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All I ever needed,
Is here, in my arms.
Words are very,
Unescessary,
They can only do harm.
-Depech Mode
I haven't been able to get this song out of my head ever since i left the bar last night. It just makes so much sense right now, and the true meaning behind these lyrics is ever present in my state of mind. I feel like a child. Like I'm waiting for a tricycle to magically appear underneath the christmas tree that will never come. Or better yet, like I'm waiting at a train station for a train that may have have been cancelled. Yet, there is still that fade resistant sparkle of hope that ignites random fires deep inside of my stay-puft heart. And I made up a new dance friday night, the "crabwalk donkey dance." I made quite an ass (get it, ass?) out of myself but everyone else loved it. Aw, the power of cheap entertainment. I love being a clown, but I'd rather be a killer klown from outer space. Aw, fuck. somebody stop me. Crackers!
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MAR 10, 2003 01:11 AM
That is my favorite Depeche Mode song ever. And it's so accurate sometimes. The last boy I was with....well that's a longer story than I'm gonna post in your journal. 
I know what you mean about waiting for something that may never appear. I constantly feel like the shit I've been taking is a tradeoff for something good that is coming to me, but then on my pessimistic days I think I'm just crazy and life just sucks.
Making people laugh is good.
BlueeyedAngel
Saint Paul, MN
December 2002
MAR 10, 2003 01:57 AM
Damn I know what you meanDM can be so UGh right on the money 
I thought the DM song Somebody said it best for me
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She will hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and with every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear
Of those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it
sorry bout long post but I couldnt decide which lines to remove they all belong.
I know someone is out there looking for you to be their "somebody" and hopefully you will find them or they will find you soon. Dont lose hope
Luv 
and hugs
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MAR 10, 2003 01:34 PM
beautiful...... wow... I am glad you are an SG..... welcome
