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Keeping lingerie on it's always hard...
Eventually that time I did it
How are you guys?
My traineeship at the new job is going well, I spent the last week at the company's head quarter with the other selected people, studying marketing strategies and other exciting things... oh, the timetable itself was rather exciting: I started everyday at 9 a.m. - which meant I could hang out as I used to do, at evenings. Nothing extreme but I missed social life, so I had my fun!
Now I'm back to the shop and tomorrow I'll be there once again waaaay before the sun dawn. That's life!
Don't forget spending some good words to my latest set, L'Armoire... I truly need your support here!
Let's keep in touch, mmmmkay?!
xoxo
your Lauretta
Eventually that time I did it
How are you guys?
My traineeship at the new job is going well, I spent the last week at the company's head quarter with the other selected people, studying marketing strategies and other exciting things... oh, the timetable itself was rather exciting: I started everyday at 9 a.m. - which meant I could hang out as I used to do, at evenings. Nothing extreme but I missed social life, so I had my fun!
Now I'm back to the shop and tomorrow I'll be there once again waaaay before the sun dawn. That's life!
Don't forget spending some good words to my latest set, L'Armoire... I truly need your support here!
Let's keep in touch, mmmmkay?!
xoxo
your Lauretta
Oh look! I'm in a music video
I'm so proud of this, really.
This indie band comes from the area around my hometown, but they're already well known in Italy and they're starting touring in other European countries too - so, imagine how happy I was when I was asked to "act" in their latest video!
It was my first time being involved in something "more dynamic", but I've always felt a strong interest in acting and that's what we were actually asked to do.
The video has been shot in Val d'Enza, a valley near Parma, here in the North of Italy.
Some backstage pictures...
At the beginning, I was supposed to shoot another topless scene, but they didn't include it in the final version of the video in order to avoid social networks' censorship.
With me, the beautiful Arianna.
Cool, eh?
On another note, my mom has just discovered a lot of pictures of me on the net by googling what she has found out to be my stage name. Not only pictures, but a lot of articles and interviews must have come out as she has told me she's read something and she's starting to understand better why I've chosen to take a certain path in my life.
And we've just had the conversation we both were waiting to have since long ago - I may say, since I started modeling 5 years ago. Liberating.
She told me they are beautiful, even if some of them are "too much" for her. I can't complain, I'm certainly happy the way she has taken it, even if I'm pretty sure she didn't find the most "hardcore" stuff (some met-art shootings I did).
It's been funny when she has told me something like: "Hey, what is that Suicide Girls thing? It's a group of rather punky girls, isn't it?".
HAHA! Clearly I haven't told her it's a softcore pay-site, and I truly hope she'll never find out... or THIS will be TOO MUCH for her, for sure!
However, I have just told her I've changed my mind a lot since I started modeling in my late 18 and I've learnt a lot from this experience, included things I wouldn't do again now, but I've always put my safety first and never felt pushed to do something I wasn't feeling like doing. And she looked reassured
Now I just hope she's feeling satisfied with what she has found and she won't google my stage name again, investigating deeper in the intrawebz secrets >_<
I don't need drama - I need to have her by my side.
Still talking about pictures: my new set in member review is doing good and all I can say is THANK YOU PEOPLE! My heart melts every time I check out all your lovely comments and tags... you're incredibly good to me, such an inspiration!
Please, keep on sharing your thoughts on L'Armoire - getting on the FP is a tough challenge these days, I need all your help & support.
Thanks again,
your Lauretta
I'm so proud of this, really.
This indie band comes from the area around my hometown, but they're already well known in Italy and they're starting touring in other European countries too - so, imagine how happy I was when I was asked to "act" in their latest video!
It was my first time being involved in something "more dynamic", but I've always felt a strong interest in acting and that's what we were actually asked to do.
The video has been shot in Val d'Enza, a valley near Parma, here in the North of Italy.
Some backstage pictures...
At the beginning, I was supposed to shoot another topless scene, but they didn't include it in the final version of the video in order to avoid social networks' censorship.
With me, the beautiful Arianna.
Cool, eh?
On another note, my mom has just discovered a lot of pictures of me on the net by googling what she has found out to be my stage name. Not only pictures, but a lot of articles and interviews must have come out as she has told me she's read something and she's starting to understand better why I've chosen to take a certain path in my life.
And we've just had the conversation we both were waiting to have since long ago - I may say, since I started modeling 5 years ago. Liberating.
