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APRIL 21, 2012 @ 09:20 AM | 1 COMMENT


Is this what purgatory feels like?
APRIL 16, 2012 @ 06:23 PM | 18 COMMENTS


HELL CITY!!! I NEED TO BE INSIDE OF YOU, THIS YEAR!!! I am scrambling around to get things prepared for a trip to Ohio for Hell city. I need to take a risk this year, and just follow my gut...which is screaming at me to go. Wish me luck on getting there. It would be lovely to meet everyone who goes; SGs, Hopefuls, members, and those who don't know of SG yet... If there are any people who don't know about the site yet. On Facebook, SG has reached 3 000 000 likes. Wow!! eeek Congrats! biggrin
Looks like my secret plan is going well biggrinbiggrin Very exciting!

May I just say that Marlene is crazy hot in her new set, In the Cold Light Of Morning?loveloveHer and Jupiter_ I love this girl to death! She is Such a supportive girl, and she is very beautiful and interesting! I simply must meet her one day!love
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In other news, I'm contracting a really frisky mood as of late, and I just can't wait for a certain someone, (we've got a temporary long distance thing going on at the moment, after living together for about 5 months frown)so I'm going to post a little something... biggrinblush



Until Next Time, (which should be tomorrow)
Toodles
xo
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APRIL 14, 2012 @ 11:41 AM | 18 COMMENTS


Oh Shit! One of my babies is on the front page today!!!
Aeterna!! love
God, I love this girl so much! So glad she's getting the love she deserves!
I encourage everyone to give this girl lots of love!
Aeterna This Amaerican Life
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She's waiting! wink

Other babies I want to see on the front page again are
My Wifey, Elliott
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Illusion... Such a beauty!
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Popcorn
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Magical Ellys
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Damsel Repping 420ers everyday! love
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The amazing Naph
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The alluring Zell
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My sweet dear friend, iluvenis
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and this amazing girl who should be pink already!!
Amarena!
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PLEASE MAKE HER PINK!

Also this would be nice...blush
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I'm a music fiend, so I've discovered someone else I really like, and I felt like sharing today.
I recommend putting on headphones to the shit! mmmmmm ... and let your ears experience a proper audio orgasm wink




This one's a spin off of this



I'm going to continue to sculpt my body. I have a new found love for my body, and want it to be perfect for the summer, because I plan on being a whole lot of naked this summer! biggrin

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I'm really starting to appreciate my ass more and more. Who would have thought? haha
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Next solo set I do, things are going to be very different... I can tell you that! wink
*Evil Smirk*

Guess what?!
I've fallen in love all over again!
Life is more than what I can see in front of me. For me, you need to be active in life, as opposed to reactive. But, I can't help but withdraw from what I see, and feel. Think about why I feel the way I feel, and change it to reflect the power I feel inside of me. Yesterday, I went to Harbourfront, and had a romantic date with myself. I sat down by the water during the sunset, and listened to some Jazz and Classic rock.These two songs came on, which sent me even further in my dancing daze!


Yes, I was dancing. Smiles and happiness were written all over my face, and I didn't care who saw me, or what they thought of my actions. I felt free! It was very beautiful!
Every day that I'm alive, I see more and more of what I could possibly become. I want freedom that will inspire others to go after freedom for themselves. I am very thankful to have the family support, and all, but its my few close friends who really keep me inspired, grounded, and get me thinking outside of the box, when my mind starts to fizzle a bit.
These two friends and I make up three peas in a pod. I love them both! You know the friends you have who could very well be your twins, the way their minds work? That's how I feel with these two!
<3
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Here's another picture with my good friend on the left, and my boyfriend on the right
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...Love! love
Also one more picture of my bf and I that I love. Its older, but Still love it. Will take more pictures with him as soon as I can. I Adore our chemistry together! love
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No matter what other people think of you, you must brighten the skies. For we are all stars, with the purpose of illuminating the world!
I for one, am not letting anyone get in my way

I'm horrible with my facebook page, but you can always hang out with me on tumblr smile
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Peace, love, and Harmony be with you all, and have a great weekend!
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P.S
I CAN'T WAIT FOR VOLLEYBALLlovelovelove

APRIL 13, 2012 @ 11:46 AM | 12 COMMENTS


Happy Friday the 13th, SG!
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--Boo! wink
I hope this doesn't mean that anyone is facing bad luck today!

Nothing to really report right now, except that I'm working on a surprise. I'm so excited! Hopefully it will pan out, because I think you'll like it! wink

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I'm slowly sculpting my bodeh. biggrin
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This picture does not do any justice.

