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Got my wisdom teeth out .... And it wasn't as bad as I thought although I was wayyyy sore afterwords.
School has begun and it has been taking all my time . I feel useless and need a new job or I won't survive...any ideas? I'm thinking another bartending job but its gonna be tough bc I have school 9am-5pm so i would need a job from 6pm - xclose..hopefully not super late tho!!!
My car has also began to take yet another gigantic shit on me ... damn it !
Anyone want to sell me a car ? 1 that is preferably awesome and won't break down majorly for atleast 4 years !
thank you !
Saddness took over
Anyone remember these bad boys? Used to love them
School has begun and it has been taking all my time . I feel useless and need a new job or I won't survive...any ideas? I'm thinking another bartending job but its gonna be tough bc I have school 9am-5pm so i would need a job from 6pm - xclose..hopefully not super late tho!!!
My car has also began to take yet another gigantic shit on me ... damn it !
Anyone want to sell me a car ? 1 that is preferably awesome and won't break down majorly for atleast 4 years !
thank you !
Saddness took over
Anyone remember these bad boys? Used to love them
THank you to everyone who left comments in my last blog !!!! I appreciate it more than you know!
I went to Boston! had a really good time! It was what I needed! Also enjoyed riding the T and seeing the city!
My fav part was the Aquarium! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT!
MY least fav part Stupid accents! No offense if your from the area ,but not a fan!
I got a job bartending! I am officially a bartender woohoo!
St Patty's day went out to Cleveland to see the parade and get my drink on!
People yet again kept calling me Lady gaga! I don't look like her! Pet peeve is being called her!
Well while downtown , I saw acouple of my friends and there was this drunk girl who was also friends with them. She was nothing but rude the whole time . I was actually trying to be nice to her. Well she kept running her mouth on rude comments to me , so I jacked her 3 times in the face. She shut the fuck up fast! It felt good !!!!
Lately I've been not putting up with peoples shit! And they do something I'm calling them out !
Done with the stupid drama and bullshit, you don't want to make me your enemy but if you do , I promise you will regret living!
Now that is outta the way ... I get my wisdom teeth pulled this Tuesday! Still super nervous! ALso start school the 29th! I'm nervous bout that too, my class seems super lame( the people in it) And my schedule is gonna be all different!
I WILL BE SELLING CLOTHES AND ACCESSORIES THIS WEEK, SO CHECK THEM OUT!
I <3 Ratman he's my hero <3 <3
Now for pictures!
I went to Boston! had a really good time! It was what I needed! Also enjoyed riding the T and seeing the city!
My fav part was the Aquarium! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT!
MY least fav part Stupid accents! No offense if your from the area ,but not a fan!
I got a job bartending! I am officially a bartender woohoo!
St Patty's day went out to Cleveland to see the parade and get my drink on!
People yet again kept calling me Lady gaga! I don't look like her! Pet peeve is being called her!
Well while downtown , I saw acouple of my friends and there was this drunk girl who was also friends with them. She was nothing but rude the whole time . I was actually trying to be nice to her. Well she kept running her mouth on rude comments to me , so I jacked her 3 times in the face. She shut the fuck up fast! It felt good !!!!
Lately I've been not putting up with peoples shit! And they do something I'm calling them out !
Done with the stupid drama and bullshit, you don't want to make me your enemy but if you do , I promise you will regret living!
Now that is outta the way ... I get my wisdom teeth pulled this Tuesday! Still super nervous! ALso start school the 29th! I'm nervous bout that too, my class seems super lame( the people in it) And my schedule is gonna be all different!
I WILL BE SELLING CLOTHES AND ACCESSORIES THIS WEEK, SO CHECK THEM OUT!
I <3 Ratman he's my hero <3 <3
Now for pictures!
And I thought it was getting better
apparently my luck has gotten me stranded.....
Birthday was okay .. ppl bailed .. expect nothing from anyone or you will always be disappointed
Went to Kalahari with the boy .. it was okay then went back to the hotel and he drank till he forgot he was wrong!
A huge fight happened which this time I actually didn't start.. ended up with him kicking me out bc he was drunk and wanting to fight , so he left me stranded 2 hrs away from home in the outside of a hotel... hurtful words were said fears were made and eyes cried!
