Im currently sitting in a mcdonalds using wifi and getting stared at like a weirdo. noone in here speaks english.. except this couple in front of me who are fighting over who gets what in the divorce and this woman is being a total bitch to the man, gooosh-i wish i was lying, but thats true.. and everyone that walks by is tryin to sneak a peek at my computer....lame!

on friday i went to talk to the people at paul mitchell the school, just so i could get an idea of the price and when the start dates were....and the next thing i know, im starting school feb 8th! well, the 7th really cause i have orientation. they just opened here in knoxville so thats actually pretty cool. we're movin up in the world!
I went today to look for basic black pieces to wear and thats harder than you think... nothing is really "basic" anymore and no way am i wearing black flareleg dress pants from sears lolol so i have to find more solid black tees, skirts, and dresses.

things in the "big" picture seem to be getting better....kinda. ive pretty much screwed myself into living at home for atleast another year by making the choice to go to school, which, i know im making the right choice, but still, living at home SUCKS. ive stiil been feeling kinda lonely and outta place and frustrated but its getting better, im kinda starting to "wake" up if you will and take my part in things and such...like not letting people run all over me.

AHHHHH i started my unicorn tattooo!!!!! and sadly, after 4.5hrs i wuss-pussed out and didnt finish it i feel like such a weeeeenie, but all thats left is the color and im getting it done this week for sure.

my friend Eric at the hope district did it, so if youre around, ch-ch-check em out!

and can i say, not having internet at home SUCKS! and trying to use my phone for everything sucks too, not to mention the back button on my phone is all cracked and stuff and ughhhhh. lame.
money in my account seems to be disappearing..i know i spend it, but for the life of me, i have a hard time remembering where ive spent it, and i dont really have much to show for it.

my kidneys are feeling better..been drinking tons of water and peeing like a racehorse. and taking cranberry pills.


so i see 2 sets a day are going up, kinda snazzy but kinda sad too ina way. i guess im indifferent about it really... i feel so outta the loop and down cause i havent been on here. but i do know that the line up of all these sets is some goooood stuff! kinda makes a girl nervous!

okay.....im starting to feel kinda uncomfy now that mcdonalds is picking up business, ill write again soon! until then...i leave you with me+big papa