before i start this i have funny photos to show yall.
many faces of Lolana.

this is what happens when atomicc leaves her mac at home

no makeup FFTTTWW
smother me face
kiss me face
i dropped my tissue face
im taking a poop face
i just got my ass beat at COD face
bitchs wanna fight me face
he just broke my heart face
im having the best orgasm of my life face
i just had the best orgasm of my life face
i can do no wrong face
poutylip face
THIS is my sexy face
i just sharpened my fangs face
please call me dirty names in bed face
i just got butterflys from a chat boy face
i just woke up face
warm me up face

OH

MY

GOD face

iloveSG face







ok so here is my vacation recap.

SOME of you may know that i went on this bad ass 2 week vacation and ended up everywhere haha.
so here we go.

feb 12, 5pm

i have my bag next to me and am waiting for a grayhound anxious as heck because im going to
jersey for my first time!
and well on top of it all,i have to take a train from penn into belmar.
never have i taken a train.

ask me why would i be going to jersey for vday weekend WELL..
it was to meet fellow chatter
mattjames

hes such a nice guy and introduced me to some friends and he took me to WAWA

[heheh i love saying wawa]
but well it was super fun and watched soem kickass movies.
but it was valentines day already and i had to go home :[
so i took my trip back to CT.

the reason why i had to go home?
because in the morning i was going to OHIO to visit alissa brunelli

[by the way count how many delays and cancellations i had]

i wake up SUPER nervous and well i realize my flight is delayed...
but by a little so i would still make my layover.

i arrive into philly [sadly no cheesesteaks]
and find out my flight is delayed...
yah terrible luck
so i call alissa all stressed because im not sure what to do.
shes like "its cool just tell me when you arive"
so i walk around and get on chat.
finally get on my plane and arrive in the glorious SG land
COLUMBUS OHIO.

and instantly i see alissa and her animal winter hat haha<3
this is what happens when i go to ohio meet alissa and she has a camera,i instantly feel the need to undress infront of her

during the set sunshine came by and can i just say that girl is smokin

after the sets
alissa and i just how out for a little and talked and shared our love of SG together
and she brought me to this place called dirty franks?
now let me tell you its so cheap and the hotdogs there are made so ridiculously but somehow come out amazing like heaven.
just look



after that we called up radeo and bribed her with icecream haha
we went to her salon and all together went to this place called lemongrass

and met all these cool ohio people [gosh was i nervous]
after drinks we took radeo back to her car and alissa drove me back to my hotel room.
once i had to get out of the car i was instantly sad,i really do love the feeling you get from being in ohio
and the bond and friendship between the girls<3


scary hotel story

ok so im at columbus intl and i fly to chicago for a layover!
can you say sumper pumped and the airport is amazing


i walk around come back and see my flight is.
DELAYED.
uhg
walk around come back,my flight is
CANCELLED.
and theres only one other aue clair flight SO i must wait like 7 hours in chicago...
now what must you do if you are stuck in chicago with 6 hours to spare.
you call up chatters
so i wake up justlostone and tell him im in chicago and this our chance to meet.
hes like "ma,your playin right?"
im just like no jlo im not..
"aight be there in 20"
i walk down the escalator and istantly see his beanie
and get this HUGE smile on my face.
we got coffee and share apastrie,and talk..well argue because its what we do.
we walk back to the front of the airport and just sit and people watch.
it was nice.
but it was time for me to back in.
so i say my goodbyes and go back in.

a few hours later.
i arrive in the small town of eau clair,wisconssin.
instantly i can tell it was small.
the airport has one terminal
one gate
and only is open on certain days.
hah yah i know.

my brothers beautiful sister picks me up..its been almsot a year since ive seen them.
and the 2nd time in four years that i have seen him.
she says "were gunna go see carlos"
im so pumped because he works in this haunted banbury place building
and the fact that i get to see him
[story of the building]

we leave and i take a nap
wake up and realize i havent taken pictures.
and become depressed
and insane with taking pictures of everything.

so the days are normal we go out to eat
i played on googletv
took pictures
met cute boys
met an australian boy
bonded with my brother
visited the UW eau clair campus and loved it :]
went to a rocky horror picture show showing/skits
i gues all the college kids dressed up as ccharachters rom TRHPS
and pranced aorund and sang
threw rice
had newspapers
threw toast
danced haha it was intense.

i woke up and had awsome pancakes and milk out of BAG!
haha it was SO good.

it was finally sunday and time for me to go home
and it starts snowing...
flights cancelled for 2 DAYS.
yah..
so in those days i drank rootBEER.
hehe
and went to A&W mmmm :]

and went to the MALL OF AMERICA!


and went to this store called ragstock
[that store could convnce soomeone in living i the midwest to never leave!]
and i have gloria jeans<3
look at engagment rings haha
go to crazy resteraunts
like buba gubba shrimp

and become a chaparone for drunks who convice the waiters i lived in the town where the haunting in connecticut was haah
nad find a store called "lola"


i fell inlove with WISCONSSIN.
the little community and their accents and the cute tattoo shops and ahh it was adorable.
but it was time for to go home
and the airport had gelato waiting for me

at the airport i get a call from my roomate saying i was just deliverd a dozen red roses.

2 flights and delay and missed flight later..
[because obama was at my airport]
i finally arrive home and see my roses
amazing vegas_ sent them to me
gosh that man puts giggles in me<3
but yah thats been really it.
ive been working at stuff talking time off from CHAT
[click the spoiler if your a chat kid and feel my anger]

So this is where my blog was SUPPOSED to end,since i thought better things could not happen.
Maybe its the fact that im FINALLY appreciating things
Or my luck has just turned and that i dont really see the bad anymore.
Or is there any?

When i got home after writing this blog
I come to find a pacakage waiting for me,saying LOLA...
I automaticly know its SG involved...
Fearing the fact of ANTHRAX i wrap a scarf around my face and go outside and open the package.
Seems like someone,got me something off my wishlist.
A cactus pup.and a 8 inch bastardino at that!
I start to tear because i absolutly cannot belive someone on sg cares enough to buy me a toy.



THEN today at work was a little diffrent my friend mitch went to jail on the 3rd and mailed a letter to the manager of my store,in the letter it says things like how they wont give him his antidepresants and how lonley it already is and how its nice to sleeep all day,and the end of the letter without mentioning anyone but our boss,he says and tell lola to write and send pictures to me like she promised.
And in the front it reminds me again to.
And this feeling of purelove and sadness turns my heart into mush and my insides into stones.
And for a good 20 min i start to go into this mellowdramatic phase claiming i cant workhere anymore!
The STORY BEHIND THE BOY.

So after that my day was ok..
It was POURING OUT TODAY,and i hear a beep and say hello how can i help you
A man on the intercom says an umbrella please
I laugh and say i dont have one and i have to walk all the way to the bus stop
I take his order and he drives up and asks wheres the umbrella less girl?
I say me?
And he proceeds to pull out his umbrella and give to me and says i have so many
And right there my heart melts.
And i say thank you so much
Idc what anyone says but if theres a god out there,after 18 years i havent loved him so much.
And let me tell you
I lost my ipod touch the other day and my room is haunted but,it doesnt matter because life is so good right now.
I may not have a bf or even a someone but i dont need that ,i tend to forget that im only 18 and love is SO far away and i swear i wake up thinking,
Im running out of time as if i were 28 or something haah.

i think im gunna visit Homemadeshank,well probably end up conversating over his most beautiful gf/future baby mama shyla
WELL,im getting over my cold with no medicine and its taking long.
But whatever haah.

Lolana out.
xoxo

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ps:heres a poem if you like to read my stuff.