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APRIL 5, 2009 @ 02:45 PM


Last night I bled for the future. Incapacitated by my love for you. This is the kind of theater of life where art and reality blend. I created something out of nothing, sweat and skin and bruised kisses transformed into a little beating heart.
It's insane what love can do to us. In the elevator that morning the women were comparing black eyes from their lovers, saying but my man is stronger than yours and the nurse grunted in disgust. It's that kind of harsh love that drives the killer in us,makes the mothers out of us, learns the addiction in us like a shot of dope.This love has no language except survival.
The kind of love as real as bloodstains.

It makes the whole world look just like a beautiful circus when you're around.

Love, Lily

P.s. Go check out my interview with film-makers Eric Juhola, Jeremy Stulberg, and Randy Stulberg where I talk to them about documentary film-making and the story behind their newest project "Nowhere Kids" which I am so greatful to have been a part of NowhereKids, and leave a comment! <3 zoom image

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Sally

Sally

SUICIDEGIRL

Colombia

JUN 05, 2009 01:35 PM

i will try my best to get the movie in colombia smile i promisse i have to seeee youuuu smile

Apathy

Apathy

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

JUN 19, 2009 07:08 PM

I think i am exclusive to one, does that count????
I wish i could join a cult. id be the first to drink the punch, before the damm spectacle even started.
I am.. i just am. I am nowhere in my head and somewhere just directly north of you in body.
But thank you, for all those words of coming mail during the winter, i was able to crawl my way out shortly after, usually when somebody says ill help i find my way out. Like being stuck 3000km away from maple trees, one kid said ill come from where you want to be and bring you back home on hot rails, but i found my way out, with some freakishly insane prostitute driving.
I send kisses and madmad love to the girl who will teach us to walk in heels, or maybe we will just have to take lessons all together, for now i just will continue my boycott on them so i dont look like all the girls at 3am having ankle seizures. Either way, xoxo and pretty thoughts and colors and shapes and revolution sent into fetal dreams.

Lavender_

Lavender_

Netherlands
May 2009

JUN 30, 2009 12:55 PM

Lily,

I have a new account because I had technical difficulties when the old one expired. Hope you are okay and safe, I wouldn't want you to get hurt. Life has been pretty great for me, after all the medical drama that happened in the last couple of months. Found the love of my life, and I couldn\t be more happy. Hope your address is still the same as last Christmas, you might find something in the mail soon... Just let me know if the addy is still the same so I can mail it out to you.

Love always, Lavenderrr

Lavender_

Lavender_

Netherlands
May 2009

JUN 30, 2009 12:58 PM

PS: Where can a Dutch girl like me find Nowhere Kids?

Ir0nslash

Ir0nslash

New Zealand
July 2009

JUL 11, 2009 08:07 PM

insanely beautiful baby !!! would so try to give u the world

Quarie_glitter

Quarie_glitter

Australia
September 2008

AUG 05, 2009 04:28 AM

i like you.

Quarie_glitter

Quarie_glitter

Australia
September 2008

AUG 05, 2009 04:28 AM

we speak the same language.

Apathy

Apathy

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

AUG 29, 2009 07:13 PM

lilykitten,
you are to be the most loving beautiful mother. You can weave beauty through the sky and show your little love how to see it through eyes only you have, and others wish so much they could have just an ounce of, even just a glimpse of what it feels like. You know all that is wrong with this world, and you can make hers better through what youve learned and been through. I have no doubts, i even wish i could put a cute little hat on and have YOU adopt ME. You could, yknow, bring me to whole foods for delicious things to eat, and share a sleeping bag, pet my head and give me that perfect little forehead kiss that ive never forgotten, not even for a moment.
xoxo my heart beats for both of you.

BrooklynBabe

BrooklynBabe

Brooklyn, NY
April 2005

SEP 06, 2009 04:11 PM

I hope you are doing well Lily, you are in my thoughts.

Nivoldoog

Nivoldoog

Long Beach, CA
December 2004

SEP 06, 2009 09:39 PM

Awww shit... guess not getting into the tramps group, looks like you been gone for awhile...

Ilsa

Ilsa

SUICIDEGIRL

New York, USA

SEP 22, 2009 06:25 PM

I miss your updates, how are you these days?

Dorsal

Dorsal

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

SEP 22, 2009 09:20 PM

my baby was born aug 10th, what day was yours born?good luck to the both of us!

Naty

Naty

SUICIDEGIRL

Brazil

OCT 07, 2009 07:17 PM

lily i like you

highresolution

highresolution

I'm lost
February 2005

OCT 14, 2009 04:15 AM

what you up to baby girl? hows lila? thinking of you xoxo

Tahliana

Tahliana

SUICIDEGIRL

Netherlands Antilles

OCT 31, 2009 08:22 PM

HI Gorgeous lady, just wanted to send some good vibes from aussie land! Hope lifes going well for you my dear, tell us some new stories im keen to hear something new from you smile xo

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