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Well kiddies, what an interesting day it has already been, and I haven't even left for work yet. I am planning on doing that in a few minutes. I've had one really great/ really terrible week. I don't how to explain it. It's like every time something goes right, something else goes wrong. I don't what's with this whole balance thing, but I'm not liking it much. I still don't have a car, sucks ass. You can't get around here without a car. Mine is still sucking up pavement in front of my apartment. It stares at me like it knows something that I don't.
Relationships are confusing, and I don't mean purely dating relationships, I mean friendships as well. All human interaction in somewhere in the loop, lost to me on some subconsciousness level or something. I don't understand the turmoil and malevolence that people seethe from themselves. Why do we torment each other the way that we do. Does it make people happy to know that other people are less happy than they are. Misery loves company.
Enough droning on. I have to go to work.
I'll write everyone back when I get home!
Love and Kisses.
Relationships are confusing, and I don't mean purely dating relationships, I mean friendships as well. All human interaction in somewhere in the loop, lost to me on some subconsciousness level or something. I don't understand the turmoil and malevolence that people seethe from themselves. Why do we torment each other the way that we do. Does it make people happy to know that other people are less happy than they are. Misery loves company.
Enough droning on. I have to go to work.
I'll write everyone back when I get home!
Love and Kisses.
One More Try:
Music of the Day:Switchblade Symphony: Bread and Jam from Frances
Book of the Day:Foxfire: Joyce Carol Oats
Drink of the Day:Coffee.... dark, sweet, and thick
Mood of the Day: Indescribable and Strange, but not unhappy
I had band practice last night. First time is like three weeks because of the storms. We went through our whole set, and did a pretty damn good job of it too! Yeah! We worked out when we are going to go in and record. Two weeks from today. We are starting with the drum tracks and working everything else as we go along. We still do not have a keyboard player!!!! So, if you play Keys and you want to be in a rockin' band and you live near me, drop me a line and let me know!!!! I'm desperate, but you still have to be good! 
I have another practice today. I should be taking a shower and getting ready to go soon.
On another fun note: I sent of another set of pictures to the wonderful Missy so she could check them out. I just want to take a minute here and give her much love for creating this site. She rocks hardcore!!
I think I'm going to New Orleans this month if I can come up with the funds in time. It's Voodoo Fest! I can't wait. I've been a few times to N.O. but never for Voodoo Fest. I usually just go and hang out with my friends. Last time I slept in the square with the gutter punks and had the most fabulous time ever. I love just getting in touch with my crazy self again. I lived on the streets for a while when I was younger. I actually loved it, but some aspects of it were just too much for me. I still a lot of friends out there who have no homes, no money, no family to help them. Much love to all of them!!!!!
Todays note: If I blew up the world, it would be saving it from it's self. They say the comet is coming to get us.... I knew it all along. I saw that movie Armageddon!
An exercise in thinking:
1. Who is your favorite Actor/Actress and why? Would you want them to play you if they were making the story of your life?
2. What smell reminds you of a happy memory? What is the memory?
3. What smell reminds you of a sad memory? What is the memory?
4. If the world was going to explode next week what would you do all this week?
My Answers
1. Rose McGowen.... I just love her spunky funky attitude, and I would definitely want her to play me. She would make me look super hot!
2. Tar on the Roads cooking in the sun. When I was little I would go walking to the park and it would be so hot outside that all the roads would start to bubble up. My siblings and I would stop to pop the bubbles along the way. Also, peaches, because we would sit on the swings and eat them. We picked them from the tree near the park. YUM
3. Anticeptic... I hate hospitals. I watched my father die there.
4. I would go to the park and swing and swing and swing. Then, I would go swimming in the ocean (which I do not do because I have a horrible fear of deep water), but I've always wanted to do it. Then I would go around and kiss everyone that I found attractive... everyone.
Music of the Day:Switchblade Symphony: Bread and Jam from Frances
Book of the Day:Foxfire: Joyce Carol Oats
Drink of the Day:Coffee.... dark, sweet, and thick
Mood of the Day: Indescribable and Strange, but not unhappy
I had band practice last night. First time is like three weeks because of the storms. We went through our whole set, and did a pretty damn good job of it too! Yeah! We worked out when we are going to go in and record. Two weeks from today. We are starting with the drum tracks and working everything else as we go along. We still do not have a keyboard player!!!! So, if you play Keys and you want to be in a rockin' band and you live near me, drop me a line and let me know!!!! I'm desperate, but you still have to be good! I have another practice today. I should be taking a shower and getting ready to go soon.