She told me they are beautiful, even if some of them are "too much" for her. I can't complain, I'm certainly happy the way she has taken it, even if I'm pretty sure she didn't find the most "hardcore" stuff (some met-art shootings I did).
It's been funny when she has told me something like: "Hey, what is that Suicide Girls thing? It's a group of rather punky girls, isn't it?".
HAHA! Clearly I haven't told her it's a softcore pay-site, and I truly hope she'll never find out... or THIS will be TOO MUCH for her, for sure!
However, I have just told her I've changed my mind a lot since I started modeling in my late 18 and I've learnt a lot from this experience, included things I wouldn't do again now, but I've always put my safety first and never felt pushed to do something I wasn't feeling like doing. And she looked reassured
Now I just hope she's feeling satisfied with what she has found and she won't google my stage name again, investigating deeper in the intrawebz secrets >_<
I don't need drama - I need to have her by my side.
Still talking about pictures: my new set in member review is doing good and all I can say is THANK YOU PEOPLE! My heart melts every time I check out all your lovely comments and tags... you're incredibly good to me, such an inspiration!
Please, keep on sharing your thoughts on L'Armoire - getting on the FP is a tough challenge these days, I need all your help & support.
Thanks again,
your Lauretta
Hi, you fellows suiciders!
First and foremost, a huge ♥ THANK YOU ♥ for all the love and the comments on my new set, L'Armoire. But you know, getting on the front page is damn hard these days and I need all your support - keep on loving and commenting, my friends!
On my side, I promise I'll try to find the time to blog more often, and with better contents: professional pictures, fan webcam pics and mini sets, videos... you know, all the things I used to do before I started working
Bear with me, I'll get back to the ancient splendor
This time, I can only share with you another little preview of what the Fable Girls project will be all about.
Ch-check it out!
AHAH that rabbit was so freaking cute! He started slipping everywhere as he couldn't stay on the floor - too smooth for his paws, poor thing! =^.^=
My guy and I are thinking of getting one, we totally fell in love!
Oh... the guy.
Sometimes I like to go through the past entries on this blog, and find all the writings about the fights, the issues... they seems so far away now.
I don't know if it's too early to state this, but from what I see we seem to have found our balance.
Maybe you forgot this, but there was a time I thought of leaving the site because of him *not exactly liking* me posing for erotic photography. Well, all I can say he's started to change is mind, as yesterday I took a day off because a great swedish photographer, Anders Petersen, was coming to visit us at home: he took really erotic pictures of me and the boy kissing around half naked.
I never thought I would have been able to share this passion of mine with him at such a deep level, at some point. It's been... amazing, yes. Amazing. And he was so satisfied and happy!
Gotta be patient with the results: pictures will be published in a book which will see light next spring. Time to go!
Not only a guy in my life, but also a girl.
She's Cate, one of my best friends - but we like to call each other "wife". And we are, in some ways!
We are seriously in love - but our boyfriends don't seem to care too much, maybe because they think we're faking it. Eheheh... we'll let 'em think that way
Though we're both very busy, we are seeing each other a lot lately and I like it! Hanging out with her or just talkin' to her at the phone make my troubles a bit lighter.Such a relief!
Okay, now it's time to go: this evening I'm gonna cook for my parents something special.
Let's keep in touch, you honeys!
xo
your Lauretta
First and foremost, a huge ♥ THANK YOU ♥ for all the love and the comments on my new set, L'Armoire. But you know, getting on the front page is damn hard these days and I need all your support - keep on loving and commenting, my friends!
On my side, I promise I'll try to find the time to blog more often, and with better contents: professional pictures, fan webcam pics and mini sets, videos... you know, all the things I used to do before I started working
Bear with me, I'll get back to the ancient splendor
This time, I can only share with you another little preview of what the Fable Girls project will be all about.
Ch-check it out!
AHAH that rabbit was so freaking cute! He started slipping everywhere as he couldn't stay on the floor - too smooth for his paws, poor thing! =^.^=
My guy and I are thinking of getting one, we totally fell in love!
Oh... the guy.
Sometimes I like to go through the past entries on this blog, and find all the writings about the fights, the issues... they seems so far away now.
I don't know if it's too early to state this, but from what I see we seem to have found our balance.
Maybe you forgot this, but there was a time I thought of leaving the site because of him *not exactly liking* me posing for erotic photography. Well, all I can say he's started to change is mind, as yesterday I took a day off because a great swedish photographer, Anders Petersen, was coming to visit us at home: he took really erotic pictures of me and the boy kissing around half naked.
