happy post time!!!

Sorry for the incredibly self hating, sad post. I was just so pissed off with myself. I guess I didn't do that bad, my really good friend at uni failed ALL of his assignments, he didnt pass anything this semester. Poor guy. Plus he just started working full time at the place im starting at in september so he definatly won't have the time to re-do them all.

I've been looking at houses and kittens the last few days. Mortgages confuse me... how long is a repayment term, whats the difference between the value of the house u want to buy and the loan u want? MEH I DUNNO... i'll just wait until I get a job, save atleast 10k and then go to all the banks and ask.......

Im going to see my best friend next weekend! Im so excited!!!! We are doing some filming as he wants to be a director later in life so hes doing his first short film. Im gna b an actress lol, im playing a secretary so not a lot of lines thank god im a crap actress!!! Im there mainly to shoot promo shots for this film and out takes etc and to be a runner.

Time for some videos! I rarely post videos, but I want this to be a happy post so here goes:

This first video.... I think is hilarious but I have a dirty sense of humour.... talk about farts and burps and i'll laff my head off!


Narshada This one is for you. Its the new city and colour video for sleeping sickness ft Gordon Downie. OK this video kinda sucks and gives me a major headache, I love Dallas Green tho so forgive me:


Again this is for you Narsahada, as you share my love for Dallas Green and his amazing talent!
This is one of my favorite covers, I dont like Madonna but I love the way he sings this song and it just sends chills down my spine ok i cant add myspace videos but if u care enuff to go listen/watch it heres the link:
City and Colour- Love don't live here anymore
I'm dying my roots laters tonight, what colour would you guys like see on me:
Current Colour (same as the photos i posted the last few weeks)
Slightly Darker
Mahogany
Slightly lighter red
or Other?

I just wanna cover up my roots but want it to looks gd lol.

END TRANSMISSION

I fucking hate university, i cant stand it ne more. I failed another subject! fuck sakes. Ok good news is that the original subject i failed in i passed by compensation, but now a new result is up on the page saying ive got 19% wtf. I went to the library the other day and started working on the original thing i failed on and now i dont have to, i cant be fucked with it ne more, whats the point... go to uni, to get a good job and work until i die... life really doesnt sound interesting.
Doesnt help that Joe blames me for failing even though every other student has failed the same subjects too...

now if u dont mind im gna b in my room crying and hating myself

Man i'm glad this week is officially over and i can rest!!! I'm exhausted!!!!!

The superfair went great, i got to see my old teacher today (my old shool visited) and it was really nice to know that he remembered me even tho i didnt officially take any of his classes. He's soo cool, hes about 30 but cant walk know so he's in a wheel chair, this is cause he worked in the stock market before this and the stress of it made him disabled but his wheelchair is cool too when hes angry he'll raise the wheelchair higher than a student and look down at him/her and shout lol.
Plus i got to see my brother from another motha today lol, his names Floyd and was like 4 yrs below me but was friends with me and my sis and my mum loves him too coz he has better chopstick skills than me!!!!

Anyhooo I am going to propse a few goals in this blog, I feel that if i tell the world i'll be able to achieve it....

Goal 1- to get my body in shape for the summer before the brighton meet (19th Jul). And dont say ahh u look fine, my sets were shot over 9 months ago now and ive developed some binge eating problem. I just graze all day seriously i feel bigger than i have been in 2 yrs. ( i was a fat kid ne hoo so it annoys me). I ate 2 pieces of toast, a banana and like 2 sandwhiches, piece of chicken... and this is before dinner. My tummy hurts and my skins gone bad and im getting ulcers and styes which hurt!

To acheive this goal, if i can do it, i will just eat right and exercise atleast 10 mins a day minimum. I will post pictures of my process.
I want to lose about 10 lbs over all or even if i dont just tone up and just be happy... It's not the weight, I just want to be happy with my body

Goal 2- go and study!! jeez i cant believe i failed so badly..... im re-submitting my failed assignment in August so many days/nights will be spent in the uni library trying to get atleast 40% but i really need to achieve about a 60% as im only getting a 2:2 atm
I need to study more in my last yr, go to ALL my lectures/seminars ( i didnt go to any this yr) and try to achieve a 2:1 otherwise going to Uni would be a waste of time!

and Goal 3- save money!!!!!! trying to save up for my mortgage deposit, as soon as i land myself a good graduate job, me and joe will look for our house hopefully this will be done between June/August 2009.


Anyways i don't care if non of u actually read it, but its nice to write it down somewhre and just keep myself motivated!!!!

So this lady's set is up! Go have a looky looks and tell us what you think! But I think i know what i could've done to make it better now. This always happens, i shoot a set then after a few weeks I will play with my camera and realise what i did wrong.. but i guess thats the learning process. Anyways we will try again in a few months!
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