On another fun note: I sent of another set of pictures to the wonderful Missy so she could check them out. I just want to take a minute here and give her much love for creating this site. She rocks hardcore!!
I think I'm going to New Orleans this month if I can come up with the funds in time. It's Voodoo Fest! I can't wait. I've been a few times to N.O. but never for Voodoo Fest. I usually just go and hang out with my friends. Last time I slept in the square with the gutter punks and had the most fabulous time ever. I love just getting in touch with my crazy self again. I lived on the streets for a while when I was younger. I actually loved it, but some aspects of it were just too much for me. I still a lot of friends out there who have no homes, no money, no family to help them. Much love to all of them!!!!!
Todays note: If I blew up the world, it would be saving it from it's self. They say the comet is coming to get us.... I knew it all along. I saw that movie Armageddon!
An exercise in thinking:
1. Who is your favorite Actor/Actress and why? Would you want them to play you if they were making the story of your life?
2. What smell reminds you of a happy memory? What is the memory?
3. What smell reminds you of a sad memory? What is the memory?
4. If the world was going to explode next week what would you do all this week?
My Answers
1. Rose McGowen.... I just love her spunky funky attitude, and I would definitely want her to play me. She would make me look super hot!
2. Tar on the Roads cooking in the sun. When I was little I would go walking to the park and it would be so hot outside that all the roads would start to bubble up. My siblings and I would stop to pop the bubbles along the way. Also, peaches, because we would sit on the swings and eat them. We picked them from the tree near the park. YUM
3. Anticeptic... I hate hospitals. I watched my father die there.
4. I would go to the park and swing and swing and swing. Then, I would go swimming in the ocean (which I do not do because I have a horrible fear of deep water), but I've always wanted to do it. Then I would go around and kiss everyone that I found attractive... everyone.
Ahhh.... Oh my god... I wrote out this whole entry and it dissapeared cause I pushed the wrong damn buttton!!!!! I hate that shit 
I'll edit this later.... grrrr...
In the meantime.. here is a link to a video of me on stage with Sister Kill Cycle... enjoy!!
Video
I'll edit this later.... grrrr...
In the meantime.. here is a link to a video of me on stage with Sister Kill Cycle... enjoy!!
Video
Music of the Day:Sounds of the Sea... it's nice and quiet and soothing and I have a hangover...
Book of the Day: Still reading the Mummy by Anne Rice
Drink of the Day:Water, lots of water
Mood of the Day:Happy but hungover
I guess you could tell by now that I went out and had a blast last night! It was soo much fun! Isis and I went to some little Italian place and had some of the best food ever, and a glass of Sangria which we downed. I don't recommend downing wine people, ick!!
Then, we went back to her house and loafed for about an hour before going out to some little local bar next to her house. We had a couple of Jaeger bombs and listed to the live cover band. I'm not really very fond of cover bands, but these guys were pretty damn good. The chick sounded just like Norah Jones. Pretty voice.
Two of Isis's friends that I'd never met before showed up. I was a little tipsy by then and I don't think I can really remember their names now. I think it was Dana and Sis.. or that's what Isis called them all night. They were a cool couple of girls.
We all left in their car and went to the gay bar down the road a ways. It was packed full of exciting gay guys and lesbians! I was soo giddy! I love gay bars. We drank a ton of tequila and danced until the place closed! About three songs into it, we all took off our shirts and danced around in our bras!
So here is my question of the day:
If gay men only like other men, then why is it when I go out they all hit on ME? And I don't mean like an innocent flirt, "your so pretty" kinda thing either. I mean, hey lets go get naked in the bathroom. What is up with this? It's perplexing me, always has.
But anyway, we danced and danced. I ran into my friend Angel and I danced with her for hours. It was soo much fun, and she is the most beautiful creature in the whole world! I felt like one really lucky bitch last night. I got to dance with the two hottest chicks in the bar! Isis and Angel. And ode to you two.... sexy creatures!
