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I wish that was it for now but I need to drop some words for my girl, Christine Peterson, who followed the clouds a little too soon! R.I.P.
-I spin restlessly in a circular motion, trying to get this emotion perfected.
Too often I feel like just another tortured Lolita with too many stories to tell.
Trying to make jokes about that rigor mortis smell.
she left too soon for everyone.
she was a smile on every grey and rainy day.
but last week they found her slumped over and bruised in an alleyway.
The first time I met her, I couldn't help but stare. Recognizable always by
that celestial halo of blonde hair.
We made that park a home for wayward souls
all united by a couple of benches on fourteenth st.
She was maternal, always giving advice, Everyones mama in some orphanage zoo.
Now she's drifting through clouds waiting for rain.
I want her to know that now that she's gone, all of her children
will memorize her song.
And I can't stop wondering why do these true stories end up with sick twists?
and why does the human heart look more like a fist?
I walk with your memory, I know your last breath was a kiss.
Another suspect guardian angel added to my list.
xoxo, Lily
p.s. what have your dreams been like lately? all of mine have been post apocalyptic and insane!
and what do you think of the video clip? I promise I'm not so mean in real life, nor do I use the word "dude" so much!
AUG 12, 2008 11:16 AM
AUG 12, 2008 11:18 AM
woah, congrats.
my dreams have been in the future - grown up and settled, almost boring. Perhaps the scariest of all (or exciting in away, as I'm drifting towards loving that idea now that I have the man I've always dreamt of 
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AUG 12, 2008 11:51 AM
AUG 12, 2008 12:14 PM
AUG 12, 2008 12:17 PM
Congratulations! I hope it brings good things for the future, I can imagine it will be a huge curve in your life - very interesting.
I'm sorry about your friend. We lost a friend too soon recently. I suppose all we can hope is that they will watch over us x
My dreams are always random and crazy, last night I was having to care for a mischevious Eagle chick whilst also having the ability to run recklessly fast without tiring. Good fun 
AUG 12, 2008 12:20 PM
AUG 12, 2008 12:23 PM
congrats lily, i hope it goes well! keep us updated 
xo
AUG 12, 2008 12:38 PM
Congratulations! Reading what you said about it being intimidating . . . reminded me of when I won the lead role in my high school musical. Once I had it, only then did the realization set in, that I had to memorize an entire script, and learn several songs. I was like . . . what the fuck am I doing!!! 
However . . . once you've done it . . . its so freakin' cool! So . . . Break a Leg! 
Sorry about your friend Christine! We're only given a few good friends in life . . . it really sucks to lose them!
My dreams are all screwed up lately . . . my sleeping self is certifiable! 
My conscious dreams are currently ocupied with thoughts of what do I want to be when I grow up!
I'm trying to figure out what I can do to scale things back . . live more simply and frugal . . . and still be happy. I'll let you know if I figure it out!
Peace n' Love!
AUG 12, 2008 12:41 PM
AUG 12, 2008 12:54 PM
Thevideo finally downloaded. You look great, but we already knew that , you seem very natural, not nervous at all, especially when you lit the cig up
AUG 12, 2008 12:58 PM
AUG 12, 2008 01:15 PM
Oh Lily-lil, I do love you so. In fact, this past year you have been my main reason for hanging around. Nothing is clear for me yet.
I dream vividly each day since a boy rasped his fingers so deep into me, I bled like a virgin, despite me asking him to stop. Except for the night of diazepam Legal stonedness makes me smile, rare though it is. My dreams are insane, although I had a great one a few weeks back, that my Mum was tucking me in after a night raving and I felt something press on my bed hard, so hard, both sides next to me, it woke me up. My guardian angel.
You are awesome, you show those actors how it's done babygrrl
AUG 12, 2008 01:16 PM
AUG 12, 2008 01:27 PM
AUG 12, 2008 01:33 PM
...and I just checked your audition, you are everything you should be, great work. I like your little smile in between that kinda says 'hey what the hell is happening here '
Plus, sometimes, foolishly, I forget just how beautiful you are. Your soul drew me to you, your good soul, but yeah, you're hot too.
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