Luci's August 06, 2010 blog

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AUGUST 6, 2010 @ 10:10 AM

Well thank god its the weekend!
Honestly though, I feel more like being a hermit than anything.
My shoulder/neck/back/arm thing is acting up and I am in immense pain. I wish I could take the day off

the doc gave me vicodin but I can't take that at work!
I have also been dealing with a bi-polar person who I thought I could help...but now I am doubting. It truly sux to have invested so much time and effort into something that is a fail.
Oh well.
Pictures??

i really want to use this for a profile pic...

euro peeps tell me i look like her all the time (obviously in this era)

or her

but mostly...her.
WEIRD!

McKenzie

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

AUG 06, 2010 10:59 AM

dont trust bi-polar people! they dont ever take their medicine and their really mean people for no reason...trust me Ive had to do deal with this before.

AmbientLight

I'm lost

March 2005

AUG 06, 2010 02:12 PM

Naah... you're hotter.

Trying to help a bi pol, is as pointless as arguing with an artichoke.
I know, I've tried (helping bi pols that is).
I just wound up used-up, depleted, and withered.

I don't think they want help... just to feed.

Luci

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

AUG 06, 2010 02:43 PM

lol... to feed. i think you may have a sad yet valid point

bedheadchicken

Rutherford, NJ

March 2003

AUG 06, 2010 03:16 PM

I can't tell you how often I've thrown time and effort into dealing with people who can best be described as bipolar. it's like rolling that rock up the hill and watching it roll back down again. I hate to agree with a naked guy, but I think AmbientLight is right. In some ways mental disease just wants to create sound and fury to occupy itself.

Have a great week, my dear.

Luci

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

AUG 06, 2010 03:37 PM

that's not entirely true. some of these people just don't know how to let anyone in because bi-polar depression is basically uncontrollable without medication. Sometimes or most the lashing out is a cry for help but because people don't understand they thnk they are being pushed away and become frustrated and angry...