I am back...

I stayed one month at the hospital..because of my back...
And it still painful...that sucks...



As I see...not a lot of people on SG missed me... that's sad...

I still have my set unqueued... I
shooted it in june 07, it was accepted in january 08..and it still unqueued...

What the fuck? are they boycotting me? I don't understand why...
lots of french girls got theirs set live..and me...no...

Is it because I'm not enough on SG?

love

lou

Got small internet connection today…

It's been 3 week that I'm at the hospital…. Gonna stay there more than one month…

Wanna go out…

Want my back to hurt no more

Wanna love

Going to hospital today, for a long long time...

Still because of my back

Doctors said minimum 3 weeks.... They don't already know if I'll get a surgery...If yes, I think I'm gonna stay much more longer at the hospital...

don't wanna go there...

But I have to...

Hope this time it'll work, and I'll be able to do what I love more than anything...
snowboarding again...



hope to have lots of comment when I'll come back

love ya guys

lou

Gonna have to go to hospital because of my back, for two weeks at least...maybe more if I get a surgery...

I should have gone to the hospital tomorow, but i'm so scared..I said no...

I know that's stupid, but my parents left yesterday for one week of holiday in an other country and I don't wanna be hospitalized alone... My brothers and my stister lives very far from me... And my BF is in an other country...
Feel soo alone..

I prefer to stay at home, to suffer (because there's no medicine strong enouggh..the pain is just fucking horrible! It hurts like hell) than to go alone at hospital...

And you konw what, it gonna snow a lot during 4 days where I live...
I feel so fucking sad, to be like a prisonner in my appartment and to see mountain with snow all around me...
Snowboarding is the love of my life..

really

How much I love snow? Enough to have it tattooed deep in my skin for ever...


I told you that was the love of my life...

and to finish...2 pics of my BF

hope you guys are fine...

love

lou

I moved to switzerland for the week end....

lausane exactly

and guess why?

sunday I'm gonna see "the gossip" at lyon, au transbordeur... I love this band!! who ever saw them?

crazy crazy





And yesterday I did the HIV test...Im, waiting for the result...gonna have it on thuesday....I'm a bit anxious....

well hope everybody is going on well

love

so sad....

feel like a prisoner...



wanna go oustide..wanna go snowboarding... but no..it's forbiden...

The doctor told me it gonna takes 4-5 months to get better.. fuck!

what would you do if you're not able to do the thing you love more than anything?

What yould you do to keep smiling?

As you know guys my back is broken...and my snowboarding season is definitavely over.... All your comments help me to feel better..thank you so much...

all I can do is wait at home...


Here are pictures of my last few weeks... I have awesome friends! I'm so lucky to have them, they really help me to go through those hard time!
enjoy!

so first...My valentine day 14 february:



Then, 16 february, a party at my school, called the gala (I was so fucking waisted..I stayed only 30min ahaha)





and then finaly... This week end, Steph and joe came to my place, that was so good to have them here! My lovely carzy bitchy girls!





well guys..hope you are ok..talk to me..it helps me to change my minds!

love

lou

my back is broken...

my snowboarding season is definitavely over....

can't believe it.. I'm so sad... I gotta stay home, can't even go to work.... Hardly walk... fuuuuuuuuuck!

My doctor told me that's gonna take looooooooong time to get better... Maybe I'll have to cancel my kitesurfing holidays in april...
Yes, when I can't snowboard...I kitesurf....

I'm gonna die, I can't do nothing!

The doctor told me that yesterday...I was so fucking sad... Could'nt stop crying...

But someone helped me to get a bit better...
Thank you grompf for that:



I also received a mail from my exboyfriend...laurent...he sent me 2pictures of him... and told me that he was thinking of me...



Miss him..... And yes, that's him on the surf!


hope things are going on better for you guys...

take care


lou

Still can't go snowboarding because of this fucking skier who broke my back..bastard!!!

feel so depressed...

But my friends help me going through thoses hard times....



and you know what... I wanna have boyfriend...
Like my ex boyfriend: laurent...amaizing boy...34 years old..
isn't he cute?


too bad he had to leave to hawaï for his job... yep the picture here...that's him!! he's a pro surfer!!


all my ex boyfriend were amaizing... So now it's hard for me to find a new one...

Maybe am I a bit overdemanding?

love
lou

Sorry for not being a lot on sg....

Cuz I spend all my time here:



yes I'm kind of addicted to snow! ou monomaniak pr les frenchies!

I hurted my back pretty bad because of a fucking skier!! raaaaaaaaah. The doctor told me to stay at home during 10days...no snowboarding! It's killing me...No really I swear, that's awful for me to stay quiet when I see the good weather and all the good snow...

I'm so sad...

...well, let's end with a shower picture...skin skin!



hope everybody is okay

love

lou