And I really hate asking, but if you would be so kind as to check out my set that went up a couple of weeks ago, it would be very much appreciated. blushblush
Dormant Power
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I'm so grateful for the support and love I've been getting! Thank you, so much!
Because, its a special day... kind of, and because of all the love I've been getting, I have another surprise... One I don't do that often.blush



I'll have longer update in a few days.
Until then
Lots of love!
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xoxoxo
kissblushooo aaabiggrinloveooo aaakissblush

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"There is no key to happiness. The door is always open."- Mother Teresa

APRIL 11, 2012 @ 10:08 AM | 26 COMMENTS


Shit... Upon looking at the calendar today, I realized that my birthday is one month away... Why is time creeping up on me like this?!?! I hate birthdays! The only thing they seem to do is remind me that I'm getting older.
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What Am I going to do this year for it? Nothing. Well, Nothing like was done in previous years. If its hot enough, I'm going to go to the nude beach on the island with my boyfriend, and maybe get a few other friends to come with me, and we can celebrate it there. I Love the nude beach, and want to go back as soon as I can!
I also kinda want to try some magic mushrooms for my birthday! Never done so before, and I think a small group of friends and I would really enjoy a break from traditional birthday parties, and just place our minds in a different place. wink
Scary, but I actually share my birthday with this guy

Salvidor Dali. So when you get to know me, you'll see just how unusual I am. I don't even care, I LOVE my quirkiness! biggrin

This is for kinanika, who has a blog about sets in the rain.
I did a shoot in the rain a few years ago, and here are a few shots from it.
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I NEEEED to do a set in the rain! This is going to be a goal of mine for the near future!surreal

I hope Everyone has a good Easter weekend! I had a fantastic Weekend! Lots of my boyfriends mom's carrot cake... I would actually sacrifice a whole lot for that cake if I had to... mmmmmm!ooo aaa
My boyfriend also met my little brother and step mom for the first time, and we spent some time at my dad's house. It was lovely! I caught a picture of him dozed off.blush
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I also got my skipping rope back!! love
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Do you know what that means for my bum?? I have been slacking on my exercise lately, but I'm back in full swing, now that my running shoes and skipping rope are with me again. By the next time I'm ready to do a set, my body will be a machine! I'm so excited!!
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Please excuse my rampant shouting, but JOB... WHERE IS YOU BE?! I HAVE PLACES TO TRAVEL TO, PEOPLE TO SEE, A NEKKID BODY TO SHOOT! WHERE ARE YOUUUU?!
Aren't there any Staff Photographers passing through Toronto any time soon? This world is so small, in terms of ability to travel and connectedness, and yet it is so big... I can't get anywhere at this moment in time! frown

And WOOOW... To Everyone who keeps commenting on my set, I can't thank you enough! I know this theme isn't for everybody, and I know it seems like I'm hiding, but I am just merely drawing attention to something that I truly believe in. Every day, I'm learning that YOU are your BEST Doctor, psychologist, nutritionist, scientist, etc. You and only you have the power to 'heal' yourself... even if you aren't broken/injured? You know what I mean. Instead of paying people lots o' money to get the advice you need to take care of yourself and make sure you are healthy, you have the power and means to do it all yourself. No gym required; I do all my exercising in my house, or on trails along the way.
Anyways, THANK YOU for the abundance of love on my set, and towards me in general! I hope to reciprocate that love for many years to come.
For those who don't know what I'm talking about, please feel free to take a look at the set! smile
Dormant Power
This was a shot that we didn't end up using in the set.
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I was a little sad at first about the fact that I am on this site with no mods. I feel like an easy target for people to take note and judge that I'm not modded.
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But then, I had someone point out that that is an insecurity that doesn't need to be there, and she's right... I am who I am, I will not change for anybody, and I should let my differences strengthen the bonds that I do have. Here, and in my life away from the computer. My whole life, I've had a problem with alienating myself from everyone else, especially when I feel that I don't belong to any one group or situation, but this is something that I am actively working on this year, a habit I will get rid of.
If I do decide to get a tattoo, I would love for it to be a variation of this:

I Love Dream catchers, and the story behind them. The mystical properties they are said to hold. They can be intimately personal, since its your dreams that get filtered through them. So, if I do tattoo myself, I will customize a dream catcher to put on my arm, with a profound persona message attached to it. We shall see. I'm terrified of needles! confused
Otherwise, I will live a mod-less life. I don't see the urgency in getting a tattoo or piercing for myself.
No matter what happens, I will be happy with who I am on the inside first and for most
I am slowly getting through the book titled: The Power of Now, by Eckhart Tolle. Its teaching me soo much about myself, and how I look at the world. A lot is about to change within myself, as I grow out of fear and into courage. (:
I am also starting to realize that it is your mind that constructs these fears and set backs that exist throughout our lives. It is the mind that tells you that you can or can't do something, that you will do something or won't do something, even if other people don't know your true motives.

