I do admit to myself that if i had someone else, then I'd never see...just what we're meant to be.
-New Order, Bizarre Love Triangle

I seriously have not stopped eating since I woke up today. Snack snack, snack snack.

I can't stop smiling for several reasons. One being, I just oredered a set of chanel eyewear (sunglasses and dailywear) the sun is out for once, valentines day is coming, and because I have the cutest most wonderful boy in my life.

The last two weeks have been a slight case of temporary insanity! My dear old Opa passed away a few days before winter term started. I had too flee rainy town on my second day of scholastics and board a trainy poo down to California. Although the weather was warm and the air was sweet (except for the wharf, which always smells of rotting fish carcass,) the occasion was all but happy. It was nice to see my family, which I haven't seen for over ten years. They are so fancy! Big whigs always humble little ol me, even though I am cut from a fancy cloth myself. My birthday was awesome. School is going well except for math. Nihongo no kurasu is awesome as always. Life is good. I don't know whether to laugh or cry at this point in my life. But then again, that is life.

Fuck yeah! And don't even ask what I'm talking about, cause I'm not telling. I'm just smiling really big, that's all.

Sweetness Happy holidays

I'm boy crazy. And girl crazy. I wonder if it's something you ever grow out of?

I am starting to see that my pictures are not flattering to me at all. Any of them. Doesn't matter who the photographer is, I believe I am not photogenic. Like I have a giant bean head or something. Seriously, I am much cuter in person.

Thank you anyhow though, for all of your comments. School is good. Life is good. Tofurkey day was good. Yeah.