




Honestly, can one ever get enough of it? Not me.
Long time no talk, Suicide folks!
I beg your pardon for not being as active as I used to on here, but I'm working 50 hrs per week and I barely have time to live my life. I start to work at 5 a.m. in the morning and it will be so for another month, as I have to eye-witness what happens in the various section I'll manage, but I usually don't leave until 2 or 5 p.m. as I have to learn a lot on the administrative side too. Insane, eh? Hopefully, once I'll have spent a week in each section, I'll start to have a more bearable timetable.
Not only it's physically tiring, it's also hard being accepted as a future "manager" by a bunch of people who could be your parents, have decades of experience in what they do and actually believe all you can bring is a degree.
However, I'm finally doing what I prepared myself for and I really can't complain. Yes, I'm happy - even my therapist noticed it
Keeping up with the updates, right after quitting my job at the Ferrari museum and just before starting this new one in the large-scale retail world, I've been to Venezia with my dude.

I've been there before, but from what I remember I've never walked so much around and seen so many beautiful corners of the town.



I'm clearly with a lord.

Spritz - an excellent yet cheap local drink made of 1/3 Campari, 1/3 prosecco and 1/3 soda - it's all we drank.

Back home on sunday, I started to work on monday. Luckily, June the 2nd is national holiday here in Italy, so I had the chance to sleep until late and enjoy the sunshine, good wine and grilled meat at a BBQ with friends. That's me, with Jenny and Ylenia:

And OH, I DO HAVE A CAR!

It's small, it's used but it still rocks. I'm already in love! Also, that car is methane-fuelled and it's one of the cheapest things I've ever laid my hands on, unbelievable.
But let's come to SuicideGirls news, the one I know you all wanted to hear...
So long.
xo
Lauretta
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These pictures come from the eye of Roberto Girardi, the one who shoot Riae's last set and also the debout of this red haired creature - Scarlett_.
Isn't him extremely talented?! Roberto has the ability to capture moments that are both erotic and deeply romantic. I love his photography and I cannot wait to show you the amazing set we've made up for the site.
While waiting for more awesomesauce to come, please support me around:
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Stay as naughty as you can,
yours Lauretta



I've been published with my modeling pics before, but this time on Kustom World n.17 I've been featured with a 3-pages-long interview and that's even cooler as I like to bla bla blah even more than showing boobs
Do you remember what I told you in my last blog? I was still waiting for a job offer after my internship in the large-scale retail trade world, and I had a series of job interview.
I've got some exciting news now!
...Do the names Ferrari and Maserati say anything to you? If you know what I'm talking about, you would be quite excited to know that I've found a job at the Enzo Ferrari Museum here in Modena
Yes, the interview went well and in a week I got a contract from this communication agency who also runs the municipal art gallery and the museum where I'm working.
I spend my days among dream supercars of all ages, in a building that it's a work of art itself, trying my best to speak in a decent english to american, brazilian, japanese tourists. Also, we keep communication with both Ferrari s.p.a. and Maserati s.p.a., who own the museum's structure.
Pay isn't that great but I can't complain as I don't have so much to do while I'm at work... it's a rather relaxing position, to be honest!
I see cars like this everyday:

Here you can see F1 champion René Arnoux driving Gilles Villeneuve's Ferrari, during the opening celebration of the new exhibition at the museum:

While working here, I've received the job offer I was waiting after my internship - this means I'll leave my current job at the end of this month, and I'll start a 3-years-long adventure as a apprentice, after which I'll be a former manager in the large-scale retail trade world! I'M SO HAPPY as finally all my efforts will be rewarded!
And a 3-years-long contract also means I'm looking for my very first car... wish me luck, I need it: I can't afford a new one, so I'll be forced to buy a secondhand car hoping it won't break up in the middle of nowhere, along the via Emilia >_<
Fun side: I've been working since a month among dream cars and I'm gonna drive a piece of junk -.-'
Some randomness now.
The dude and the dog. You know, you have to start somewhere when putting together your own family

Me drinking white wine and smoking some weed to relax:

Things that makes me smile:


