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MAY 12, 2008 @ 12:17 AM

Ambivalence

-noun, uncertainty or fluctuation, esp. when caused by inability to make a choice or by a simultaneous desire to say or do two opposite or conflicting things.

im feeling a little like that past week whatever im usually one way or the other, its weird to feel stuck in the middle. im not even certain what im ambivalent over confused me'h!

my local park is all the rage these days obviously.....

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~ you can be loved, really, its ok, stop fighting against it ~

question? are you one who always gets caught, the one who gets away with everything or the one who needs to live a little?

something everybody needs....



but amongst all the confusion and to-ing and fro-ing in the head, there are moments, where everything is just right...

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im not sure where this was going........nowhere i guess, here, have a chicken bok

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armorer520

armorer520

Fairbanks, AK
February 2007

MAY 12, 2008 12:41 AM

boy is that ever true on what you said

Phantasy

Phantasy

Australia
October 2005

MAY 12, 2008 12:43 AM

I always got caught. Always. I even got blamed for some stuff that I didn't do.

It's not so bad really, it taught me to be honest and never do stuff that I wasn't prepared to own up to.


I love that leaf photo of you. kiss

el_duderino2

el_duderino2

Trinidad And Tobago
April 2006

MAY 12, 2008 12:45 AM

you're alright.

yeh it is full on huh pretty sad.

the show is called Flight of the Conchords - it premiered last night in melbs (i'm not sure about qld) I've had the dvd for a while though - love, love, love it that's fo sho.

thanks for the chicken

_Indigo_

_Indigo_

Australia
February 2006

MAY 12, 2008 12:59 AM

I always got caught for things I didn't do... hehehe. Thanks for the chicken, it was yum biggrin And where are these free pants? I could use some right now, I am so broke frown

I really love that leaf pic of you.. blush You are so smiley smile

reshizzle

reshizzle

Kazakstan
April 2006

MAY 12, 2008 01:03 AM

^^^^ the show is on after rove each week, it looked pretty funny last night... kind of a bit like napoloen dynamite crossed with something else. lol. they make funny songs.

i always got caught. but i guess at the same time i felt like i had to tell my parents pretty much everything that happened or was going on. its nice to actually live a little now and not have anyone to answer to. actually, ITS AWESOME.

and speaking of awesome, your picture at the end is also very cool, dead leaves are fun

not long to go... biggrin

Dah

Dah

Australia
September 2007

MAY 12, 2008 01:19 AM

I am the one who needs to live a little.

Big hug to us both. kiss

Scotty

Scotty

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

MAY 12, 2008 02:45 AM

i need one of those moments where everything is right....

Liv

Liv

SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

MAY 12, 2008 04:33 AM

stuck in the middle ... yeah i know what u mean... i wrote about it in my personal diary...it could be even worse than the extremes... cause its a yes but nope or a nope but yes...

I want one moment of those...when tings are just alright... i need it so bad...

kiss

EuphoricMisery

EuphoricMisery

United Kingdom
September 2006

MAY 12, 2008 04:45 AM

hmmm...believe it or not id say live a little more. I don't get caught because i don't hide things and i don't get away with everything because i just don't get that much luck! Contradiction ay...
I was told the other day im going nowhere quickly...hmmm

~ you can be loved, really, its ok, stop fighting against it ~

another hmmm....but i shall think about it....
keep that smile...x

The_matt79

The_matt79

Glendive, MT
July 2007

MAY 12, 2008 07:16 AM

I need to live a little, night shift keeps me from being a real person though as not many people live on my schedule

chop13

chop13

Canastota, NY
September 2005

MAY 12, 2008 09:55 AM

I have no idea how my cat managed to wedge his fat little body into that hanger.He's always getting into things,he's so funny.

Oh and thanks for the chicken. smile

SkottiePhaust

SkottiePhaust

Georgia
OLD SKOOL

MAY 12, 2008 06:04 PM

love love love

cleverthings

cleverthings

Australia
February 2006

MAY 12, 2008 06:31 PM

I get away with almost everything. It means that I have to be really really good at self-regulation!! I play by the rules as often as possible, but if I decide a rule is stupid or the situation requires it being broken, I'll break it and ALWAYS (*touch wood*) get away with it. It's awesome but sometimes really challenging...

Ambivalence is such an awful state. Blech to that. I hope you kick yourself into a new state pronto!! Much nicer to be decisive, in my opinion anyway!

I ADloveRE that last pic of you!!! Just stunning because your happiness radiates!!! I feel all warm. biggrin

kiss

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Oh, and thanks for the chicken. Have a cat: miao!!

Sanity667

Sanity667

Australia
July 2007

MAY 12, 2008 08:08 PM

I so need to live a little... a lot really... enough said...

78walk

78walk

Oklahoma City, OK
July 2005

MAY 12, 2008 09:33 PM

Well that was a thoroughly delightful blog entry. Love that last pic. smile

I've always been one of those who needs to live a little...

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