You know what makes everything better? Giant cotton candy

Seriously, thanks for all of your support and kindness lately. I was so sick with shingles, but thankfully it started getting better after a few days. It scared the crap out of me because of how quick it seemed to show up and spread. Anyway, I'm not 100%, but I'm close.

I had an amazing weekend with friends, went to the springs, partied, ate amazing food, went to Universal Studios.... It was all exactly what I needed.

Wednesday I'm driving up to Tennessee to hike in the mountains with some family and friends, maybe see Leilee too?

Watch all of my shenanigans on Instagram- Legoshelly

This is not a positive blog. Sorry. I am so sick and starting to panic. I started having pain in my arm on Saturday, but there was no physical evidence of anything wrong. The pain spread through my arm, chest, and back. It felt like my skin was bruised and burned. Yesterday I started getting a rash, and immediately went to my doctor.

SHINGLES. Fucking shingles.

Basically adult chicken pox, but way worse, far more painful. I was put on treatment right away and thought I'd be fine. I went about my day today, trying not to think about it. Just now I really looked at the blisters (I know, gross). They are getting so bad, they're spreading. I'm freaking out. I don't want it to get any worse. It looks horrible, feels even worse, and will most likely scar. I'm already so self conscious about my skin anyway, this is not making things better. Fuck.

I don't know what to do

What does Hell City look like?

Answer: Hell City looks like a bruised, glittery, inked, bloody, drunken heaven.


-Lego

Burlesque show aftermath. I was a mermaid, of course.

Thanks for the love and comments on Citadel

Now to continue removing super glue from my tits while hungover at work.

Happy Saturday, my friends!!

Here's my butt
Taken by my lovely roommate Yesenia Speaking of Yesenia, she got this hilarious sun burn a couple weeks ago. I think she has since evened out her color Post card from a long distance friend. Pre-Burlesque show jittersThis is actually after we performed, just gogo dancing for fun

What else, what else.... I've had many visitors lately The perks of living in Orlando. My sister and brother in law were here, although I won't share pics of them. They're not exactly fans of this site. Oweo came along too, which was great. He knows how to keep me sane when I'm losing it. Was REALLY glad he was here.

Another friend is here this week. We met right here on SG!!! We have talked for forever and know just about every detail of each others personal lives. After at least a year and a half, we finally met in person. How cool is that? I love this site, I love meeting my girls, and also members. This is us. Photo booth fun downtown So glad I met my online buddy!!!

Not so healthy eating habits lately......and drinking habits. (was NOT drinking and driving. The pic is flipped, making it appear that I'm in the driver's seat.)Hmmm, just all around bad habits, I guess.

And now for some rambling:
Love and Dating
I'm never the girl that wants a boyfriend or any serious commitment. I prefer to think of every relationship as temporary, and enjoy it for what it is. I date like a guy, really. I can sometimes even separate sex and feelings. I have been, um, "seeing" a guy lately, and just today I realized how much I like him. I've come to know the signs. My feelings revolve around the texts I receive or don't receive, I'll cancel plans to hang out with him, I'll actually MAKE plans ahead of time with him, and I would rather be with him than alone. I'm fucked. Again.

I seem to have begun a pattern, or maybe I am just now noticing it.

• Start to fall for a guy
• Find a reason it won't work long term, and tell him.
• Continue seeing the guy but keep him at a distance
• Fall for him despite my best efforts
• Move on to the next guy to distract from the other (who was also, a distraction)

This is probably a very easy diagnosis: I'm afraid of actually being in love, so I destroy it before it can become anything long term. Solution? I don't know. I'm a lost cause.



New set, very very soon!!!!

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[/VIDEO] Oh, here's a sideways video of my itty bitty tiitties bouncing.