Yup yup, still bein a downer. I swear I will (hopefully) bring it up soon and beat my rapidly cycling bipolar with a side of anxiety disorder!













I will admit, I did make happen something that made me feel a bit better.....

And there were a couple things that made me want to smile, if it din't hurt my face

For once in my life, I don't think that I have very much to say. Every little thing in my life is changing right now. My fuckin head is so discombobulated that it is hard for me to even think of the words to leave this pathetic mundane blog.



I am not even sure any more what change will be positive or negative. Every day brings a new wave of thoughts and emotions that I can't weigh out. Sometimes I feel like I am running through life and sometimes I feel life is running through me and leaving me behind.....




When in the end......



What can I say....

HAPPY FRIDAY SGland!!!!!!!

It has been a pretty good week for me! I had an interview yesterday for said shit job (I have been looking for so that I can enroll back into school for my BA) and started the job today! WOOHOO! Not a design job but thatz ok, work is work and I plan on doing a lot of freelance design work on the side. But now I can do my freelance design work with a steady full time job paycheck! So, I feel pretty good about things. Hopefully by the time I am 35 (I am currently 31) I will have my shit together and my career kickin and on my way..... hey midlife isn't that bad to get your shit together!

But any who, I have some awesome stuff to share with all my SG loves!

All of these put a smile on my face......

This I thought was way fuckin kewl! Lego did a campaign called Imagine. Can you name all the cartoon characters?

How'd ya do????



These things I have to get on purchasing a.s.a.p.

Just a couple food for thought images

O.k. kiddos thatz about it! Hope all of you out there in SGland is having an awesomesauce Friday night and weekend as well!

So Happy Friday SGland! I have successfully recovered from the Ohio trip! Good times all the way around! I already miss all those lovely ladies! But I know we will be reunited again in the future!

If you missed out on the SG Columbus St.Patty's day party blog then here you go, itz worth checkin out! I got the privilege of hanging out with some of the most awesomesauce peep around!

SG Columbus St.Patty's Day Party

We finally got a bunch of film rolls developed so now I have some film pics to share from Orlando (proof of the damn Mucho Tequila and Tacos place) and some other random pics

Now about some funny shit? Yeah? Yeah!

Random awesomeness? No?!?!?! YEAH!

Some awesome sets I'd like to see on front page

Ohio was so much fuckin fun that I really don't think I could possible express just how much from words on a screen. I met and hung out (and continuously groped) some of the sweetest, hottest, funnest, most epic awesomesauce ladies ever!!!! Really, I didn't know it was possible to fall in love with this many women in one evening, but I did! From dinner to last call, it was one of the most amazing nights I have had in so long! Not only were my SG loves awesome, but the members and hopefuls I met as well were just as epic!

OHIO did not disappoint, so the crippling body aches from 30hr drive round trip and one of the worst hangovers I have ever had the next morning was WELL WORTH IT.....

And since a picture tells a thousand words, I will let the photographs tell the story…

But now, sadly it is over.... back to the real world. I feel that I have honestly met some of the finest peep I have ever met before, on this trip. Hopefully we will be long time friends in future times to come....

With that being said though.....

Cheers to a cold PBR and my own bed tonight!

OFFICIALLY IN COLUMBUS!!!!!! LET THE GAMES BEGIN!

So last nights Henry Rollins show was amazing! Not only was the show totally awesome, as of course I knew it would be ( I mean he had me in tears I was laughing so much) but Henry is such a nice guy to meet. After the show (almost 3 hour show) he came out back of the venue by the gate in front of his bus to meet people and sign stuff and take pictures. So then it came my turn and I was so nervous, I am standing in front of a man I highly respect and admire. So I tell him sorry, I know he hates this stuff (cuz he does but is awesome enough to still do it) and I hand him my favorite book (High Adventures in the Great Outdoors circa 1992) and tell him it is my favorite and I wish he would write more like his older stuff, and I have read it like 5 times, but I know that was a different guy and now he is all nice and cute. He just says he writes them as he sees them, as he signs my book.