I never thought I would have been able to share this passion of mine with him at such a deep level, at some point. It's been... amazing, yes. Amazing. And he was so satisfied and happy!
Gotta be patient with the results: pictures will be published in a book which will see light next spring. Time to go!
Not only a guy in my life, but also a girl.
She's Cate, one of my best friends - but we like to call each other "wife". And we are, in some ways!
We are seriously in love - but our boyfriends don't seem to care too much, maybe because they think we're faking it. Eheheh... we'll let 'em think that way
Though we're both very busy, we are seeing each other a lot lately and I like it! Hanging out with her or just talkin' to her at the phone make my troubles a bit lighter.Such a relief!
Okay, now it's time to go: this evening I'm gonna cook for my parents something special.
Let's keep in touch, you honeys!
xo
your Lauretta
BOOOOM, NEW VIDIIIOOOOOUUH!
Yep, that's me speaking you awesome language in a really bad way. I beg your pardon, sirs!
Side note: I woke up at 5,20 a.m. today and went to work with obviously no make-up and even worse hair - seriously, who cares about those things at that time of the day?!
In order to look good in this SG vid I've taken a shower and done my make-up, and now I feel a better person
Catch up with my new set, this afternoon... mmmmkay?!
xoxo
your Lauretta
edited to add the actual link to the set: GOOOOOOOOO!
Yep, that's me speaking you awesome language in a really bad way. I beg your pardon, sirs!
Side note: I woke up at 5,20 a.m. today and went to work with obviously no make-up and even worse hair - seriously, who cares about those things at that time of the day?!
In order to look good in this SG vid I've taken a shower and done my make-up, and now I feel a better person
Catch up with my new set, this afternoon... mmmmkay?!
xoxo
your Lauretta
edited to add the actual link to the set: GOOOOOOOOO!
Hey fellow suiciders, happy belated halloween!
Did you have fun, yesterday night? I was a zombie-stripper-in-a-schoolgirl-costume I did my make-up all by myself and I'm pretty satisfied with the results, 'cause I usually sucks at doing those girly things LOL
My guy was playing with his band in a local squat, and after the gig a dj-set 'til late.
The weather was awful and - just like it happens every year - there were too many events in town, so I was pretty sure there wouldn't be a lot people, but luckily I met other friends who were supposed to be out of town but changed their minds due to the pouring rain.
Me and my friend Mauri after a shot of rum:
Me, my love and two friends:
Yep, I drank more than I'm now used to. And yep, waking up before midday to reach my parents for the usual visit at the churchyards on All Saints' Day hasn't been exactly the best way to start the day. Sometimes I truly think I'm getting too old to get wasted as I used to do just two summers ago... uargh >_<
What did you do to celebrate Halloween? Home-made party with friends, horror movies marathon 'til late? Did you go clubbing dressed in a slutty way? Got wasted or - way better! - laid?
In other news, I'm finally able to show you the first results of my Fable Girls shooting ♥
Here's the teaser introducing you to the mysterious world of Alice Underground, the first version of Lewis Carol' story:
Cool, uhm?
Stay tuned for the whole work and keep on following the white rabbit downstairs...
xoxo
your Lauretta in Wonderland
p.s.
Don't forget to follow me on twitter, tumblr and instagram (@brokendollhatesyou) - I post on a daily basis.
Did you have fun, yesterday night? I was a zombie-stripper-in-a-schoolgirl-costume
I did my make-up all by myself and I'm pretty satisfied with the results, 'cause I usually sucks at doing those girly things LOL My guy was playing with his band in a local squat, and after the gig a dj-set 'til late.
The weather was awful and - just like it happens every year - there were too many events in town, so I was pretty sure there wouldn't be a lot people, but luckily I met other friends who were supposed to be out of town but changed their minds due to the pouring rain.
Me and my friend Mauri after a shot of rum:
Me, my love and two friends:
Yep, I drank more than I'm now used to. And yep, waking up before midday to reach my parents for the usual visit at the churchyards on All Saints' Day hasn't been exactly the best way to start the day. Sometimes I truly think I'm getting too old to get wasted as I used to do just two summers ago... uargh >_<
What did you do to celebrate Halloween? Home-made party with friends, horror movies marathon 'til late? Did you go clubbing dressed in a slutty way? Got wasted or - way better! - laid?
In other news, I'm finally able to show you the first results of my Fable Girls shooting ♥
Here's the teaser introducing you to the mysterious world of Alice Underground, the first version of Lewis Carol' story:
Cool, uhm?
