Wow! Thanks for all the lovely comments on my newest set.
I am up so late tonight. I made a collage that I feel really is a reflection of who I am, well only a piece.
I met a girl who is absolutely killer
making summer so much fun. Also nat sherman cigarettes, natural mints. Sushi at home. Salads.
The sunsets have been to die for. I feel like I am REALLY living. When was the last time?

Soooo guess what!?? New set! Only my third ever. This one is the best so far.
Shot by the lovely fractal in the nines hotel in downtown portland. Give it some luv tomorrow in MR?

,
Lilac

New tattoo today!
I will post pictures tomorrow. It still needs some work done to it, shading, coloring perhaps.
When I post it maybe you can tell me what you think?
It definately hurt near my hip bone and ribs!
the best songs were playing omg

new young pony club "ice cream" is super listen-to-able lately
starfucker "medicine"
Feist "my moon my man"
boyz noize "lets buy happiness"
empire of the sun "we are the people"
apes and androids "we dont understand you"
Handsome furs "evangaline"
interpol Anyyything
Santigold Anythinnngg
M.i.a !


also-- i dont think i mentioned that i work in a gelato shop. super yummy

So ,
May 30th, a new shoot with Fractal
we are going to be shooting a new set at the luxurious Nines Hotel in downtown portland.
I am very excited and definately going to sauce it up..

girl sex.

wrapped with mystery and unyielding passions

It is such a warm summery night here in portland.
Making me melt all over
come join me in a midnight rendezvous.

DEPRESSION
everyone has left me.
I am empty
I have no friends
I did nothing but care for everyone
I did nothing but love
I am not free, my humanness is killing me
I am finding it hard to breathe.
There is nothing I desire..I am pitiful
I gave myself away in pieces
music makes me cry and people make me run from them
i could be strong, but if i was strong it would be a facade
i am like a mannequin
its guts spilling out
realizing it is in fact alive
but to what extent?
I live for others.
the others say, "dont live for us, live for yourself!"
the others don't know me very well.

after this next shoot in may..., i would like to do one with another sg...humm any offers?

my girlfriend and I broke up.
She cheated on me and came to my house with the girl she cheated on me with.
Yesterday was a blast.

A little heartbroken

Considering she is already 6 hrs away.
and counting

I have
A clandestine love affair
with
mystery

sunshine and flowers
bottles of water
clove & american spirit cigarettes
kisses
escaping from the city