When it rains, it FUCKING POURS
I never thought I would have to deal with going to "Alanon" meetings for a loved one. Im going insane here, I have no say and no control of the situation and im loosing it.
Ive been nothing but a crying mess lately.
I just need enough strength to get through this mess, I cant eat or sleep or think straight...
New myspace page: http://www.myspace.com/lovely1sg
I never thought I would have to deal with going to "Alanon" meetings for a loved one. Im going insane here, I have no say and no control of the situation and im loosing it.
Ive been nothing but a crying mess lately.
I just need enough strength to get through this mess, I cant eat or sleep or think straight...
New myspace page: http://www.myspace.com/lovely1sg
My Myspace account was deleted so here is the new one if you want to add:
http://www.myspace.com/lovely1sg
http://www.myspace.com/lovely1sg
Hey guys whats new?
I really need to stop being lazy and update this thing with my vacation pictures from Mexico already... Its been 2 months since ive been back. Ive been in this mode where I havent updated shit on here, nor on myspace, Ive got tons of pictures to load but dont want to sit in front of the computer for an hour resizing and loading them all.
I made dinner last night and it was fantastic!
a little farfalla pasta, a little dry white wine, prosciutto, peas, some heavy cream and half and half, a little sauteed white onion and olive oil with some fresh parmesan cheese!
Heres some new fan artwork that was made by the one and only Silence01
He's amazing! Thank you again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Heres a couple banners thatTOXIC made for me! She ROCKS! Thanks again hun!




Alright im off to say hi to Maryjane, have a good one!!!!!!
I really need to stop being lazy and update this thing with my vacation pictures from Mexico already... Its been 2 months since ive been back. Ive been in this mode where I havent updated shit on here, nor on myspace, Ive got tons of pictures to load but dont want to sit in front of the computer for an hour resizing and loading them all.
I made dinner last night and it was fantastic!
a little farfalla pasta, a little dry white wine, prosciutto, peas, some heavy cream and half and half, a little sauteed white onion and olive oil with some fresh parmesan cheese!
Heres some new fan artwork that was made by the one and only Silence01
He's amazing! Thank you again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heres a couple banners thatTOXIC made for me! She ROCKS! Thanks again hun!


Alright im off to say hi to Maryjane, have a good one!!!!!!
Thank you Thank you Thank you for all the fantastic comments on my latest set.
Not much else is going on, ive been gathering and sorta packing my bags for Mexico in January. I'll be back in Tulum for some hot sun, beautiful beaches and outrageously good food!
One day I WILLlive there!
XOXO
Not much else is going on, ive been gathering and sorta packing my bags for Mexico in January. I'll be back in Tulum for some hot sun, beautiful beaches and outrageously good food!
One day I WILLlive there!
XOXO
Ahhhhh, my finals are today, end of semester!
Wish me luck!
Heres a really old pic. that I just found...


Keep your eyes peeled because my next set is coming this week!!!
Wish me luck!
Heres a really old pic. that I just found...

Keep your eyes peeled because my next set is coming this week!!!
You get a certificate when you enter and a certificate when you exit.... But what happens in between??
That is up to the individual, right? Time is wasting...
I dont want to just exist, I want to LIVE and I want to experience so much. I think about it everyday and every day that I think about is another day gone.
This weekend was filled with lots of laughs, new "Smokey Treat" toys, loud music, gin, swimming, and make-up, and naked girls giving me lap dances!
Things that annoy me:
1. Someone in the house having the stupid T.V. on all day. I hate the T.V.
2. How Fruity Pebbles get soggy so darn fast.
3. Cell phones
4. Fake ass "Raves"... That scene is dead, or at least it should be, its over just stop.
5. 16 yr olds
Heres a photo from Halloween
Things that make me happy:
1. Hearing "I love you mom" and seeing her smile!
2. Sunshine
3. Singing a loud as I can while driving in my car
4. Eating some homemade spaghetti
5. My new giant couch
That is up to the individual, right? Time is wasting...
I dont want to just exist, I want to LIVE and I want to experience so much. I think about it everyday and every day that I think about is another day gone.
This weekend was filled with lots of laughs, new "Smokey Treat" toys, loud music, gin, swimming, and make-up, and naked girls giving me lap dances!
Things that annoy me:
1. Someone in the house having the stupid T.V. on all day. I hate the T.V.
2. How Fruity Pebbles get soggy so darn fast.
3. Cell phones
4. Fake ass "Raves"... That scene is dead, or at least it should be, its over just stop.
5. 16 yr olds
Heres a photo from Halloween
Things that make me happy:
1. Hearing "I love you mom" and seeing her smile!
2. Sunshine
3. Singing a loud as I can while driving in my car
4. Eating some homemade spaghetti
5. My new giant couch
Its almost my birthday!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is the day Woo Hoo
Another year gone by... I swear it goes by so fast once you hit your twenties. Boo
Just in case anyone wants to: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1346WNQZLX281/
I recently made my first batch ever of Tamales!
MMM MMM They were so good!