Stay tuned for the whole work and keep on following the white rabbit downstairs...
xoxo
your Lauretta in Wonderland
p.s.
Don't forget to follow me on twitter, tumblr and instagram (@brokendollhatesyou) - I post on a daily basis.
Brrrrr... man, it's damn cold! 
It's pouring outside and I'm home alone on this friday night, recovering from eight exhausting hours in the warehouse of the store, with nothing to do except going to bed not too late, as tomorrow morning I'll be back to the beloved -
- workplace at 6 a.m.
Exciting plan for the night, uhm?!
This reminds me of a quote from The Verve's most famous song: "you're slave to the money then you die"...
Whatever.
I'm not gonna start pull myself lower than how I already feel overthinking about the meaning of being a young worker nowadays >__<
Talking with my therapist, she told me she knows I'm taking this new job experience in a very serious way - which is good, of course - but it feels like spending all my good energies on this is draining my creative side.
I'm thinking a lot about this, lately.
In fact, I need to get back my will of being inspired and create things - being this writing, drawing and planning photoshoots, all things I used to do before.
And talking about pictures and creative people, *finally* this sunday I'm gonna shoot for the FableGirls project - the modeling competition I won thanks also to you, people! Remember when I asked you to vote me, on a blog post on here? As I told you, I won the competition and I'm gonna pose for the photoset in two days. Stay tuned for more details!
Two days ago it's been my birthday, too!
I've turned 24 October 24th and I've celebrated with my boyfriend, my family and with my closest friends.
As it happens to the majority of people when growing up, lately I've discovered I'd rather spend my - rare! - spare time with the few ones that really matters than wasting it with a lot of people I couldn't care less.
Quality over quantity, always.
It's pouring outside and I'm home alone on this friday night, recovering from eight exhausting hours in the warehouse of the store, with nothing to do except going to bed not too late, as tomorrow morning I'll be back to the beloved -
- workplace at 6 a.m.Exciting plan for the night, uhm?!
This reminds me of a quote from The Verve's most famous song: "you're slave to the money then you die"...
Whatever.
I'm not gonna start pull myself lower than how I already feel overthinking about the meaning of being a young worker nowadays >__<
Talking with my therapist, she told me she knows I'm taking this new job experience in a very serious way - which is good, of course - but it feels like spending all my good energies on this is draining my creative side.
I'm thinking a lot about this, lately.
In fact, I need to get back my will of being inspired and create things - being this writing, drawing and planning photoshoots, all things I used to do before.
And talking about pictures and creative people, *finally* this sunday I'm gonna shoot for the FableGirls project - the modeling competition I won thanks also to you, people! Remember when I asked you to vote me, on a blog post on here? As I told you, I won the competition and I'm gonna pose for the photoset in two days. Stay tuned for more details!
Two days ago it's been my birthday, too!
I've turned 24 October 24th and I've celebrated with my boyfriend, my family and with my closest friends.
As it happens to the majority of people when growing up, lately I've discovered I'd rather spend my - rare! - spare time with the few ones that really matters than wasting it with a lot of people I couldn't care less.
Quality over quantity, always.
Taking about SuicideGirls, big news: the queue has changed! You don't have to wait another month in order to see your truly getting naked for you all once again on these screens ^^
L'Armoire will be hitting member review November 6th, so put a note on your agenda and don't forget it, mmmkay?!
A little preview, for your eyes only...
And while waiting for my set, why not leaving some love to the others italian ladies already in member review?
THEY'RE ALL SOOOO DESERVING!
Riae with Seventh Heaven.
Mendacia with Saudade.
Eden with Pure Morning.
C'moooon!
xoxo
your Lauretta
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Just in case you missed the good ol' dirty side...
While waiting for my upcoming new set, please keep on loving minus clothes, uhm? Thanks!
xoxo
your Lauretta
While waiting for my upcoming new set, please keep on loving minus clothes, uhm? Thanks!
xoxo
your Lauretta
I'm a bit down tonight.
Just had an arguments with my parents and my grandpa about my college career, my current job and what will come next in my work life - I always come out as the thoughtless dreamer I'm not.
As I told 'em, his week ends my first month at the new job and I'm afraid I'm not as much motivated as I should be
I've spent three weeks working at the cash desk, which is far from being exciting but at least gave me something to concentrate on: as you might have noticed, I'm not on very good terms with numbers and counts (minus clothes says it all!), plus dealing with clients' money scared the hell out of me, so I had to learn a lot of different procedures in order to have everything under my control.