What a fucking way to end a nice get away.... that is it ... give only 1 chance for 2 will make you look and feel stupid
i will never trust his hurtful ways ...
he owes me $400 ..I will prob never get that back... he called my mother and lied to her , saying I started t and he waited for me to get a ride home ..he never did
I feel so many emotions right now...
I feel sad bc we ended something we had for 3yrs , that I will never kiss him again or hold him or tell him I love you again, sad that this was the end of our relationship!
I feel angry that he could do this to me ! That he got mad at something so petty that I didn't even start! That he acted the way he did ! That he kicked me out and stranded me and said the cruel hurtful things he did ! That he lied to my mother about the whole thing!!!!!!!!
I feel like at the same time I shouldn't take this and move on , like the fight during the summer was bad enough this was his last chance, now i cando whatever I like .........
iI don't want to return to his arms but at the same time I'm longing .......
I keep telling myself and everyone I will never deal with him again and that he fucked up for the last time , yet my gut is telling me its not over............
had my family party today and all I wanted to do was cry the whole time and run away from it ... I sat there with no conversation and with a look of despair on my face... barely any of my family showed ... what a miserable day .
I am going into hiding and never coming out
I'm shaken by the thunder and struck by the lightening ...
apparently my luck has gotten me stranded.....
Birthday was okay .. ppl bailed .. expect nothing from anyone or you will always be disappointed
Went to Kalahari with the boy .. it was okay then went back to the hotel and he drank till he forgot he was wrong!
A huge fight happened which this time I actually didn't start.. ended up with him kicking me out bc he was drunk and wanting to fight , so he left me stranded 2 hrs away from home in the outside of a hotel... hurtful words were said fears were made and eyes cried!
What a fucking way to end a nice get away.... that is it ... give only 1 chance for 2 will make you look and feel stupid
i will never trust his hurtful ways ...
he owes me $400 ..I will prob never get that back... he called my mother and lied to her , saying I started t and he waited for me to get a ride home ..he never did
I feel so many emotions right now...
I feel sad bc we ended something we had for 3yrs , that I will never kiss him again or hold him or tell him I love you again, sad that this was the end of our relationship!
I feel angry that he could do this to me ! That he got mad at something so petty that I didn't even start! That he acted the way he did ! That he kicked me out and stranded me and said the cruel hurtful things he did ! That he lied to my mother about the whole thing!!!!!!!!
I feel like at the same time I shouldn't take this and move on , like the fight during the summer was bad enough this was his last chance, now i cando whatever I like .........
iI don't want to return to his arms but at the same time I'm longing .......
I keep telling myself and everyone I will never deal with him again and that he fucked up for the last time , yet my gut is telling me its not over............
had my family party today and all I wanted to do was cry the whole time and run away from it ... I sat there with no conversation and with a look of despair on my face... barely any of my family showed ... what a miserable day .
I am going into hiding and never coming out
I'm shaken by the thunder and struck by the lightening ...
How was everyone's Valentine's day?
Mine was great! Played a game and got a giant Teddy!!!!
So my bday is this thursday! Going to Dave and Buster's , for those of you that don't know what that is , it's a big kids chuckie cheese! SOOOOOOOOOO much fun!
Also I havea feeling my mom is trying to make a surprise party or something sneaky for me ! I dk why but I jus think sooo...
I have so much going on in March
Going to Boston to help this girl graduate from dental school. I'll be her assistant.
Going to visit my friend while out there.
Going to see The Get!!!!!!!! I love them sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!
Pay my enrollment fee for school
Get my wisdom teeth removed
Start school
And go to a couple parties in between!
it's gonna be busy! February came and went soo quickly ! Time keeps on flying by . I still can't believe I'm going to be 23! Damn i'm getting up there!
O I got a new rat , he's a baby ad his name is Calvery!
And I think I got a job! I go in tomorrow for training ! YAY can't wait to get outta dancing !
I just learned how to hula hoop! I am to proud of myself!
Okay so question of the day
Do you believe in Aliens ? and why do or don't you ?
And Fun Fact :
I love Shawshank Redemption!
okay that;s all for today
I Want this for my bday !
Mine was great! Played a game and got a giant Teddy!!!!
So my bday is this thursday! Going to Dave and Buster's , for those of you that don't know what that is , it's a big kids chuckie cheese! SOOOOOOOOOO much fun!