Then his security guy that was holding this little flash light over him so he could see to sign stuff, says well quote something. So, I am very nervous and standing there with Henry and everyone else is quite and I didn't quote the whole passage but I was able to deliver a direct quote out of the book, I was very proud of myself lol! I was so nervous. And Henry says, " Did I right that?!?" and gives a big smile. And in my good old fashion I gave his arm a squeeze and pat and say, "Well I know at your age it may be hard to remember" Everyone was like oooohhhh and started laughing. So needless to say, FUCKING AWESOME TIME AND AWESOME MAN!!!!!!! I got to meet a hero of mine and he did not let me down!( And got to touch him!!! )

I also got awesome shirt.....

The back:



Now, getting ready to leave Friday for my road trip to Columbus!!!!!!



The list of girls is unreal, and have talked to a few and looking forward to meeting them and hopefully meeting up Saturday during the day. I also am going to have the pleasure of meeting one of my favorite people on this site as well as I'm sure many members that I don't even know about yet!

And if Saturday during the day turns a bust, I am bringing my trusty PBR board and just gonna board around downtown Columbus and see what itz about!


3 days and counting

And just because itz true......

I am so stoked!!!!! I will be driving up to Columbus with _MIKED_ for the SG St.Patty's day party!!! Woohooo! There is going to be so many girls, itz gonna be so awesome! I can't wait!



If you are gonna be there, make sure to say hi!

I also am going to see Henry Rollins this Sunday!!!! This month is turning out to be pretty epic awesomesauce!

I also got some new ink last night.......


Children's Chewable Prozac, The BlueBird of Unhappiness

Itz from The Simpsons






Well thatz about it for me, I know short blog! I will have to leave a better one when I have more time!

I did find few kewl things on the web that I dig.....

Hope everyone out there in SGland has a great hump day!

Today is Friday, I have no plans for the weekend outside of my house that is! Gonna be the slight agoraphobic that I am and not leave the house this weekend except for maybe a beer run and a skateboard trip away from any people encounters.

Aside from sending out my resume and filling out applications I have tried to work on an art project that I started a few years ago but for some unknown reason I have left it to sit alone unfinished.....that is until this week. Maybe I have left it to sit for so long because my art room is getting so full of materials for future creations (to hopefully set up a tent at the Saturday Arts Market down the street from where I live to sell) that there isn't much room for my ass to sit.......

See that little clear circle, thatz the only place clear enough to fit my butt lol!


And yes, the bottles are for art! And no, I did not drink all of them!

This is what I have been working on, no where near done but I am aiming to at least get all the tiles grouted on and sealed to finish the design. Then I will decide how I want to grout the whole board to finish the mosaic.


My Day of the Dead skateboard mosaic

Also, My little brother (he's 20 I guess I should say younger not little lol) is moving to Chicago and left last week. On the way to Chicago though he stopped in PA to visit our pop-pop. He said they have him outta the bed and doing physical therapy. My brother said they threw a ball back and forth for an hour or so and pop didn't drop the ball once, so he has strength and a lot of coordination. My brother also said that pop broke the ring toss record in the home, so there still is hope yet! I feel so much better knowing my brother is there with pop and my dad, I know it raised their spirits since they haven't seen him in years. The doctors are now discussing when and if he will be able to go home, epic awesomesauce! He truly is an amazing 88 year old man! And to hear that he is up and about and smiling has given my heart a bit of relief.....

Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd look at what I found

Awesome Product Designs:

WTF?!?!?!?

The Simpsons in the movies.....

Epic Randomness:

Well, happy Monday SGland! Hope everyone had an awesome weekend! Mine wasn't too bad.....

I did a little bit of this.....

I don't watch television, only dvd's, but my best friend has got me hooked on The Walking Dead. So on Saturday night we did a double feature of the first two episodes of the season so far and drank a bunch of PBR and I made this for the occasion......

The lovely Zebrah made this and posted it on my old blog, I think itz pretty fuckin kewl...

I also spent a lot of time being bored and searching the internet for random things, as usual

Artsy......

Made me smile.....

Food for thought.....

And no blog is complete without a little Rollins.....