Lily's November 19, 2006 blog

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NOVEMBER 19, 2006 @ 07:19 AM

Last night was train rides, heartache, and lost memories. All of this bringing me to a cold street and a girl I only knew before through text and pictures. and really, what the fuck is that? She smiles like a shy angel and she's fragile but still so strong. We stayed up until four am in the alleyways of this city, searching for dumpstered food and other thrown away treasures which included roses, pizza, astrology magazines, a scooter and a perfectly good bicycle. It's crazy all the things people throw away in amerikkka. I've been sweating all night. Kicking methadone is worse than street dope. I'm on a low dosage but still it hurts and my dreams are insane still, they scare me and I live with that same insanity all day. Getting to this cold city has only motivated me further to get down south. I miss the south as crazy and fucked as it is. I left a piece of my heart in Texas an I'm going back to get it.

Love, Lily

"She turned around to look at me as I was walking away, and I heard her say over my shoulder we'll meet again someday, on the avenue, tangled up in blue."

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ChazStrummer

Cedartown, GA

OLD SKOOL

NOV 19, 2006 07:36 AM

Have a safe journey.

AutumnFade

USA

November 2005

NOV 19, 2006 10:46 AM

Did you grab the bike- wheels beats heels

Volkov

San Antonio, TX

OLD SKOOL

NOV 19, 2006 11:33 AM

there's something about trains. air travel is so quick and violent in beginning and end; it leaves no comfort for thinking. most people just sleep through it or try to sink into some media entertainment. road trips keep you engaged with the progress of the vehicle...traffic...roadside distractions...knowing where you are...
trains have their track and thier set speed...and all you have to do is ride.

I wish train travel were as prevelant here as overseas.

80 degrees in Austin today. not saying winter won't make it here...but even when it does ice and freeze, it's a novelty.

if you spread your heart around, does it dissipate or just become larger?

Venice

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

NOV 19, 2006 02:59 PM

That is my absolute favorite Bob Dylan song. I never get sick of it and it makes me want to cry every time. I went through a phase my freshman year in college where I would come back to my room every day after classes and just lie on my bed listening to that album.

Sugar

SUICIDEGIRL

Sweden

NOV 19, 2006 04:09 PM

Thank you sweetie, that really means a lot, coming from you!

I hope Texas treats you well... Have a safe journey, beautiful!

KhillerKitten

Salem, MA

May 2006

NOV 19, 2006 04:43 PM

Good luck. Take good care of yourself. Nobody else fucking will.

Morgan

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

NOV 20, 2006 10:54 AM

I too hope that Texas treats you well!

Martini

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

NOV 20, 2006 11:18 AM

if you end up in houston... stay.
i'll be there from the 28th of december 'til the 3rd of january...♥

xo

Ginary

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

NOV 21, 2006 03:36 PM

swing by boynton beach,fl

KwstR421

Oakland, CA

March 2006

NOV 21, 2006 08:15 PM

Safe travels...

Cherries

SUICIDEGIRL

Missouri, USA

NOV 21, 2006 10:36 PM

I'd love to meet you.

charlemagne

Battle Creek, MI

May 2005

NOV 22, 2006 07:44 AM

I just got back from Florida, and I totally agree with you! Get out of the crappy cold and head south! Besides, good old southern cooking tastes great, too! Better than dumpster dining! Though, I have to admit the dumpster can dish up some fine cuisine upon occasion! (I'll leave the details to your imagination!)

Mora

SUICIDEGIRL

New York, USA

NOV 22, 2006 09:44 PM

Please tell me you're going to be in California before the end of summer. My time here is slowly ending, but I owe you and miss Apathy a huge home cooked meal before I leave and head towards the east coast again.

Katrina

SUICIDEGIRL

Sweden

NOV 23, 2006 02:11 AM

Martini

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

NOV 23, 2006 05:20 PM

oh my god...
let me know as soon as you get to texas so i can hook you up with my digits.
i'm so excited!

xo

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