Also I havea feeling my mom is trying to make a surprise party or something sneaky for me ! I dk why but I jus think sooo...
I have so much going on in March
Going to Boston to help this girl graduate from dental school. I'll be her assistant.
Going to visit my friend while out there.
Going to see The Get!!!!!!!! I love them sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!
Pay my enrollment fee for school
Get my wisdom teeth removed
Start school
And go to a couple parties in between!
it's gonna be busy! February came and went soo quickly ! Time keeps on flying by . I still can't believe I'm going to be 23! Damn i'm getting up there!
O I got a new rat , he's a baby ad his name is Calvery!
And I think I got a job! I go in tomorrow for training ! YAY can't wait to get outta dancing !
I just learned how to hula hoop! I am to proud of myself!
Okay so question of the day
Do you believe in Aliens ? and why do or don't you ?
And Fun Fact :
I love Shawshank Redemption!
okay that;s all for today
I Want this for my bday !
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They will have a sea monkey war... blue tank has been thur alot where as the red tank is just beginning.
I learned a lipstick trick to make your lips look bigger... its eh doesn't help much.
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I'm bored ... and busy all at the same time... don't get it !
If you could go on a cruise to The Caribbean or England , Ireland & Scotland?
I would like a song made for my bday... that be pretty sweet
I have decided I don't want to be 23 , so i'm turning 22 again! Something bout 23 i dont like and I don't know!
My last birthday was soo much fun ,I'm afraid this 1 won't be.
I need cool friends who want to hang out !
I need to go out soon.. feeling couped up .. been looking for a new job ..now going many places.. I need to look harder!
Toki Wartooth is not a bumble bee... thought you should know!
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I have 2 things of sea monkeys...
They will have a sea monkey war... blue tank has been thur alot where as the red tank is just beginning.
I learned a lipstick trick to make your lips look bigger... its eh doesn't help much.
Marcula -Aqua Teen Hunger Force
I'm bored ... and busy all at the same time... don't get it !
If you could go on a cruise to The Caribbean or England , Ireland & Scotland?
I would like a song made for my bday... that be pretty sweet
I have decided I don't want to be 23 , so i'm turning 22 again! Something bout 23 i dont like and I don't know!
My last birthday was soo much fun ,I'm afraid this 1 won't be.
I need cool friends who want to hang out !
I need to go out soon.. feeling couped up .. been looking for a new job ..now going many places.. I need to look harder!
Toki Wartooth is not a bumble bee... thought you should know!
Catch ya on the flip side!
I think I am done dancing....
I don't want to do this anymore , I want an actual career. Or to run my own little business.
Soooo I was thinking bout starting an online strip club , where its set up like a real strip club, you pay the girls $22 for 10min of nude dancing. Wondering if anyone be interested in this. I mean if you could go to a strip club from home would you pay to watch girls dance for you and chat with you? I'm not sure if this would be a good investment or not .. so I'm assking for your opinions. heres why I think it's be good.
You don't have to go out and pay for charges and parking fees or if the weathers bad you don't have to drive , you can do whatever you want while watching the girls dance, and you can drink without worrying about a DUI or needing a driver or cab.
heres why i don't think it will work: people can watch porn online! Why watch a girl dance naked when you can go on other sites and watch them play with themselves ?
So tell me what you think!
Other topic
I've been playing alot of l4d2 lately and I love shit talking to people! I think it's funny to fuck with them.
I Got my lip tattooed it says FOUL bc I'm foul mouthed!
It didn't hurt but it did fade .. i bought nice ink for my friend to re do it , so i will never have to pay muwhahahha and also so it stays alot longer!
I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed soon.. I'm soooo nervous! I hate needles and Its scaring me bout going under. I have never gone under anesthetics before. I'm going to look like a chipmunk when I'm done ... this means tons of ridic pics of me to make fun of ! ha
Bad girls club started up again , which means I'm addicted to mental retarded broads trying to be bad asses haha .. why do I love this show ? Ugh its soo dumb haha I make fun of the girls on there and its entertaining ! I mainly have an obsession with watching the fights !
I'm still on my diet and exercise and I feel better.. I lost 5 lbs !!! YAY Now only 10 more !!!! I'm hoping I can do it and keep it off ! I should really take pics and do comparisons.
