sex....i just cant stop thinking about it



lately i feel as though im riding a rollercoaster. im having such a good time, but every now and then the steep decents are giving me headspins. im hanging in there though and im really proud of where ive gotten myself to. ive just ceased taking a medication that ive been on for quite sometime, im feeling generally fantastic (sometimes a little frightened) and to be honest, a little wonky at times. but im proud, so so fucking proud i just have to remember.....baby steps.

as you may know i went on a little vacation over to Stradbroke Island to straighten, er, nope, not straighten, um....we cant have that, id be bored, lets say, clear the mind.

so here's the thing that got me there


the friend i took with me


the view i saw


the smiles i had


the leg warmers i wore


the lazy mornings and bed hair


all in all it was pretty...


ive decided i want to buy a classical piano cd, but ive absolutely no idea where to begin. all i know is i dont want any vocals at all, and maybe for it to have a slightly darker sound to it. anyone have any ideas??

i really wish i was going to Splendour In The Grass, i should have bothered to suss out the line up before tickets went on sale. id love to see Devo!!



there is a girl at my work who is straight and very "typically" pretty. she always gets asked out by girls. i never once have been asked out by a girl. i seem to find it hard enough to make friends with girls. ive always thought i must be a guys girl not a girls girl as i have many male freinds. do you get along easier with the opposite or same sex??

i braved it whilst i was away and tried anchovies for the first time, straight out of the jar too!! i actually quite enjoyed them. i adore trying new foods, especially strong flavoured things. suggestions??

and, as always, the latest shoe i want from work...


and here are my latest creations. Pacman ghosts


ill leave you with my favourite song of the moment by Fischerspooner called "Never Win"


how are you all anyway?? yay i hope

oh, and did i tell you i really just cant stop thinking about sex!! (this is one of the plus sides of stopping the meds )



so im a very lucky little bunny to have such a yummy boy to play with