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Photog: Waikiki

All I have to say is.
PATRIOTS.


Thanks.

I needed inspiration,here's some quotes.



“I had a boyfriend who told me I’d never succeed, never be nominated for a Grammy, never have a hit song, and that he hoped I’d fail. I said to him, ‘Someday, when we’re not together, you won’t be able to order a cup of coffee at the fucking deli without hearing or seeing me.”

— Lady Gaga

Life is just a chance to grow a soul

-Powell Davies



“Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself.”

— Marilyn Monroe





When someone can make you see this broken world as beautiful, they’re worth keeping around.







Don’t live your life with hate in your heart. You’ll only be hurting yourself more than the people you hate










“So just live, make mistakes and have wonderful times, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been and most importantly where it is that you are going.”

nothing makes me feel emotion stronger than poetry
here is a poem by my favorite spoken word/slam poet
andrea gibson.


Pole Dancer | Andrea Gibson
She pole-dances to gospel hymns.
Came out to her family in the middle of Thanksgiving grace.
I knew she was trouble
two years before our first date.
But my heart was a Labrador Retriever
with its head hung out the window of a car
tongue flapping in the wind
on a highway going 95
whenever she walked by.

So I mastered the art of crochet
and I crocheted her a winter scarf
and one night at the bar I gave it to her with a note
that said something like,
I hope this keeps your neck warm.
If it doesn’t give me a call.

The key to finding love
is fucking up the pattern on purpose
is skipping a stitch,
is leaving a tiny, tiny hole to let the cold in
and hoping she mends it with your lips.

This morning I was counting her freckles.
She has five on the left side of her face, seven on the other
and I love her for every speck of trouble she is.
She’s frickin’ awesome.
Like popcorn at a drive-in movie
that neither of us has any intention of watching.
Like Batman and Robin
in a pick-up truck in the front row with the windows steamed up.
Like Pacman in the eighties,
she swallows my ghosts.

Slaps me on my dark side and says,
“Baby, this is the best day ever.”
So I stop listening for the sound of the ocean
in the shells of bullets I hoped missed us
to see there are white flags from the tips of her toes
to her tear ducts
and I can wear her halos as handcuffs
‘cause I don’t wanna be a witness to this life,
I want to be charged and convicted,
ear lifted to her song like a bouquet of yes
because my heart is a parachute that has never opened in time
and I wanna fuck up that pattern,
leave a hole where the cold comes in and fill it every day with her sun,
‘cause anyone who has ever sat in lotus for more than a few seconds
knows it takes a hell of a lot more muscle to stay than to go.

And I want to grow
strong as the last patch of sage on a hillside
stretching towards the lightning.
God has always been an arsonist.
Heaven has always been on fire.
She is a butterfly knife bursting from a cocoon in my belly.
Love is a half moon hanging above Baghdad
promising to one day grow full,
to pull the tides through our desert wounds
and fill every clip of empty shells with the ocean.
Already there is salt on my lips.

Lover, this is not just another poem.
This is my goddamn revolt.
I am done holding my tongue like a bible.
There is too much war in every verse of our silence.
We have all dug too many trenches away from ourselves.

This time I want to melt like a snowman in Georgia,
‘til my smile is a pile of rocks you can pick up
and skip across the lake of your doubts.

Trust me,
I have been practicing my ripple.
I have been breaking into mannequin factories
and pouring my pink heart into their white paint.
I have been painting the night sky upon the inside of doorframes
so only moonshine will fall on your head in the earthquake.
I have been collecting your whispers and your whiplash
and your half-hour-long voice mail messages.
Lover, did you see the sunset tonight?
Did you see Neruda lay down on the horizon?
Do you know it was his lover who painted him red,
who made him stare down the bullet holes
in his country’s heart?

I am not looking for roses.
I want to break like a fever.
I want to break like the Berlin Wall.
I want to break like the clouds
so we can see every fearless star,
how they never speak guardrail,
how they can only say fail.



<3 always yours lolana

Happy 3 kings day!
Just wanted to pop in and say I love you guys
And thanks for all the love on my new set
And my new multi withChloe
You sure as hell can make a girl smile <3

HEY!
this comes out tooooommmmooorowwww
by waikiki!

im so excited!
i really hope you guys like it.
i would really love if this one got bought.



fingerscrossed.

waikiki hands down was one of the mose beautiful woman i have ever met.
one of those people that make you feel like your really living life.
i adore her.

life has been so swell
i love my job
my life
i mean i wish i had more friends but i guess itll take time
oh and heres some pics before my end of the year blog :}







ill be talking to yall soon <3

I just road tripped through the Midwest with Damsel
It was such a blast.
I'm now in WI for Xmas and couldn't be happier.

life;
has been a rollercoaster.
in the last few months ive lost roomates
friends.
gained lovers
and a new job [at urban outfitters.
ive cried and laughed so much.
ive grown.
and have possibly became boy crazy.
ive traveled across
the country
and walked half of my town.
i have no phone right now because im serisouly poor.
it feels good though.
im also getting evicted but i refuse to give up until i have nothing left.
and right now life is beautiful and tragic.
im constantly anxious and feel like shit.
i sometimes want to live in a land of my own.
but i realize this life is better with people in it.
i dont know how to feel so i let life feel for me.
let me shut up and show you what i look like latley.






OH and i may or may not have a new set comming out,my sets arent getting bought so its making me feel like why the hell should i keep doing sending them in if SG isnt into me right now..
oh well whatever.
shit ike that makes me anxious all over again.