We are getting 2 puppies!!! |Going to meet them next thursday
Meet Charlie and Bella:

Charlie on the right


Bella top

eeeeeee so excited!!

yay I have the internet back again! Settled in the new house now so once I get the house and garden sorted a photostudio sorted in the spare room.
I somehow managed to slice my fingernail off with my new bargin knives...... oops!
Not much to say now so gonna go catch up on True Blood!

hey strangers! well it's been a while again but I really will try harder to be on here take more photos and be in more photos. I had a shoot booked last weekend but the stupid photographer told the models the wrong date to when the venue was booked but it was at this amazing place called murdermile studios! see:


Well Joe and I finally bought our own house, we're slowly moving in and have 2 more weeks but I can finally get myself my puppies and kittens that I want!!

And I got myself into college, starting September I will be a student veterinary nurse! woohooo!!

here a recentish pic of me....

Food help!!

I need some healthy low cost recipes for the next 2 weeks. I've just done a 2 week shop online but it's come to alot more than it usually comes to when we eat normal foods. Can I have some food ideas please?!

Oh any diet, health, fitness tips appreciated as well. Need to get back into shape. I've gained 10lbs since September! AH! (was a bit shocked!)

Thanks!

well its been another few months i just forget to go online and check stuff... i just eat sleep and work now... but still loving the new job.

If anyone still reads this i need some hair and make up advice, i'm so bored of the way i look, i still look the same as i did when i was 18 and really am up for a change but due to my job i cant have colourful hair or wear visible make up. I see all these gorgeous girls on here that change their looks all the time and am super jealous so any advice would be appreciated! Pictures of what you think would suit me would be cool too!!!

Hopefully will be shooting some photos soon so will update you all and hopefully go online more often!

well oops i haven't updated in almost a month. again so much is going on I just dont have the time. I had a car accident a few days after my last blog, luckily i was already sitting in traffic and had my foot on the brake when the idiot flew into the woman behind me. The guy has now been prosecuted for dangerous driving. Just have to deal with the annoying insurance companies and car hire company who is trying to make money by saying i have to pay for various things!

On top of that, I got 3 permanent job offers as a trainee vet nurse!! I just need to choose which one and not have the others hate me for it. Its either the hospital or the 2 nurse 1 vet practice... i dunno yet. But look what I get to do now... foster stray kittens! Here is jake hes 5 months and my first foster. He has now got a home but if anyone in the UK wants to adopt let me know!


I really want to do a shoot soon. But i've gained a bit of weight and would like to get healthy first. It's only since i started this job because i have to eat when i can because we dont really get lunch breaks so its snacking all day. BOOOO its only been 7 weeks... worried what'll happen in a year... obesity here i come! But any tips please help!! and anyone wanna shoot me let me know!

anyways off to bed i go, hopefully this time i wont get attacked by the kitten!

Well its been over a year and life has sorted itself out so thought I'd come back and say "hi"!

I'm sure a lot has changed on this site as I've changed a lot so will have to spend the next few days just lurking around seeing what's going on!

so a lil update before I left I just graduated university with a BA hons in business management and found myself an office job. I worked for the local government and stayed there for just over a year then the recession hit bad and the government decided to cut 1 in 3 jobs in the local government so me being a panic bug I started looking for jobs had about 10 unsuccessful interviews and got rejected from all my applications to other office jobs so at the end I though you know what FUCK IT why don't I apply to a job I want to do so applied to a few vets to become a trainee vet nurse and 2 weeks later I got a phone call and now i'm a TRAINEE VET NURSE!!! yay!

anyways love to hear from you all who still care and just be updated and in return I will post some photos and a more interesting blog.

I have asked to be archived.

I've loved my time on SG but i think its time to move on and exlpore other things, so don't take it the wrong way i'm not leaving because of anything or anyone I just feel its time.

I first joined in Nov 2006 hoping to become a suicidegirl. It took me almost half a year later to shoot anything and even then I was scared and nervous even though I shot it myself in my tiny bathroom with a crappy little digital camera.

3 years later, I have had 2 sets accepted, took on photography as a hobby and shot some sets and made the greatest friends I have ever had. I can't thank the girls enough for making me their friend and hopefully these friendships will last a lifetime.

Being on SG I have achieved my goal, experienced many things I would never have as a normal girl so I have no regrets being on SG.

So whats next for Leilani..... well we are saving up for a mortgage to buy our own place and our puppys, I am going to try to explore the life a modelling a bit more but this time no nudity and try to make something of myself in photography. I have many other goals though such as getting back into surfing (which I gave up in 2006), sail as much as I can, travel the world and maybe go to africa or fiji to do marine conservation as well as primate conservation but who know's... this may be years til I can afford to go on a trip like this! But last but not least settle down, be happy and hopefully have the smalholding and restaurant business like i've always dreamed of.

So my life as an SG in pictures:

Had a great/ the best weekend of 2009 with wonderful members and SG

Shot with James Ellis for MexicoFallz

Started my photography project which is still ongoing if you want to participate email me.

Raised �300 for Breast Cancer Care with the help from UKSG's







And last but not least got to hang out with the most amazing people i've ever met. I love you guys.(sorry if i left anyone out!)

I have shot a few more sets that need to be submitted soon so keep your eyes peeled. But if you have missed any sets i've shot you can find them here:
SG Sets by me

Please keep in touch. You can find me on Flickr:
Red Maple Creative

If you want to model or shoot with me email me on:
leilanisuicide@googlemail.com

Or msg me on MM.. I have a few projects and still need models so contact me!
Red Maple Creative Model Mayhem

I'll still be going to Brighton on 1st and 2nd Aug to hang out with SG's so I'm not disapearing for good!

People who know me here in real life and are my real life friends you know where to find me.

Well now that's that. I've achieved becoming a SG, now to tick of the next goals on my list.

See you later SG. I will miss being on here (... 24/7 )

edit: works now... made this at work kinda edited at home. We get bored at work.





See you people in swansea tomorrow! (for those who are going obviously! Bring on SG nite!

I made this the other day... drawings r by my work friend.. we get bored at work

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