Later, Isis and I went back to her house and I got to push her buttons (on her keyboard). She is such a wonderful sexy person! I love my friends!
And here is a kiss to all of you out in computer land that leave me nice comments and make my day a little better!
Book of the Day: Still reading the Mummy by Anne Rice
Drink of the Day:Water, lots of water
Mood of the Day:Happy but hungover
I guess you could tell by now that I went out and had a blast last night! It was soo much fun! Isis and I went to some little Italian place and had some of the best food ever, and a glass of Sangria which we downed. I don't recommend downing wine people, ick!!
Then, we went back to her house and loafed for about an hour before going out to some little local bar next to her house. We had a couple of Jaeger bombs and listed to the live cover band. I'm not really very fond of cover bands, but these guys were pretty damn good. The chick sounded just like Norah Jones. Pretty voice.
Two of Isis's friends that I'd never met before showed up. I was a little tipsy by then and I don't think I can really remember their names now. I think it was Dana and Sis.. or that's what Isis called them all night. They were a cool couple of girls.
We all left in their car and went to the gay bar down the road a ways. It was packed full of exciting gay guys and lesbians! I was soo giddy! I love gay bars. We drank a ton of tequila and danced until the place closed! About three songs into it, we all took off our shirts and danced around in our bras!
So here is my question of the day:
If gay men only like other men, then why is it when I go out they all hit on ME? And I don't mean like an innocent flirt, "your so pretty" kinda thing either. I mean, hey lets go get naked in the bathroom. What is up with this? It's perplexing me, always has.
But anyway, we danced and danced. I ran into my friend Angel and I danced with her for hours. It was soo much fun, and she is the most beautiful creature in the whole world! I felt like one really lucky bitch last night. I got to dance with the two hottest chicks in the bar! Isis and Angel. And ode to you two.... sexy creatures!
Later, Isis and I went back to her house and I got to push her buttons (on her keyboard).
She is such a wonderful sexy person! I love my friends! And here is a kiss to all of you out in computer land that leave me nice comments and make my day a little better!
Music of the Day:London After Midnight: Psycho Magnet
Book of the Day:Servant of the Bones: Anne Rice
Mood of the Day:Thoughtful, worried, excited, and tired
Drink of the DayYogi Tea
If I haven't written you back yet, be patient.... I've been really busy this weekend with Fetish Con and the shows we did and stuff, plus the hurricane knocked out my cable for two days. Sucks, I couldn't use my computer at all!
Friday was soo much fun. We went to the after party at the Underground and my friend Isis and I did a show at 1am. There were soo many people there watching us that I felt like a movie star! I was a nurse, she was a mental patient! If any of you were there and happened to get pictures of that I would love to see them!
Saturday we went to the convention which was OK. Nothing spectacular there. Then we went to the masquerade for the after party with abusement park and Isis and I got to wear some of the clothes by Virgin Steel and do some catwalk modeling and stuff. It was lots of fun.
After the club we went home and drank way way too much and played twister and did somersaults off of the couch. Then, we went to the park (in the middle of the hurricane) and played on the swings!
Sunday was mostly uneventful. Pizza, movies, that stuff. I was supposed to have band practice but the electric was out!
Today I am so tired I could just go to sleep all day long!
I hope everyone else had a good weekend too.
Book of the Day:Servant of the Bones: Anne Rice
Mood of the Day:Thoughtful, worried, excited, and tired
Drink of the DayYogi Tea
If I haven't written you back yet, be patient.... I've been really busy this weekend with Fetish Con and the shows we did and stuff, plus the hurricane knocked out my cable for two days. Sucks, I couldn't use my computer at all!
Friday was soo much fun. We went to the after party at the Underground and my friend Isis and I did a show at 1am. There were soo many people there watching us that I felt like a movie star!
I was a nurse, she was a mental patient! If any of you were there and happened to get pictures of that I would love to see them!Saturday we went to the convention which was OK. Nothing spectacular there. Then we went to the masquerade for the after party with abusement park and Isis and I got to wear some of the clothes by Virgin Steel and do some catwalk modeling and stuff. It was lots of fun.
After the club we went home and drank way way too much and played twister and did somersaults off of the couch. Then, we went to the park (in the middle of the hurricane) and played on the swings!
