SuicideGirl: Lauretta
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NOVEMBER 13, 2012 @ 02:28 PM


Oh look! I'm in a music video biggrin

I'm so proud of this, really.
This indie band comes from the area around my hometown, but they're already well known in Italy and they're starting touring in other European countries too - so, imagine how happy I was when I was asked to "act" in their latest video!
It was my first time being involved in something "more dynamic", but I've always felt a strong interest in acting and that's what we were actually asked to do.
The video has been shot in Val d'Enza, a valley near Parma, here in the North of Italy.
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Some backstage pictures...
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At the beginning, I was supposed to shoot another topless scene, but they didn't include it in the final version of the video in order to avoid social networks' censorship.
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With me, the beautiful Arianna.
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Cool, eh? biggrin

On another note, my mom has just discovered a lot of pictures of me on the net by googling what she has found out to be my stage name. Not only pictures, but a lot of articles and interviews must have come out as she has told me she's read something and she's starting to understand better why I've chosen to take a certain path in my life.
And we've just had the conversation we both were waiting to have since long ago - I may say, since I started modeling 5 years ago. Liberating.
She told me they are beautiful, even if some of them are "too much" for her. I can't complain, I'm certainly happy the way she has taken it, even if I'm pretty sure she didn't find the most "hardcore" stuff (some met-art shootings I did).
It's been funny when she has told me something like: "Hey, what is that Suicide Girls thing? It's a group of rather punky girls, isn't it?".
HAHA! Clearly I haven't told her it's a softcore pay-site, and I truly hope she'll never find out... or THIS will be TOO MUCH for her, for sure! skull
However, I have just told her I've changed my mind a lot since I started modeling in my late 18 and I've learnt a lot from this experience, included things I wouldn't do again now, but I've always put my safety first and never felt pushed to do something I wasn't feeling like doing. And she looked reassured smile
Now I just hope she's feeling satisfied with what she has found and she won't google my stage name again, investigating deeper in the intrawebz secrets >_<
I don't need drama - I need to have her by my side.

Still talking about pictures: my new set in member review is doing good and all I can say is THANK YOU PEOPLE! My heart melts every time I check out all your lovely comments and tags... you're incredibly good to me, such an inspiration!
Please, keep on sharing your thoughts on L'Armoire - getting on the FP is a tough challenge these days, I need all your help & support.


Thanks again,
your Lauretta oink

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cudnovati

cudnovati

Mexico
January 2005

NOV 13, 2012 04:04 PM

beautiful music video.
i´m glad you had that talk with your mama and everything is falling right into place.

thecresp

thecresp

Spain
November 2007

NOV 13, 2012 05:06 PM

The location of the video is awesome, and your mom's reaction is great, I'm happy you feel liberated

WhoIsOz

WhoIsOz

USA
October 2012

NOV 13, 2012 06:42 PM

Exciting news! Congrats!

Wolfox

Wolfox

Minneapolis, MN
May 2011

NOV 13, 2012 07:32 PM

perfect reaction - and 'grats/kudos on the vid! smile

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

NOV 13, 2012 10:20 PM

Awesome video!
The song is real nice too! love love

Padre

Padre

Tolleson, AZ
March 2007

NOV 14, 2012 12:02 AM

I've done nothing but ruin my body and my spirit. I'm finally going to "right the ship"as they say. I beg i couldn't make it to fhe fourt floor haha

Lavezzaro

Lavezzaro

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

NOV 14, 2012 01:24 AM

beautiful video, you look great, and i hope to meet you in 2013! Good luck with your mom, too. xx

arghsnakes

arghsnakes

Santa Monica, CA
June 2009

NOV 14, 2012 01:29 AM

right on i hope you get what ever you want out of life.
you are stunning to say the least i love looking at you sets because you have those eyes that can make peoples hearts melt.

Arroia

Arroia

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

NOV 14, 2012 09:26 AM

Love the video, congrats! smile

It's good that you had a chance to discuss your modeling with you mom, it's hard when you constantly have to hide things from people you love. I told my mom a while ago (I told her everything, though) and luckily she's totally fine with it.

The little owl is amazing. It's like those eyes can see right through your soul. eeek

Chrysis

Chrysis

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

NOV 14, 2012 06:50 PM

You are basically perfect.

PhileasFogg

PhileasFogg

USA
August 2008

NOV 14, 2012 07:33 PM

Glad everything went well with your mom. It probably feels better to have a part of your life at least not need to be a total secret. bok

IHSV1683

IHSV1683

Australia
December 2010

NOV 15, 2012 02:43 AM

have you been told how beautiful you are, today?smile

AvaAdora

AvaAdora

HOPEFUL

Cleveland, OH

NOV 17, 2012 12:56 PM

that video is awesome. good job! its a scary confrontation when family finds these sort of photos. i went through the same thing, only it was not positive, i tried and tried to explain why i do and did the things i did, but my aunt was so closed minded about it (she raised me) it was brutal and still is. i feel like i lost allot of ties because of what iv done. but its all good... iv learned to come to terms with it.

and by the way thank you so very much for the advise and words on my last blog. you made me feel normal blush

zimzum5

zimzum5

I'm lost
January 2010

NOV 18, 2012 07:41 AM

Beautiful video...
And that's good that you've talked with your mom about your modeling work. Whatever you do the support of your family is always very important, make us more strong.

TwistedWhispers

TwistedWhispers

Van Nuys, CA
December 2005

NOV 18, 2012 01:38 PM

Amazing video! You rock Lauretta! I'm so happy for you. kiss

I'm sure we can all agree that a woman's relationship with her mother is one of the most important in life.
So glad to hear yours is a solid one.

P.S. - met-art shootings? What met-art shootings? blush

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