Now, I'm ending my time at the check desk and I've been assigned to another occupation in the store: today I've started learning how the warehouse works, and how the goods must fit the store.
It's physically tiring: I'm always moving heavy weights with the fork lift and putting things on the shelfs, from 6 a.m. in the morning.
Honestly, it's not the kind of work I was thinking about when I graduated, last May... but everybody keeps telling me how lucky I am I got a job which is not a "real job", but a sort of training which give me the opportunity to reach higher roles in the company, learning from the base.
You know what I think? It's a smart way to make me and other nine guys work their ass off 40 hrs for week and pay them less than the other employees 'cause they're "training" - while we obviously we're starting to work just as the other people in the store do.
Don't get me wrong, the people I work with are awesome and friendly, and they have nothing to do with how the company manages to treat their trainees. Also, I'm not sure it's company's fault as well: we live in a sick world where new forms of slavery are socially accepted and run everyday.
It's the global mind-set that should be changed.
I still sound like the thoughtless dreamer my mom complains about, eh?
How was your first impact with "a real job"? What do you think about it, now?
Working has forced me and my boyfriend into a more regular lifestyle, which is not bad at all: we've started to enjoy spending our evenings cooking, watching a movie and drinking a glass of wine on the couch.
Yep, even naked:
Sometimes, he brings me special gifts that make me even happier:
EHEH
On the modeling side, yesterday I got back on set after a month of complete stop. I've been pleasantly surprised to discover nothing has changed and I'm always the same in front of the camera: I had my fun and the photographer had his super-duper-pictures
Today, another guy I've worked with several times has told me one of our picture is exposed in Florence, in an exhibition about digital art:
I love art exhibitions and I'm always so proud of getting my face in those places. Here's the pic, it was taken with an iPhone on the backstage of a videoclip we shot last August (and which I hope to show you soon!):
*YAWN* I'm gonna crush on my bed now.
I'll keep you updated and post something naughty soon, I promise.
xoxo
your Lauretta
Pet therapy, anyone?
"The female may begin feeding by biting off the male’s head - as they do with regular prey - and if mating has begun, the male’s movements may become even more vigorous in its delivery of sperm. Early researchers thought that because copulatory movement is controlled by a ganglion in the abdomen, not the head, removal of the male’s head was a reproductive strategy by females to enhance fertilisation while obtaining sustenance."
Long story short, the kind of lady you shouldn't mess with
xo
Lauretta
"The female may begin feeding by biting off the male’s head - as they do with regular prey - and if mating has begun, the male’s movements may become even more vigorous in its delivery of sperm. Early researchers thought that because copulatory movement is controlled by a ganglion in the abdomen, not the head, removal of the male’s head was a reproductive strategy by females to enhance fertilisation while obtaining sustenance."
Long story short, the kind of lady you shouldn't mess with
xo
Lauretta
Hi there, fellows Suiciders
I feel like I've spent my last 23 years and half in a golden wonderland, partying and claiming to study, as I'm at my fourth day of work and I'm already exhausted! Waking up at the time you used to go to bed is - uhmm - awkward
I wish I could say tomorrow will be a better day, but there will be no such thing as "friday night out" for me from now on, as I'll be working every fucking saturday. All I can do is believing I'm doing this for the better: it's not the kind of work I want to do for the rest of my life, but it's a huge company and there's plenty of roles I'm interested in. All I want to do is make these people see they can rely on me and I am perfectly able to do whatever they ask me to do
In SG news...
I feel like I've spent my last 23 years and half in a golden wonderland, partying and claiming to study, as I'm at my fourth day of work and I'm already exhausted! Waking up at the time you used to go to bed is - uhmm - awkward
I wish I could say tomorrow will be a better day, but there will be no such thing as "friday night out" for me from now on, as I'll be working every fucking saturday. All I can do is believing I'm doing this for the better: it's not the kind of work I want to do for the rest of my life, but it's a huge company and there's plenty of roles I'm interested in. All I want to do is make these people see they can rely on me and I am perfectly able to do whatever they ask me to do
In SG news...
Oh, I hate to keep things short when I update here: I'd rather not writing anything at all for a while and wait to have the time to post a proper entry. In the meantime, you can catch my delirious self on other channels: I try to keep up everyday with my twitter and instagram (@brokendollhatesyou).
Stalk me, 'mmmmkay?!
Bye for now, people: gotta go to bed.
xoxo
your Lauretta
