad guys" are the heroes of the show, while the institutions such as the Navy and World Government are just messed!
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I, and only I have the power to change my life.
The way I laugh,
The way communicate my imprint;
Expression of life
A deep rooted will- Growing of sakura
Where knowledge sits in harbor
Awaiting the command of its creator
This is when I will rise!
Nothing to hold back…
Wisdom and beauty;
I combine the two in combat.
Nothing can stop me now.
Residing within me is an inevitable strength.
One that has overcome the struggling.
I've studied your moves…
Can predict your wishes, within that wicked heart.
With this next attack, you will be defeated;
Oh fear-Death of progress.
Take heed, for I will show no mercy.
How dare you threaten my existence.
Nullify the only true happiness I can derive.
This is a fight for Freedom;
Here I come!
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Much Love!
And Thank you again! It really means a lot to me, all the love I continue to receive from you all!
Lots of
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Luffy
I could sit and complain about shit, but instead, I'm going to repeat my mantra:
Trust yourself.
...And realize how beautiful my life is.
I know I'm a strong person.
I will definitely make it to where I want to be.
There is a lot changing within the blink of an eye, and I'm leaving Montreal!... which to be honest. I'm kind of happy about. I don't belong here, and I won't kid myself. I live in a beautiful place, but I've had my break, and have goals I need to accomplish now.
And I'm going to take in this beautiful song.
I can do it!
xo
I will!
The Self... She is always thinking. She is the God of her experiences. She seeks only to obtain a better understanding. A Mutual understanding of the relationship between her and the Earth. Time has no grip on her, it slips past her emotions; nullifying any grip that separates the different states of her mind. Where did she fall from? Is she to rise again? Will she develop the strength to set a foot onto her ambitions?
She detaches herself from virtually everything, for she knows of her lonely existence. It is a choice that will keep her on track, yet it is not the friendliest of choices.
Within her current rooting, she does not belong. Repellent of her environment, she cries for liberation. Although, she knows those tears cannot nurture her ground. She knows that if she is to live on she must choose what to fill her mind with. Is this believed to be true? The Experiment; She aims to alter her state of mind, permanently. Elevate...Reach over the Glass ceiling. Self sadism is not an option. For the physical world is only a figment of the Creator's mind. What she is willing to interpret. Electricity paints a bleak picture of the past. Of everything she was told to hold onto. The retention of society. Be born, go to school, get a job, marry someone rich, procreate, reflect on the life, then die- Become nothing. Become the soil for which others may continue to walk on...
No. There has to be another way!
And yet there is. With her heart rebuilt on foundations of true and absolute acceptance of the self. This will guide her will of power. This will guide her into true autonomy. What it means to live authentically. What it means to do more than simply be- To be the moving force that shakes the world-Her world. The grandmaster of her destiny. No one is to hold her down, in attempt to rise above her. This battle will carry on, and spread like wildfire. There can be no mistake- The spark was the signal to put an end to fear. For fear is a tragic manipulation from oppressor to the subjugated. She is not below-Not compared.
She felt the generation of that spark influence her core enough to start a system of rhythmic pulses. Where she will set foot, come out of the shadows, and move into freedom. Growing pains emerge, in the process, but wings are set to grow. For she dreamed that she would one day soar into communication with the clouds, reciprocate the light and energy of the stars. Her life to cycle around cultivating her potential. You Speak of limits- She, only milestones.
Its a great day to see more change
Feel more from within
That secret place, where The unshakable resolve gives rise to impossible knowledge. She intends to go higher and higher. The destination is far, but It's the journey to hone in on.
Laugh, point your fingers, talk behind my back, tell everyone how ____ I am. Do as you wish. I care not of my effect on you. Nor of my purpose to serve you.
I am connected to a deeper purpose... One that you will never understand.
I won't stop training, fighting, developing.
And one day, I will finally experience Authenticity... One day
One day, when I am the strongest of them all. The one at the top has the most Freedom, right?
So that is where I need to be.
She detaches herself from virtually everything, for she knows of her lonely existence. It is a choice that will keep her on track, yet it is not the friendliest of choices.
Within her current rooting, she does not belong. Repellent of her environment, she cries for liberation. Although, she knows those tears cannot nurture her ground. She knows that if she is to live on she must choose what to fill her mind with. Is this believed to be true? The Experiment; She aims to alter her state of mind, permanently. Elevate...Reach over the Glass ceiling. Self sadism is not an option. For the physical world is only a figment of the Creator's mind. What she is willing to interpret. Electricity paints a bleak picture of the past. Of everything she was told to hold onto. The retention of society. Be born, go to school, get a job, marry someone rich, procreate, reflect on the life, then die- Become nothing. Become the soil for which others may continue to walk on...
No. There has to be another way!
And yet there is. With her heart rebuilt on foundations of true and absolute acceptance of the self. This will guide her will of power. This will guide her into true autonomy. What it means to live authentically. What it means to do more than simply be- To be the moving force that shakes the world-Her world. The grandmaster of her destiny. No one is to hold her down, in attempt to rise above her. This battle will carry on, and spread like wildfire. There can be no mistake- The spark was the signal to put an end to fear. For fear is a tragic manipulation from oppressor to the subjugated. She is not below-Not compared.
She felt the generation of that spark influence her core enough to start a system of rhythmic pulses. Where she will set foot, come out of the shadows, and move into freedom. Growing pains emerge, in the process, but wings are set to grow. For she dreamed that she would one day soar into communication with the clouds, reciprocate the light and energy of the stars. Her life to cycle around cultivating her potential. You Speak of limits- She, only milestones.
Its a great day to see more change
Feel more from within
That secret place, where The unshakable resolve gives rise to impossible knowledge. She intends to go higher and higher. The destination is far, but It's the journey to hone in on.
Laugh, point your fingers, talk behind my back, tell everyone how ____ I am. Do as you wish. I care not of my effect on you. Nor of my purpose to serve you.
I am connected to a deeper purpose... One that you will never understand.
I won't stop training, fighting, developing.
And one day, I will finally experience Authenticity... One day
One day, when I am the strongest of them all. The one at the top has the most Freedom, right?
So that is where I need to be.
Thanks for all the love with my last blog!
I LOVE this girl, So Much! Seriously wish I lived closer to her!
This weekend, I realized that when I made the decision to change my lifestyle last year, I would have to take responsibility for the consequences it would bring. The more I try to deny it, the more irritated I become... I am an outcast. I accept and love myself fully. I'm not here to be socially accepted. I don't care what anyone says about me, anymore. I'm done trying to please people.
All I can do is stand my ground, and continue to be the best person I can be... even if that means that I have to cut out most social ties.
Until Next time!
I LOVE this girl, So Much! Seriously wish I lived closer to her!
This weekend, I realized that when I made the decision to change my lifestyle last year, I would have to take responsibility for the consequences it would bring. The more I try to deny it, the more irritated I become... I am an outcast. I accept and love myself fully. I'm not here to be socially accepted. I don't care what anyone says about me, anymore. I'm done trying to please people.
All I can do is stand my ground, and continue to be the best person I can be... even if that means that I have to cut out most social ties.
Until Next time!
