Hello Lovely Ones

The year is half way done and I can't help but feel like I've accomplished nothing. Which is a lie. So.. I still live with my parents, all my friends seem to be getting married, and I have yet to get my mom a new car after killing hers last year. But..I like living with my family. I've had quite a few roommates before, and they're the best. Until recently I had an slight obsession with getting married..and I realized why? I have other things to focus on. I haven't been able to get my mom a new car, but I've been saving money and I'm able to help her get a new house. We're moving in a month

Perspective.

I've been doing a lot more modeling lately. I'm active again now on Zivity and I put out a new SG set Bare Hike, which I haven't done in almost four years. And thank you to everyone for all the positive feedback and support! CDO and I appreciate it so much=]

I've done a lot so far, I just forget to give myself a little credit. Like I'm sure many of you do. So just stop and think for a moment of something positive or progressive you've done so far this year. Even if it wasn't on your list of goals.

I bought myself a camera....and donated clothes
Those two things actually were on my 'mental' list of things to do. Completing shit makes me feel good. And everyone needs to treat themselves once in awhile. Buy yourself a red velvet cupcake. Or a flat screen.

I also opened up an etsy shop, for prints and downloads. I only have a few items so far. But I'm sure within a few weeks there will be more. I'm really excited about it because it's a way for people to see my self shot sets and other photos that won't be published on SG or Zivity.

Yeeeeeaaa..this is probably a weird blog entry. But I've been holding back a lot, in all aspects of life, and lately I've been trying to say fukk it and let go. Note: Please take caution in what you say fukk it to and let go of. I am not responsible for any mishaps that may occur from taking this advice.

<3Lanei

I decided to get a decent camera a few weeks ago. I did a mini self shot set to test it out. It was done in my bedroom with just natural light and a silver reflector. That I'm sure was only aimed correctly half the time, computer chairs can only be so helpful. Let me know what you think=]









I had a lot of fun doing this The photos turned out better than I thought they would and they'll only get better with practice.

Ohh right!!
Mark your calendars...Thursday the 23rd my new set will be in MR!!

I've been trying to be more creative lately. I believe everyone is a creator in some way. Even if all you've ever made are babies. I have no babies to show you, most likely not for another 100 years or so. But I can show you some of the things I have been making lately.


colored pencils


more colored pencils


"Don't Let It Consume You" paint + paper quote


paint + paper girl


"Thumbelina" polymer clay + watch parts


"Thumbelina" size reference
This is one of my favorites. I'm working on a bigger, standing version. Which may take awhile but it'll be amazing once it's done.


"RalphAlpha" polymer clay + watch parts and wires
And this little guy...I'm thinking of making him a photo blog. Just for funzies and pure weirdness.


and here's a work in progress

That's all I have for now. I'd love to get some feedback. And if you're on DeviantArt let's be friends!

<3Lanei

It's been about four years since my last set. I feel that I'm way overdue.




This set was shot by the amazing CDO. It won't be coming out in MR until May. But you can see CDOs other sets in MR and give them lots of love

Bixton


Szuter


sheenarose92


<3Lanei

Just getting in that Love Day spirit!!

It's not magic...it's chemical...but we can still pretend.



I also love her book she starts talking about in the end, but it didn't exist yet. Why Him Why Her: Understanding Your Personality Type. It also comes as an audio book...so no excuses. I'm a Primary Negotiator-Secondary Explorer...what are you??

So with all that heavy stuff (and possibly depressing)...I'd like to end with a funny love poem...



Happy Love Day

<3Lanei

Hello all!!

I went with my fella to see Joe Rogan at the Mandalay Bay. I listen to his podcast all the time. So meeting him along with Ari Shaffir, Bryan Callen and Brian Redban was an amazing experience.


Rogan
I somewhat look like I'm humping his leg. But he somewhat looks like he likes it



Ari



Bryan Callen



Redban

It was the best comedy show I've seen thus far. The only way anything could top this, is if I see everyone again with Duncan Trussell. I listen to his podcast religiously. [The Duncan Trussell Family Hour] However...I did get to meet him a few months ago in LA.



I wanted to meet these people more than anyone. More than Brad Pitt...John Davis..Johnny Depp..
And I finally got to=D I guess this is where I should say my life is complete. But I can't, because it's not. There are so many more ridiculous experiences to experience.

<3Lanei

Zombie Apocalypse!


I had such an amazing time! With a shit ton of pix to prove it




these were shot in the VVS studio


new friends=]



Zombie Flash Mob

I posted more awesome zombie pix here

Well, Hello again...

This is what I've been up to...


Mardi-Stache






Party Rock Mondays @ Marquee


the nekked Red Foo


call me weird..but i dont care for bottle service. even when its free. i dont dig watery oj.


my black light party..[at the end] someone stole my camera! fukk yoooooooo!!!

best for last...















What have you been up to?

<3Lanei

I recently started going to Brass Lounge to GoGo dance. I don't really know how to 'go-go' so I just dance around in my underoos. No complaints yet. I've always wanted to be a gogo dancer, so this is pretty fun for me. The free bar tab doesn't hurt either But I get to hang out with a few of my favorite photographers and some very sexy ladies=] And last Sunday I hung out with Bumblebee!






Gorgeous Izzy Styles and me=]


Me, Izzy, Rubii Red, and Sam

You can see more pix from past and future nights on my personal bloggy.