Sunday was mostly uneventful. Pizza, movies, that stuff. I was supposed to have band practice but the electric was out!
Today I am so tired I could just go to sleep all day long!
I hope everyone else had a good weekend too.
Music of the Day:Theater of Tradegy
Book of the Day: The Loving Dominant: by John Warren
Mood of the Day: Happy, but sick and Bitchy
Drink of the day Orange Juice.. for the sickness
So I think I have finally written everyone who has written be back. If I did not write you, leave me a nasty comment and tell me what an absent minded idiot I have become in my old age.
I have a photo shoot to do tomorrow and I have the flu. I'm sure it will be some lovely pictures, and I'm going to try not to cough on the other models!
NOTE: And, I really need to do this so I can get it off of my chest. I got a lot of really wonderful comments from everyone that left one. One person found my set to be tacky and wrong because of it's themed content. I am sorry if I offended anyone with my ART, and if you don't like it then don't look at it. It is expression, my expression of the darkness that resides inside of me. It is in no way supposed to mean that you should kill yourself because it is cool or interesting. I am a very expressionistic person, and I will not apologize for that. I got lots and lots of really wonderful comments and I am very very happy about that. I do not mind constructive criticism from anyone, but if your view are not the same as mine do not criticize me for that. That is what makes me who I am. You do not have to be involved with me if you do not like that. I'm sorry for this rant but it was driving me crazy!!!
I hope everyone is having a great weekend, and I cant' wait to go to Fetish Con soon! I have tons of shoots set up for this weekend with photographers that are from all over the place. I love it when conversions come to this town! Yeah!!
I dyed my hair today, and it was supposed to be a really rich red, but instead turned out to be like a dark black cherry color. I don't dislike it, but I was hoping for something completely different!
And I want to tell the whole world how wonderful Miss URL=http://www.suicidegirl.com/members/PaleEnchantress/]Pale Enchantress
She rocks my world. You should all go and give her MUCH LOVE!!
Oh and see Doggville!! I loved it!
Book of the Day: The Loving Dominant: by John Warren
Mood of the Day: Happy, but sick and Bitchy
Drink of the day Orange Juice.. for the sickness
So I think I have finally written everyone who has written be back. If I did not write you, leave me a nasty comment and tell me what an absent minded idiot I have become in my old age.
I have a photo shoot to do tomorrow and I have the flu. I'm sure it will be some lovely pictures, and I'm going to try not to cough on the other models!
NOTE: And, I really need to do this so I can get it off of my chest. I got a lot of really wonderful comments from everyone that left one. One person found my set to be tacky and wrong because of it's themed content. I am sorry if I offended anyone with my ART, and if you don't like it then don't look at it. It is expression, my expression of the darkness that resides inside of me. It is in no way supposed to mean that you should kill yourself because it is cool or interesting. I am a very expressionistic person, and I will not apologize for that. I got lots and lots of really wonderful comments and I am very very happy about that. I do not mind constructive criticism from anyone, but if your view are not the same as mine do not criticize me for that. That is what makes me who I am. You do not have to be involved with me if you do not like that. I'm sorry for this rant but it was driving me crazy!!!
I hope everyone is having a great weekend, and I cant' wait to go to Fetish Con soon! I have tons of shoots set up for this weekend with photographers that are from all over the place. I love it when conversions come to this town! Yeah!!
I dyed my hair today, and it was supposed to be a really rich red, but instead turned out to be like a dark black cherry color. I don't dislike it, but I was hoping for something completely different!
And I want to tell the whole world how wonderful Miss URL=http://www.suicidegirl.com/members/PaleEnchantress/]Pale Enchantress
She rocks my world. You should all go and give her MUCH LOVE!!Oh and see Doggville!! I loved it!
Oh Wow!!!!
I can't believe that so many people liked my set. I am so happy today. I get home and I find that I've gone live! Yeah!
First I want to thank everyone that left me a comment! I promise that I will get around to coming and saying hello to you, but I haven't even unpacked yet! Thanks so much for the love!
