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JANUARY 30, 2005 @ 04:30 AM


Um, yeah!

That's all I have to say today for some reason. I went to work today, not much of anything to report there except I saw an old friend and that was good. Oh, and lots of horrible strip club drama unfolded, but that is an everyday thing, so it's nothing notable I don't suppose.

I joined a new band called the Electric Dolls. I'm happy, but it still doesn't feel right to just up and leave my other stuff behind. I don't know. What can you do about it? I think I'll just keep working on my stuff until my arms fall off and my throat falls out of my head or something.

Like I said, what can you do. I'm still on the ultimate search for the perfect band members, not giving up, it just seems so damn hopeless most of the time. It's like everyone has faith that it will happen but me, and I'm the center of the shit.

I'm having a very strange mood day, it's kind of indescribable in a way, like I'm angry and happy at the same time, but for no particular reason in either direction. I think I need to paint something. It soothes me. I think I'll paint. Soon, I'm going to make a web page of some of my artwork so that people can see it, not that it's too spectacular or anything.

Well, off to soak my aching feet is some hot water....um, soak my feet....

Music of the Day: Concrete Blonde

Book of the Day:German for Dummies

Drink of the Day:Orange Juice

Thought of the Day:Are we living the dream, or merely dreaming that we've lived?

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shawndaddy

shawndaddy

Tustin, CA
March 2004

JAN 30, 2005 04:45 AM

Good luck with the search for your perfect band members biggrin
I hope your tired feet feel better kiss kiss

quietlythere

quietlythere

USA
June 2004

JAN 30, 2005 05:01 AM

good luck with the new band, i hope it works out for you wink

i still don't have the highspeed internet, i have to wait until tuesday for a tech to come out. so in the mean time i'm still on dial up frown

hope your feet feel better kiss

cmaxwell

cmaxwell

Antarctica
August 2004

JAN 30, 2005 05:32 AM

RYN: Yes ma'am. Reporting for duty,.

daveglss79828

daveglss79828

Miami, FL
January 2004

JAN 30, 2005 06:39 AM

well i didnt end up going for the parade... i kinda had a crappy/so-so weekend... read my journal for the scoop... (ill update it by later tonite)

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

JAN 30, 2005 07:38 AM

music of the day: the ringing in my ears.........and some punk later on
book of the day: hotel lachappell/how to succeed with women
drink of the day; mate/green tea
though of the day; wondering if i am awake or still dreaming!!

hmmm i may not leave the house today!!!

quietdesperation

quietdesperation

I'm lost
July 2004

JAN 30, 2005 07:52 AM

meet me in paris!


or NY

[Edited on Jan 30, 2005 9:52AM]

Bobdylan5

Bobdylan5

San Diego, CA
November 2004

JAN 30, 2005 08:04 AM

O.K. here's the explanation--The confessional love poetry of Sappho exists today as only one poem and a whole bunch of fragments that were discovered as part of the wrappings of Egyptian mummies. Most of her entire body of work was destroyed in the Middle Ages by the Catholic Church which deemed it to be obscene (naturally.) The point that I am trying to make is that Christianity has destroyed our capacity for a full life here, and replaced it with the vague promise of some fabled afterlife. It's very Nietzschiean in its message--this poem. Anyway, I hope that clears it up for you. Good luck with the search for band members. Bands are hard. Everyone has their own vision or songs that they want to play, and it usually ends up with a lot of acrimonious bickering. smile love

obliviousfocus

obliviousfocus

Richmond, KY
January 2004

JAN 30, 2005 08:08 AM

it was called Good Omens great book

ChristinaRenee

ChristinaRenee

Fort Bragg, NC
September 2004

JAN 30, 2005 08:09 AM

Thanks hun...

...okay so that is the mood that I like to refer to as..."Mehhhhh" .... when it gets all fruity like that... that seems to be the word that comes to mind... mehhhh... my friend Amy and I say that to each other alot when people get stupid.. and they have no clue why we make that noise... it is sort of our own language... so what strip club if you dont mind my asking??? .. .oh and loved the thought of the day... I will talk to you later... kiss kiss

NoX

NoX

Austin, TX
OLD SKOOL

JAN 30, 2005 09:00 AM

Tacos are good! Yummm....

You have to keep working on your stuff. Perhaps you'll be able to bring some of it to your new band and get it performed, or you'll meet new musicians through the band that you can form a band with, but you have to keep working on your own music.

I had the same mood yesterday while I was working out. I think it's stress or anxiety making a break for it.

How is the book? Hehe

anatdevice

anatdevice

Brooklyn, NY
April 2003

JAN 30, 2005 09:10 AM

I play in other bands while leading and administering my own. It's a lot of work, but having the other bands is fun, as I can just play and not worry about every little frickin' thing. But I do still stay on top of my band. It's a process.

ARRR!!! ARRR!!! biggrin biggrin ARRR!!! ARRR!!!

sliggy

sliggy

Wood Dale, IL
November 2004

JAN 30, 2005 09:27 AM

I still want to hear some of YOUR music. Electric Dolls sounds like a good name, have they produced any work before, something I could find and listen to? If you do paint something, I want to see the finished product! wink

So my game is too easy huh? So, if you know them tell me, and maybe you'll take the lead! biggrin And being naughty is a good thing. kiss A very good thing.

After you soak those feet I'll give them a massage, how about that? wink

Vite

Vite

United Kingdom
September 2004

JAN 30, 2005 09:42 AM

i say ok to the drums idea...i generally hit things in attempts to make a tune so i guess im halfway there.
i dont know if im the ultimate drummer but i kinda like the idea of devoting myself to your band...practice sessions would be a bit expensive on travel tho.

your strange mood could be described as 'hangry'

ps. id like to see some of your art
kiss

FallFromGrace

FallFromGrace

Seattle, WA
March 2004

JAN 30, 2005 09:45 AM

strip club drama?

I'm certain you'd be the star attraction if you are a stripper, but I'd probably rather see you on a stage that had Amps and mike stands and not floor to ceiling poles.

two aces and two twos? hmmm.... all I had was a pair of jacks! biggrin

So what are you gonna dress me up as? Having my head shaved, I can easily wear wigs.... blush

I played Bass in high school, as well as guitar. I've never done electric guitar though, being a southpaw. by the time I got the amp, the lefty Les Paul, and the pedals I'd probably be too broke to afford rent. maybe someday... there's always credit, right? tongue

pavlovsdog

pavlovsdog

Asheville, NC
May 2004

JAN 30, 2005 10:04 AM

Ich möchte ein gutes Glas Orangensaft essen im Augenblick. smile

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