I'm going to be selling clothes soon so check up on that and see if theres anything you like !
Lately:
emery kinda mood lately !
I miss talking to my lovely Toxic !
Well hope all is well !
xoxoox
Laiden
I don't want to do this anymore , I want an actual career. Or to run my own little business.
Soooo I was thinking bout starting an online strip club , where its set up like a real strip club, you pay the girls $22 for 10min of nude dancing. Wondering if anyone be interested in this. I mean if you could go to a strip club from home would you pay to watch girls dance for you and chat with you? I'm not sure if this would be a good investment or not .. so I'm assking for your opinions. heres why I think it's be good.
You don't have to go out and pay for charges and parking fees or if the weathers bad you don't have to drive , you can do whatever you want while watching the girls dance, and you can drink without worrying about a DUI or needing a driver or cab.
heres why i don't think it will work: people can watch porn online! Why watch a girl dance naked when you can go on other sites and watch them play with themselves ?
So tell me what you think!
Other topic
I've been playing alot of l4d2 lately and I love shit talking to people! I think it's funny to fuck with them.
I Got my lip tattooed it says FOUL bc I'm foul mouthed!
It didn't hurt but it did fade .. i bought nice ink for my friend to re do it , so i will never have to pay muwhahahha and also so it stays alot longer!
I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed soon.. I'm soooo nervous! I hate needles and Its scaring me bout going under. I have never gone under anesthetics before. I'm going to look like a chipmunk when I'm done ... this means tons of ridic pics of me to make fun of ! ha
Bad girls club started up again , which means I'm addicted to mental retarded broads trying to be bad asses haha .. why do I love this show ? Ugh its soo dumb haha I make fun of the girls on there and its entertaining ! I mainly have an obsession with watching the fights !
I'm still on my diet and exercise and I feel better.. I lost 5 lbs !!! YAY Now only 10 more !!!! I'm hoping I can do it and keep it off ! I should really take pics and do comparisons.
I'm going to be selling clothes soon so check up on that and see if theres anything you like !
Lately:
emery kinda mood lately !
I miss talking to my lovely Toxic !
Well hope all is well !
xoxoox
Laiden
Ello Ello out there!!!!
So New years came , and I want to tell you I feel refreshed !!!! 2010 was not my year and I feel like this year is actually a clean slate for me ! I've never felt like new years resolutions were something to stick to , just thought it was a tacky thing no one ever stuck to , but I feel like I actually believe this time !
I'm in the process of eating better , and exercising ! I already did a demanding workout today and have been doing little exercises lately! I cut out pop and am eating more veggies !! I'm actually proud of myself!
What Did you do for New years ?
I spent mine with my friends & TurboTime! I got drunk but not wasted , didn't fight .. so I was good ! haha
So I did one of the things off my new years list ... well a couple ,
I took more baths with more people , and I'm laughing alot more !!!
Anywho its pic time :
I'm dreaming of pink elephants....
So New years came , and I want to tell you I feel refreshed !!!! 2010 was not my year and I feel like this year is actually a clean slate for me ! I've never felt like new years resolutions were something to stick to , just thought it was a tacky thing no one ever stuck to , but I feel like I actually believe this time !
I'm in the process of eating better , and exercising ! I already did a demanding workout today and have been doing little exercises lately! I cut out pop and am eating more veggies !! I'm actually proud of myself!
What Did you do for New years ?
I spent mine with my friends & TurboTime! I got drunk but not wasted , didn't fight .. so I was good ! haha
So I did one of the things off my new years list ... well a couple ,
I took more baths with more people , and I'm laughing alot more !!!
Anywho its pic time :
I'm dreaming of pink elephants....
Well hiydee hoee Sg land
How was your xmas ?
Mine was fair .. got some pretty sweet gifts and some return gifts haha
Rule that should be made, if you don't know someones style ,don't buy clothes haha , i felt like ralphie from a xmas story when he got the bunny suit... it was almost as bad ! ahaha
I got a promise ring from my kinda bf .. not sure what it truly means , but it looks like an engagement ring.. hmm
Also What is everyone doing for new years ?
I want something fun , since last year I fell and was lame , but im afraid its gonna be pretty lame once again .. no one wants to let me know if they want to do anything bahh
Anywho,
I've decided to take down my newest set in review, i'm gonna be honest and it might start shit , but i am extremely disappointed in that set! It was over photoshopped and the pics were not what I wanted...