Music of the Day: The Stray Cats
Book of the Day: The Embrace: Aphrodite Jones
Drink of the Day: Orange Juice (I'm getting a cold)
Mood of the Day: Ecstatic
So, my trip was fun and not so fun all at the same time. I think that every good thing is automatically counteracted with a bad thing.
The drive always sucks, but when I got there I got to stay with my friend Clint who used to be my roommate here in Florida, but moved back to Ohio. He had a nice roomy who didn't like me much. She was very peace, love, and trees; and I'm very crazy, fun, and concrete. Completely clashed.
Monday I worked and made NO money at the club there. Sucked. So Tuesday I went out to some Karaoke club with my friends and Bella (the singer for my band) did some cool stuff. For the most part though it sucked. I don't like listening to people that can't sing pretend like they can. *shudder*
Wednesday we went shopping and I bought some stuff for Mykills birthday. I went to like fifty thrift stores that day! Damn I love those places! Afterwords I went to work at another club in town. It was OK, but nothing to write home about. Thursday, we went to work, decided it sucked, and left and went to 80's night at Skullys. The music was OK.. mostly like new wave/pop stuff, but nothing that I really minded. Bella found some cute guy and spent the night dancing with him. Clint and I spent the night trying to convince people that we were a couple so they wouldn't bother us. (Clint is very very very gay) After, we went to hound dogs pizza and had some really yummy white spinach pizza. Friday was the day the world stood still, OK, not really but it was fun.
Me, Bella, Clint, Shayne, Todd, Nate, and John, went to Outland to hang out. They play really great music, usually. Great atmosphere as long as you don't want to use the bathroom! We danced, we drank, we danced some more. Bella drank some more, then some more, then some more.... then fell on her face in the middle of the floor! 
I hooked Todd up with some really cute girl from Mansfield, Clint found a date, Shaynes girlfriend Dez eventually showed up... (she hates me because she thinks that Shayne has a thing for me because we dated years and years ago... whatever). All in all a good night. After the club, I talked everyone into going to the park with me.. I love the park. Slides, swings, best things ever!
Saturday I went to work, made pretty decent money (enough to get back home anyway). Then, went home and slept. The next day Nate calls me and says that at Outland that night one of my friends had been shot down and killed in the parking lot! It was some idiot who was mad at the "freaky kids" because he got kicked out of the club. He didn't even hit the guy he was really mad at. He unloaded six bullets and three of them hit my friend. The rest hit no one.
A moment to Rant: What in the fuck is wrong with these people today. Every time some gets their little feelings stomped on they go and shoot people up. I am so sick of the bullshit that it makes me want to climb a tower and pick everyone off myself! Name calling is petty and is not an excuse to kill people, especially innocent bystanders! What the fuck people?
Sunday we left for home, and when we got to Kentucky we got a flat tire. We called triple A because we only had an donut spare which wasn't enough to drive that far on. So, they came, but no tire. They towed us to a Walmart, which we had to sit at and wait for 7 hours for their auto section to open before getting a tire. Then, we drove home.
Now, I have to walk my dog, clean my house, and do my laundry. When I am done I promise to come and write to you!
I can't believe that so many people liked my set. I am so happy today. I get home and I find that I've gone live! Yeah!
First I want to thank everyone that left me a comment! I promise that I will get around to coming and saying hello to you, but I haven't even unpacked yet!
Thanks so much for the love!Music of the Day: The Stray Cats
Book of the Day: The Embrace: Aphrodite Jones
Drink of the Day: Orange Juice (I'm getting a cold)
Mood of the Day: Ecstatic
So, my trip was fun and not so fun all at the same time. I think that every good thing is automatically counteracted with a bad thing.
The drive always sucks, but when I got there I got to stay with my friend Clint who used to be my roommate here in Florida, but moved back to Ohio. He had a nice roomy who didn't like me much. She was very peace, love, and trees; and I'm very crazy, fun, and concrete. Completely clashed.