I'm learning how to get rid of these perpetual mind sets, and learning to listen to the self within. Who am I really? I know I am not my mind. I am the loving soul inside this body. I am whatever the fuck I want to be! It's so great, being able to get my head out of my ass, and finally walk towards somewhere that I consider to carry meaning for myself. Not bound by the fears and road blocks of my mind.

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I am who I am,
I am enabled with all that I need to be happy.
Trusting myself, and going beyond the mind,
These two will ensure my safe arrival,
at a destination secret kept from societal bondage.
My wings present current growing pains,
but I know to withstand these pains,
I'll then be able to take on the world.
I've got a seed of magic and miracles,
residing within the fourth ventricle of my heart.
It speaks to me through light, and desire.
Won't let me fall beneath my own standards.
May I be known as a simple spirit with a big life task.
And,
Let it be known that I won't let you leave here without a broadened smile.
That's a fact!
Today my smiles are meant to be contagious.
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I feel so pretty!


Luffy Loves you!!
blushkissooo aaa


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MARCH 27, 2012 @ 09:41 AM | 62 COMMENTS


Good Afternoon!

I FINALLY have a new set out in Member review, titled Dormant Power. This set was done with Shazzy in the apartment I lived in, when I was in Montreal for two months. I don't care what anyone says about this set. I think its a great piece of work, and a lot better than my first set. So, please, if you haven't seen it yet, feel free to check it out!

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In this set, I speak of a power that each of us carry; Something that I noticed within myself, that quite frankly can't be put into words until it transforms into me living my life the way I want to.

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Oddly enough, One Piece also mentions this power quite a bit as something used to aid in fighting, as well as a good asset to have within a person's lifestyle. Every one of us share this power, but most people do not know that they have it. In the show the power is called "Haki", or Ambition in English.
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I am an advocate of everyone possessing such a thing, and using it to better their lives. I think its truly sublime to experience the love and self assurance that couples up with getting to know your own power within. For it reminds me that even though I am just one person, and even though life can seem short, there is a lot that I have to set out and accomplish, and with this power, I will do just that.

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With this power, you truly do feel like you can fly! Every day is a new chance to make things happen. Every day you wake up, you have the choice to be happy or sad with what you have and do not have. Every day is another ticket to your wildest dreams. You can be who you want to be. It's wonderful! biggrin
I, myself strive to become a person of positive influence. I want everyone to know that they are beautiful, that they are worthy of love and kindness, and that they have the power within them to make anything they can think of come to reality.

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So, what am I doing now? I'm reading about leadership, spirituality, creativity, and dipping my feet in the Canadian Constitution Act of 1867-1982. I'm getting to know where my strengths and weaknesses lie, as well as getting to know what I should and should not be eating/ drinking etc. I want to make sure that when the time comes to spark up my dormant power, that I will be prepared for a life of honesty, knowledge sharing, and change in the world.

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I am indebted to each and every one of you who has left your love on my set. it means the world to me, that there are so many people who are taking their time to show me that they can see what I'm doing, and that they like what I've presented to the community.
May I also remind you that my first set wash SHOT in 2009. I was a different person three years ago, and so this set is me morphing into a person who exhibits different facets than that of three years prior. I'm very sorry if this set offends anyone, but this set is something that I truly believe in, from the bottom of my soul and heart. The messages, comments and virtual hugs are not going unnoticed. I will get back to everyone as soon as I can. kisskiss
I would love to have this get on the front page, because I think the title alone is enough to make people want to read the description, and maybe question if they can feel the powers inside of them brewing up. I know its in there. But, do you?

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Zebrah made this lovely picture to go along with the set!
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Thank you baby! It's so lovely!!love

Again, from the bottom of my heart, Thank you!kiss I am humbled... truly humbled. I know that I'm in a community of people who are all different. I honestly do feel a lot of alienation here, as well as in my other life. I feel like as I start to change my views, I fall farther and farther away from the connections I once had with many people in my life. Yet there are people on this site, who continue to show me that we are all in fact different, all experience alienation, and these are the people that keep me coming back to this site, day in and day out.
I have a job interview on Thursday! Wow I never thought this would happen so soonnn! biggrin
My plan is to GET the job, then once I have it, start saving up, and with the money i save, I will locate different people on the site, and go and see them! Photographers, SG's Hopefuls, and friends alike.
I want to shoot sets with so many photographers, Milloux included! I must go to see Aeterna, Elliott, Orijin, ... there are just tooo many people to name, but I really want to make this happen. This site has brought a lot of joy to me, and I want to give back in any way that I can.

I love you all!
Thank you,

Luffy
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MARCH 20, 2012 @ 10:11 AM | 45 COMMENTS


Welcome Spring!!!lovelovelove

Spring is my favourite time of the year! What's yours?

A few days ago when I wrote that blog about the uncertainty I've been faced with, I realized that my worries are kind of shallow and unnecessary! This picture always brings me back to being content, no matter what state of mind I'm in.