An amazing video:
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Sincerely,
your Lauretta
...PSSSSSSST! WHILE WAITING FOR MY NEXT SET, KEEP ON LOVIN' L'ARMOIRE
Each one has to improve himself. Each driver has its limit.
My limit is a little bit further than other's" - Ayrton Senna
I don't know if you have ever followed F1 but I did and still do, when you're born in Modena you can't just skip to another channel and miss the Grand Prix. I mean, I'm not an authority when it comes to cars but since I was a little child I've always followed F1 and supported the Ferrari team, though getting the chance to appreciate pilots from other teams.
Ayrton Senna has always been one of my favorites, and even if I was 6 y.o. I still remember the day he died... Nineteen years ago like today, we lost a real champion.

I've cut my hair, back to the deadly combo of bob and fringe! After several tries and few epic fails, I've started to think it's the haircut that suits me best.
(Boobies are included as I was bored and all, you know...).
Still no news from the large-scale retail trade world, and though I haven't lost my faith, I've started to send my CV all around - and it works! This week I had two interviews for a communication agency which is also involved in organizing cultural events in my town.
Needless to say, I would have *killed* to work there and it seems they're going to offer me a contract: I'll work in the crew that runs the Enzo Ferrari Museum in my town. It means working as an assistant in the bookshop, take the part of the tourist guide for english speakers visitors, taking care of the back-office shop tasks like keeping relationship with the providers, but also working on the social media and marketing side.
I'm asked to read and hopefully sign the contract next monday. I still ignore a lot of basic informations like how many hours per week I'll be asked to work and my compensation, that's why I'm keeping my fingers crossed and just can't wait to be there monday morning, in order to read all the paperworks and find it out.
However, the museum open at 9.30 in the morning and close its doors at 19.00, which means no more waking up before sun dawn. That's good news! Eheh.
I feel lucky to have found a new job within just a month from quitting the previous one. And this new position seems interesting, more related to my studies... hopefully, the contract will be good enough for me to sign it.
I'm happy right now.
I might consider to start university once again next September and get a master degree, anyway I need to get a work to go through the summer and possibly start the college with some money in my pockets.
Talking about social life (I've one again, yay!) and friends, on tuesday I went to my cousin's master graduation in Padua, where she has studied psychology during these last two years.
She was great and graduated with a 110/110 with honors, I'm so damn proud of her!


I truly needed spending some time with the girls I'm friend with since primary school - we know each others in such a deep way it's scary, and we find support in our friendship since ever. You know, the kind of people who makes you believe life could be beautiful even on the darkest days.
Being jobless has left me with a lot of spare time to dedicate to photography: I'm modeling a lot, I've started to travel again and I'm meeting a lot of inspiring people. And making some bucks, which is not that bad.
That's me as a blondie fairy:

Today I've worked with one of my favorite artists. He's always asked to exhibit his works in art galleries and have lots of assignments, plus we live in the same area, that's why he's hiring me that much lately. I couldn't be happier, also because I love analogue and he only produces pics this way.

And now, for all of you waiting for some naughtiness... here we go ^^
...and a lot more to come, just waiting for the photographer to proceed 'em, as we've shot a whole afternoon in this erotic and decadent mood ![]()
If you think I'm done with the news in this blog entry, you couldn't be wronger, because... I have a new a new fantorgasmic set in member review, people!
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Too bad, we all have to wait almost two months to see it on our screens, but I promise it'll be worth your wait as I think it's the sexiest set I've ever shot for SuicideGirls. Go figure.
And I'm good enough to leave you with a saucy preview of what you should expect:

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Love,
your Lauretta

That's me flirting with a bottle of cheap red wine - and my two gals, Fulvia and Cate.
This photographic evidence of my state of inebriation comes from sunday's night, when I attended such a cool party in the countryside: hip-hop crews first, then a lot of elecro-tekno-hardtek-minimal-goa music
Before the party, I took part at the usual Easter lunch with the whole family: we went to a small restaurant on the mountains near my hometown, a family-run business where they use to serve mushrooms specialties... I might have gained one or two kilogrammes in just a single lunch time!
I must admit that even the previous nights I've been too much on the wild side - I mean, probably I did worse in the past, but I come from six long months of all-work-no-play-makes-Lauretta-a-dull-girl and I'm not giving my body time enough to deal with changing the habits.
Fact is, I'm hating so much this going back to my college habits - drinking, partying, staying up 'til late and waking up past midday with a crushing headache and nothing worth to wake up for.
I'm not made for this shit, I'm way to old and - I hope - focused on what counts. I think it was the kind of life I've always dreamt of but in these last months I've discovered I'm not that kind of person anymore: just give me a job I can concentrate on, give me less time to shoot and I'll get even better modeling gigs, give me less time to see my dude and my friends and I'll treasure my time instead of wasting it.
And I remember how much I complained about not having time enough for my own private life, when I was working... but damn, I changed my mind.
Duh. I want to be inspired again.
Lauretta
...psssssssst! Here's my lates editorial published! Enjoy

That's me taking a small break during a photoset I did last week - disclaimer: I'm not a big Mc Donald's fan and I tend to avoid buying my lunch there, but the photographer was soooo kind, picking me up at the station with this Mc Menù already there for me. MEEEEEOWW, you know.
However, one can not like fastfood but I've never met anybody who dislikes boobs right?
I'm in a sort of limbo: not working right now, except for the modeling gigs, but not looking for a job as I'm still waiting for that damn phone call.
I'm listening to the latest 30 Seconds To Mars' piece:
They've changed so much from album to album, and I can say they've never disappointed me. Even this electrodance thing is not that bad - strange, that's sure, but not even close to bad.
Gotta wait for the full album.
Stay tuned for more goodness to come, mmmmkay?
xo
Lauretta






© Davide Ambroggio, that's what I was talkin' bout in my previous blog when I mentioned "new pictures".
You likez?
As I told you there, I ended my on-the-job training last saturday and these days I've worked on the project-work (some sort of dissertation, you know) I'm gonna discuss tomorrow. I hope next week they'll be able to tell me if they do want to offer me the kind of contract we have been trained for along this six months: three years of apprenticeship as supervisor - which means, once the apprenticeship would be over, a pay up to 2K € per month. Yes, it's a crazy amount of money for somebody that would be just 28 at that time, that's why my whole family is keeping fingers crossed for me.
Otherwise... well... I'll end up jobless >_<
At least summertime's the best time of the year to be jobless, you know.
OH ♥ and in SG news, I'm gonna shoot a new set in TWO DAYS! Aren't you excited?! 'Cause I am!
I'm very very proud of every set I shot until now, especially of the last one: L'Armoire (keep the love alive, mates!), but I can't wait to submit something new and - hopefully - even better.
While we patiently wait for my pics, don't forget to show some love to the beautiful ladies we find in MR, 'mmmmkay?!
Riae - Spring Equinox

Henika - Pomme d'amour

Chrysis - Tiger Heart

Asio - Bright Lights

Jaxy - Taken

and Tifereth, our new italian cutie with her debut set Sunbathing

So long.
Lauretta
That's how I've celebrated Women's day, so far - staying home and relaxing, drinking some good wine, listening to some good music.

You know, after 8 hours of work in a crowded help-desk of a supermarket, that's the best I can do. Next on these screens: an hot soup and my bed.
Honestly, I'm not into clubbing March the 8th: everywhere you go, you find over excited noisy chicks, drunk as fuck and dressed like nasty hoes. I mean, why you have to wait for a particular night to act "wild"? Do you really need an excuse?
Whatever.
I have to apology for being a bit of a m.i.a. lately, but my on-the-job training comes to and end in a week and I've been very busy: I'm studying for my final project - we were asked to formulate a possible commercial plan, taking insights from these six months of "experience on the field" - and at the same time I still have to work my day schedule. Crazy, I say. That's why I couldn't find time to hang around on here...
However, I can't wait for this to be over! A decent contract or nothing at all, I swear both these options are better than what I've been living since September! >__<
On photographic news, I'm still shooting.
Yep. A lot less, but luckily I'm still finding interesting people to share ideas with, and paid gigs too! As I've been saying today to my therapist, it's something I'm trying to keep in my life despite being super-busy at work. Modeling releases me and makes me happy.
Gotta go.
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Take care,
Lauretta