Monday I worked and made NO money at the club there. Sucked. So Tuesday I went out to some Karaoke club with my friends and Bella (the singer for my band) did some cool stuff. For the most part though it sucked. I don't like listening to people that can't sing pretend like they can. *shudder*
Wednesday we went shopping and I bought some stuff for Mykills birthday. I went to like fifty thrift stores that day! Damn I love those places! Afterwords I went to work at another club in town. It was OK, but nothing to write home about. Thursday, we went to work, decided it sucked, and left and went to 80's night at Skullys. The music was OK.. mostly like new wave/pop stuff, but nothing that I really minded. Bella found some cute guy and spent the night dancing with him. Clint and I spent the night trying to convince people that we were a couple so they wouldn't bother us. (Clint is very very very gay) After, we went to hound dogs pizza and had some really yummy white spinach pizza. Friday was the day the world stood still, OK, not really but it was fun. Me, Bella, Clint, Shayne, Todd, Nate, and John, went to Outland to hang out. They play really great music, usually. Great atmosphere as long as you don't want to use the bathroom!
We danced, we drank, we danced some more. Bella drank some more, then some more, then some more.... then fell on her face in the middle of the floor! I hooked Todd up with some really cute girl from Mansfield, Clint found a date, Shaynes girlfriend Dez eventually showed up... (she hates me because she thinks that Shayne has a thing for me because we dated years and years ago... whatever). All in all a good night. After the club, I talked everyone into going to the park with me.. I love the park. Slides, swings, best things ever!Saturday I went to work, made pretty decent money (enough to get back home anyway). Then, went home and slept. The next day Nate calls me and says that at Outland that night one of my friends had been shot down and killed in the parking lot!
It was some idiot who was mad at the "freaky kids" because he got kicked out of the club. He didn't even hit the guy he was really mad at. He unloaded six bullets and three of them hit my friend. The rest hit no one. A moment to Rant: What in the fuck is wrong with these people today. Every time some gets their little feelings stomped on they go and shoot people up. I am so sick of the bullshit that it makes me want to climb a tower and pick everyone off myself! Name calling is petty and is not an excuse to kill people, especially innocent bystanders! What the fuck people?
Sunday we left for home, and when we got to Kentucky we got a flat tire. We called triple A because we only had an donut spare which wasn't enough to drive that far on. So, they came, but no tire. They towed us to a Walmart, which we had to sit at and wait for 7 hours for their auto section to open before getting a tire. Then, we drove home.
Now, I have to walk my dog, clean my house, and do my laundry. When I am done I promise to come and write to you!
Music of the Day: FunkerVogt ~Survivor~
Book of the Day: Anne Rice's Cry to Heaven
Mood of the Day: Tired but Restless
Drink of the Day: Water
Well I just want to let everyone know that I will be out of town for a few days, so if you write me and I don't get back with you right away, it's not because I don't love you.
I'm going to Ohio to visit my friends and family, and to escape the hurricane that's coming to visit us again. Damn weather.
I promise when I get back I'll send you all lots of love.. especially the wonderful miss Pale Enchantress who completely rocks my world!
Book of the Day: Anne Rice's Cry to Heaven
Mood of the Day: Tired but Restless
Drink of the Day: Water
Well I just want to let everyone know that I will be out of town for a few days, so if you write me and I don't get back with you right away, it's not because I don't love you.
I'm going to Ohio to visit my friends and family, and to escape the hurricane that's coming to visit us again.
Damn weather.I promise when I get back I'll send you all lots of love.. especially the wonderful miss Pale Enchantress who completely rocks my world!
Music of the Day: Spit song: BlueVelvet
Book of the Day: Hemmingway's Farewell to Arms
Today's Mood: Somber, tired
Today's Drink of Choice: Milk with Ice
So, the hurricane passed over and I'm still alive. I'm not sure if this makes things any better or any worse. I swear I must be living in some kind of fallout shelter or something. All around me the light poles, street lights, and trees have been blown down and are laying around waiting for the cleanup crew to pass by.
Fortunately, I did not lose my power here at all. Everyone around me did, and so I giggled as I took a nice HOT shower this morning. I know I shouldn't revel in the fact that I was spared the bad luck this time, but I just couldn't help myself.
Unfortunately, I was supposed to do a photo shoot today but my photographer had no electric. Oh, speaking of: My friend Jeff Price took all of those wonderful black and white photos of me. If you would like to see his website that is the link. He does absolutely awesome chalk drawings of the photographs!
My dog is very happy that the storm has passed! He can go potty without falling over now.