Also, the little problem that I had with my set is gone. Thank you, Rambo! (:
See... there's nothing for me to be worrying about!



Welcome to another beautiful day! I'm so happy to be alive, healthy, and with family. Yes, I'm learning things the hard way, but that doesn't automatically mean that its making me suffer. Oh no. Not in the least. This next few months are going to be fun. I need to get a job that I can count on, find an apartment, and start saving up for my next move. I know job searching is going to be hard, but I want to try getting into a creative firm. I think THAT would make my life a little less redundant work wise.

Today, tomorrow and Thursday, its going to be Hot hot hot!! More so tomorrow and Thursday. This gets me in the mood for public nudity! I think I'll have to just suffice with being topless in secluded areas, though.

Alsoooooo...
I have this going into MR on Sunday! Like I said before, I'm euphoric about getting another set done. Its been way too looooong since so. This one's different from my first set. Its all in my head. wink
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-Be who you are, and say with your will.

There's more... kind of.
Does anyone listen to Deep house music? this song reminds me of a hot summer day.
Oooo Bring on the Jazz

Or what about Electronic House/Jazz... whatever you want to call it!! tongue

Or maybe some more sexy music...? biggrin

... I keep adding to this. hmmmmmmooo aaa

I just want to dance! wink




(I'm going to try a picture of me and my boyfriend like this... blush








(When modeling some people used to call me heavy.)

















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Please excuse the apperance. I'm Love Stoned! This one's for you, Spliff! kiss
xoxolovekissblushooo aaa

Luffy's Logic
MARCH 19, 2012 @ 09:51 AM | 8 COMMENTS


Meanwhile, in Toronto...

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This happened last weekend. I didn't get to go to this, but it just shows what fucked up and crazy things are happening not just in the US and in Europe, but also in Canada.



P.S I'm Sooo happy for Spliff!! Seeing her pink gives me hope. A hope I haven't felt for a long time!
She's a beauty, and totally deserves going pink! Yaayy! love


I'll do a proper blog later today when I can collect my thoughts.

MARCH 17, 2012 @ 10:00 PM | 10 COMMENTS


I am open to a whole new type of experience. I am learning things the hard way...The journey into courage. Dissipating fear continues to clear my head of the anxiety of social structure, and its friction upon me.
I know that whatever is meant to be will be. Yes, the world is going through major transitions at the moment, but even through that, it is important to stop, and smell the roses. Smile to your heart, beating for the sake of your completion of impact on to the world.
Only human, in a world growing drone...
Mechanical wings will soon fill the sky, when All I asked for for wings to be grown organically... The result of natural growth, and insight.
This is a test of character, these chores just seem so basic. Am I getting an answer for one of my life long questions of there even being truth. I'm convinced now, however, that there is a bit of truth in this world. It doesn't always take on the forms of adoptive anticipative social cues. And for me, as of now, it feels as if I've walked out of a rewired time machine... Like I'm in an alternate time, where I'm learning everything all over again. I'm able to almost relive a moment, and make wiser decisions...Just how wise.... I'm still working on that.
The more things become unstable for me, the more I've tried to just flow with it on my own. Not involving others, and being distant and cold. Now, I'm learning something very profound about the power of family, and your legitimate friends. On a side note, friend is being used way to casually in this day and age.
Anyways, enough rambling. The point is, I know I'm in a transitional state now, and the more I see this the more pumped I get at giving myself the responsibility of making sure I'm taken care of. Its going to be hard to do this, but I think it is a very wise chose to stay in Toronto for a little while and try to get back on my feet before attempting to move to a place in the middle of no where trying to establish a NET worth. I still have a few years left in me to get to that, but for now, I need to focus on my immediate problems. Like 1, I'm couch surfing with family right now. Sucks, but its good to get back in their lives. I'm back in the place I didn't want to come back to. Good news about that is, this place is still my home, and I have a lot of respect and nostalgia...too much for me to not like Toronto. It is a beautiful place, even if it is being over run by condos and skyscrapers.
All in all, I'm thankful for everything that I have, everything that I've learned, and will continue to learn. I know that when my time comes, I will help the world become a better place. Until then, I just shouldn't stress and take life too seriously, so I wont.

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I have a set coming out next Sunday, March 25th, at Noon, but I'm a little nervous, because I accidentally messed it up, and can't fix it until 90 days have passed...Yikes!eeek
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Ta-Da!
March 25th:
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I LOVE deep house music!

especially with headphones! wink

Til next time
kiss

MARCH 15, 2012 @ 06:52 AM | 19 COMMENTS


Oh my Woooww! Look what just came into MR today!!!
Her name is Orijin, and I think I'm in love!!lovelovelove
I'm totally pimping her out! She needs to go pink NOW! *I hope she doesn't mind the attention* wink
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Let's make this baby PINK!

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