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NOVEMBER 11, 2009 @ 10:23 AM

I've entered a weird transitional point in my life.
Where some of the things I've cared about don't mean much at all anymore.
And some of the things I have never cared about at all, are starting to mean something to me.
In some aspects I've never questioned myself so much.
In others I've never been so sure.
It's really quite odd, because I just can't seem to get a grasp on anything.

I've been feeling very alone.
Emotionally, not physically.
There are always people there.

Something deep inside of me is changing.

I can feel it.

I just want my feet, to find some solid ground.

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Radeo

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

NOV 11, 2009 10:30 AM

hey miss thing! all i want for my bday is you! please dont feel lonely come visit all the time! we all love you here the the cbus!

azwhole

Kenosha, WI

April 2004

NOV 11, 2009 11:04 AM

hugs. XXX00

Dice

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

NOV 11, 2009 02:29 PM

Wow, I know exactingly how you feel. I am going through very similar emotions right not. Sorry for your pain. If I had one piece of advice, it would be to know what is best for you, and stick with what makes you happy. xoxo

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON

April 2009

NOV 11, 2009 02:30 PM

Bit of a transitional aspect happening ? Sometimes, that's a good thing.
Embrace it.

LZIM

Dorval, QC

May 2009

NOV 11, 2009 02:49 PM

life never really lets you get too comfortable does it? circumstances and perspectives keep changing.

hang in there.

pawko4b

Mechanicsburg, PA

May 2008

NOV 11, 2009 03:40 PM

Oh that is crazy times indeed. But looking back on the journey afterwards is always interesting.

giastrange

I'm lost

June 2008

NOV 11, 2009 03:53 PM

yep know that feeling, hopefully things will start looking clearer for you. x

aldremech

Tucson, AZ

July 2006

NOV 11, 2009 07:31 PM

Transitional changes are always unsettling. I wish you nothing but the best rediscovering yourself. The only advice I can give in this situation is to always go with your gut

Alissa

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

NOV 11, 2009 08:57 PM

Come for Radeo's bday & lets hang and shoot! I miss your face and really want some laniey time when your not in pain getting your elbow tattooed! bahaha! Miss you love!

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA

January 2007

NOV 11, 2009 08:58 PM

LillithVain

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

NOV 11, 2009 11:45 PM

I feel that way the week before everyone of my birthdays. I hope you feel better soon. Try a hot bath and a good book. Seems to work for me. I can loose myself for a couple of hours.

pomps00

Sahuarita, AZ

January 2009

NOV 13, 2009 05:15 PM

The more you stay true to yourself the easier it will be. Because sooner or later everyone goes through the same thing and you might not fit into their transition. It's just life.Keep your head up...you'll be fine

Gofuserectus

Mingo Junction, OH

February 2004

NOV 14, 2009 04:22 AM

i hope you are feeling better. your beauty overwhelms me.

MOto286

I'm lost

January 2008

NOV 15, 2009 06:11 AM

well then quit swimmin and get back in the boat

silvercharmer

Pueblo, CO

October 2004

NOV 17, 2009 06:39 PM

I know the feeling. Just remember, that even tho you feel alone, everyone feels the same way at some point. So, in a sense you aren't alone. Good luck with the transition! Keep in mind that change, tho it may be hard, is always good once you get through it. You learn a little bit more about yourself and what you are capable of!

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