I made my way into the dungeon last night. I thought I'd gotten burn out on the whole dominance thing, but seems that I still have it in me. My little slave was overjoyed that I'd gotten my rhythm back. I've never seen his little slutty ass so happy! I made him dress up in leopard print panties and some black nylons last night. What dirty little girl he was!
I had band practice last night as well. I managed to get into a tift with my drummer again. He thinks he can just talk to people anyway he pleases.
NOTE: GUYS, Do NOT let me catch you disrespecting a woman or talking down to her because she is female: This will result in MUCH PAIN from me! And yes, I fight dirty.
So, here's the deal. We were writing a new song, and since our drummer doesn't know how to arrange songs he just yells out to Bella (our singer) to wait until he hits the cymbal two times and four measures to come in. Now, we are all looking at him like he's crazy, and she asks "You want me to wait out two of the verse?" And he starts going off about some count that only he is keeping. He counts completely different than the rest of us. So, she asks again, and he gets all bitchy and shit because she doesn't understand his count.
So, I leave the room. I get a drink of water. I come back and I try to explain to him what she is talking about. He tells me to go in the other room and let her do it. So, of course I am infuriated and I go outside and have a cigarette (I quite smoking) to keep myself from gouging out his eyes with his drumsticks. Now, this is not the part that completely pissed me off. It's when he says: I should have known better than to work with girls. Can you say much pain?
Anyway, I took Jack Nicholson's advice and Goosefrabaed my way outside again. Breath of fresh non-man-pig tainted air.
Now, guys, don't get me wrong. I don't hate all men. Most of my friends happen to be male. I am a feminist. Not a bitch. I love guys, just not the ones who think they are better than me because I have breasts.
End of story.
Book of the Day: Hemmingway's Farewell to Arms
Today's Mood: Somber, tired
Today's Drink of Choice: Milk with Ice
So, the hurricane passed over and I'm still alive. I'm not sure if this makes things any better or any worse. I swear I must be living in some kind of fallout shelter or something. All around me the light poles, street lights, and trees have been blown down and are laying around waiting for the cleanup crew to pass by.
Fortunately, I did not lose my power here at all. Everyone around me did, and so I giggled as I took a nice HOT shower this morning. I know I shouldn't revel in the fact that I was spared the bad luck this time, but I just couldn't help myself.
Unfortunately, I was supposed to do a photo shoot today but my photographer had no electric. Oh, speaking of: My friend Jeff Price took all of those wonderful black and white photos of me. If you would like to see his website that is the link. He does absolutely awesome chalk drawings of the photographs!
My dog is very happy that the storm has passed! He can go potty without falling over now.
I made my way into the dungeon last night. I thought I'd gotten burn out on the whole dominance thing, but seems that I still have it in me. My little slave was overjoyed that I'd gotten my rhythm back. I've never seen his little slutty ass so happy! I made him dress up in leopard print panties and some black nylons last night. What dirty little girl he was!
I had band practice last night as well. I managed to get into a tift with my drummer again. He thinks he can just talk to people anyway he pleases.
NOTE: GUYS, Do NOT let me catch you disrespecting a woman or talking down to her because she is female: This will result in MUCH PAIN from me! And yes, I fight dirty.
So, here's the deal. We were writing a new song, and since our drummer doesn't know how to arrange songs he just yells out to Bella (our singer) to wait until he hits the cymbal two times and four measures to come in. Now, we are all looking at him like he's crazy, and she asks "You want me to wait out two of the verse?" And he starts going off about some count that only he is keeping. He counts completely different than the rest of us. So, she asks again, and he gets all bitchy and shit because she doesn't understand his count.
So, I leave the room. I get a drink of water. I come back and I try to explain to him what she is talking about. He tells me to go in the other room and let her do it. So, of course I am infuriated and I go outside and have a cigarette (I quite smoking) to keep myself from gouging out his eyes with his drumsticks. Now, this is not the part that completely pissed me off. It's when he says: I should have known better than to work with girls. Can you say much pain?
Anyway, I took Jack Nicholson's advice and Goosefrabaed my way outside again. Breath of fresh non-man-pig tainted air.
Now, guys, don't get me wrong. I don't hate all men. Most of my friends happen to be male. I am a feminist. Not a bitch. I love guys, just not the ones who think they are better than me because I have breasts.
End of story.