Heres my little poops! Every time they come in the house together we start singing that song "Secret Lovers". My little min pin Delilah is always trying so hard to ruff up our Boxer and he just sits there and takes it, he plays tug o war with her, they act like they dont like each other then we always find em layin with each other and he'll be liking Delilah.


Arent they cute!
And heres Delilah in her new dress. I always said if I got a dog I would NEVER dress it up in stupid ass clothes but... Look at this dress!!!


I got to visit my friend in the hospital and see they're brand new little peanut!!!! Which was nice! Its been 7 years since I held a brand new baby. Theres nothing better than the squeak of a new born or the smell of a baby.
I also took my daughter to the Hannah Montana concert! Holy crap there were thousands of screaming pre-teens everywhere. But I had soooooooooo much fun, Hannah Montana is the cutest little doll. I mean for being 14 she effin ROCKS, she worked her butt off out there.
We danced and sang as loud as we could and screamed our heads off!!!! We ran up to her bus and took a pic! My daughter is so funny, shes so proper and conservative and follows each and every rule and when I try to get her to loosen up she gets all shy. I had to practically drag over to the bus.

But it was good time for us to spend together!!!


Ive been trying to find these stankin Choxie candies forever at Target and I got some in my gift bag for my birthday! Yummy




I also used my gift certificate for my birthday a little earyl but... I went to the WOODHOUSE SPA downtown and was treated to 5 hours of massages and facials and body sea weed wraps and a shower like thing while laying down and got a pedicure!
I have the most wonderful people in my life. This was the Perfect gift!
Now heres one of my favorite parts about my birthday.....


You get to get your hands all messy and squishy
TA DA


What are you gonna be for Halloween?????
My daughter is "CORPSE BRIDE"!! and Im gonna be the pregnant nun and J-Ball is the preist
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Just in case anyone wants to: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1346WNQZLX281/
I recently made my first batch ever of Tamales!

Heres my little poops! Every time they come in the house together we start singing that song "Secret Lovers". My little min pin Delilah is always trying so hard to ruff up our Boxer and he just sits there and takes it, he plays tug o war with her, they act like they dont like each other then we always find em layin with each other and he'll be liking Delilah.

Arent they cute!
And heres Delilah in her new dress. I always said if I got a dog I would NEVER dress it up in stupid ass clothes but... Look at this dress!!!

I got to visit my friend in the hospital and see they're brand new little peanut!!!! Which was nice! Its been 7 years since I held a brand new baby. Theres nothing better than the squeak of a new born or the smell of a baby.
I also took my daughter to the Hannah Montana concert! Holy crap there were thousands of screaming pre-teens everywhere. But I had soooooooooo much fun, Hannah Montana is the cutest little doll. I mean for being 14 she effin ROCKS, she worked her butt off out there.
We danced and sang as loud as we could and screamed our heads off!!!! We ran up to her bus and took a pic! My daughter is so funny, shes so proper and conservative and follows each and every rule and when I try to get her to loosen up she gets all shy. I had to practically drag over to the bus.

But it was good time for us to spend together!!!

Ive been trying to find these stankin Choxie candies forever at Target and I got some in my gift bag for my birthday! Yummy


I also used my gift certificate for my birthday a little earyl but... I went to the WOODHOUSE SPA downtown and was treated to 5 hours of massages and facials and body sea weed wraps and a shower like thing while laying down and got a pedicure!
I have the most wonderful people in my life. This was the Perfect gift!
Now heres one of my favorite parts about my birthday.....

You get to get your hands all messy and squishy
TA DA

What are you gonna be for Halloween?????
My daughter is "CORPSE BRIDE"!! and Im gonna be the pregnant nun and J-Ball is the preist
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1





