SuicideGirl: Lily
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Lily You can help the people of haiti by texting the word HAITI to 90999

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APRIL 5, 2009 @ 02:45 PM


Last night I bled for the future. Incapacitated by my love for you. This is the kind of theater of life where art and reality blend. I created something out of nothing, sweat and skin and bruised kisses transformed into a little beating heart.
It's insane what love can do to us. In the elevator that morning the women were comparing black eyes from their lovers, saying but my man is stronger than yours and the nurse grunted in disgust. It's that kind of harsh love that drives the killer in us,makes the mothers out of us, learns the addiction in us like a shot of dope.This love has no language except survival.
The kind of love as real as bloodstains.

It makes the whole world look just like a beautiful circus when you're around.

Love, Lily

P.s. Go check out my interview with film-makers Eric Juhola, Jeremy Stulberg, and Randy Stulberg where I talk to them about documentary film-making and the story behind their newest project "Nowhere Kids" which I am so greatful to have been a part of NowhereKids, and leave a comment! <3 zoom image

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Molar

Molar

United Kingdom
May 2005

APR 13, 2009 12:25 PM

Thanks you, incredible lady love

I'm ok. Affairs of the heart, time ticks by in my life and yet I still have a dream that someone I like will want me as more than sex. I want it to happen with the current squeeze, but yet his actions and words contradict themselves *sigh* Sometimes it annoys me that we can't force life's hand and have to go with the flow. smile Make the most of what we have,

I adore you Lily girl, I send you positivity and love. xx

Apathy

Apathy

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

APR 14, 2009 12:26 PM

thats because i am.
im not sure why it all goes so wrong sometimes.
arent you the most beautiful cover girl, with the baby who will teach us to walk in heels. please pop him out soon. i could use some dancing money.

Nicolletta

Nicolletta

SUICIDEGIRL

Lebanon

APR 17, 2009 08:08 PM

amore mio, answer to me. i´m almost in new york city, can´t miss each other.

Ruelette

Ruelette

United Kingdom
April 2009

APR 20, 2009 11:05 PM

You're a gifted writer hun, I adore reading your blogs.

Rue x

wan

wan

Los Angeles, CA
December 2003

APR 21, 2009 03:04 PM


*coug* you actually keep forgetting to say hello. or am I alien to you now?


it's in your email space creature.

wan

wan

Los Angeles, CA
December 2003

APR 26, 2009 05:39 PM

oh, i thought you already knew. toldja, it's his greasy week. i saw him outside my door this morning. so i went back inside. when the neighborhood church bells went off they didn't ring. there was an announcement, 'go see this, never mind his breath' funny timing on this stuff.

are you staying in town or traveling? i was going to mail you something but i don't want to if you're all over the place.

Ony

Ony

HOPEFUL

France

APR 28, 2009 09:58 AM

Not really Ok but better biggrin Thank u

highresolution

highresolution

I'm lost
February 2005

APR 30, 2009 06:32 AM

thinking of you. miss you.

highresolution

highresolution

I'm lost
February 2005

APR 30, 2009 06:32 AM

thinking of you. miss you.

wan

wan

Los Angeles, CA
December 2003

MAY 01, 2009 11:52 AM

whats up dude? you run like a girl: hee hee!
-V. wink

Mercedes

Mercedes

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAY 05, 2009 08:36 AM

love love looooove smile

Nicolletta

Nicolletta

SUICIDEGIRL

Lebanon

MAY 13, 2009 09:39 PM

flying bird
life is so fast. i´m almost gone.. with the have i hug you in the heart. take care of the little. and your man.

i wish i could see you more often and share with you and the baby some moments..

Lavender_

Lavender_

Netherlands
May 2009

MAY 25, 2009 01:36 PM

Where can I find Nowhere Kids? I want to see it.

PS: I'm going to NYC in July, will you be in that area by then? kiss

Molar

Molar

United Kingdom
May 2005

MAY 26, 2009 02:02 PM

Just about time I told you that I love you Lilylil. love

BrooklynBabe

BrooklynBabe

Brooklyn, NY
April 2005

JUN 02, 2009 04:28 AM

You are in my thoughts. Hope all is well. :-)

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