You live you learn i suppose...
But yeah .. Here are my plans for this up coming year:
Visit my friend in Mass
Get the tat I've been wanting
Get new dermals
Try and get more motivated
Actually work out
Go on a trip
Go to Kalahri
Save money
Learn pole tricks once again
spend more time with family ,bc in the end friends aren't always going to be there
Give more hugs
Be more open minded
Go into a candy coma
Dance more stress less
Learn new cheesy one liners
Drink less , laugh more
Try my hardest in school
Take care of my body more and watch my food intake
Take more baths with people.. sharing is caring haha
Find a good job
Try new looks
Be fearless
Get a new phone that isn't a piece of shit
Get a new purse that can hold a dead body if need be
Try and teach my old dog new tricks
Learn to whistle
Take charge more
Be seen and heard , but not overly seen and not too loud
Grow a bigger butt
Try to build my memory
Smile more at random strangers
Not to give up , EVER!
Be honest more , even if it does mean it could hurt someones feeling .. not being mean and blunt , just honest
Investigate
i'll think of more later
But did i tell u i got my blood work done , just waiting on results! Hopefully they figure out whats wrong with me !!!
Okay well until next year .. xoxxoxox
And Happy fucking New Year
How was your xmas ?
Mine was fair .. got some pretty sweet gifts and some return gifts haha
Rule that should be made, if you don't know someones style ,don't buy clothes haha , i felt like ralphie from a xmas story when he got the bunny suit... it was almost as bad ! ahaha
I got a promise ring from my kinda bf .. not sure what it truly means , but it looks like an engagement ring.. hmm
Also What is everyone doing for new years ?
I want something fun , since last year I fell and was lame , but im afraid its gonna be pretty lame once again .. no one wants to let me know if they want to do anything bahh
Anywho,
I've decided to take down my newest set in review, i'm gonna be honest and it might start shit , but i am extremely disappointed in that set! It was over photoshopped and the pics were not what I wanted...
You live you learn i suppose...
But yeah .. Here are my plans for this up coming year:
Visit my friend in Mass
Get the tat I've been wanting
Get new dermals
Try and get more motivated
Actually work out
Go on a trip
Go to Kalahri
Save money
Learn pole tricks once again
spend more time with family ,bc in the end friends aren't always going to be there
Give more hugs
Be more open minded
Go into a candy coma
Dance more stress less
Learn new cheesy one liners
Drink less , laugh more
Try my hardest in school
Take care of my body more and watch my food intake
Take more baths with people.. sharing is caring haha
Find a good job
Try new looks
Be fearless
Get a new phone that isn't a piece of shit
Get a new purse that can hold a dead body if need be
Try and teach my old dog new tricks
Learn to whistle
Take charge more
Be seen and heard , but not overly seen and not too loud
Grow a bigger butt
Try to build my memory
Smile more at random strangers
Not to give up , EVER!
Be honest more , even if it does mean it could hurt someones feeling .. not being mean and blunt , just honest
Investigate
i'll think of more later
But did i tell u i got my blood work done , just waiting on results! Hopefully they figure out whats wrong with me !!!
Okay well until next year .. xoxxoxox
And Happy fucking New Year
I'm done with all the bullshit drama..my father is a piece of work , his side of the family won't believe e and i'm sick of feeling like i'm an inadequate piece of shit ! So i'm moving on ...
i'm making this blog to be over it !
Songs
apparently i cant upload like a G6
well that is all for now i'm high and buzzed and watching these made me happy
i'm making this blog to be over it !
Songs
apparently i cant upload like a G6
well that is all for now i'm high and buzzed and watching these made me happy
Hello Ladies and gents
Went to the SG Halloween party and it was so much fun! Also saw some pretty effing sweet costumes!!!
Well i'm all moved into my new place and getting my life in check! I was supposed to start school nov 19th but unfortunately fasfa and other things prevented me from getting in then , so instead I start March 29th! I think it's for the better tho , i'll already be done with the holidays , will take all the stress off ! Everything works it way out ya know?
Well today I went to the art museum :
I am inlove with Salvador Dali , Max Ernst & Van Gogh !!!!
After the art museum , went to dinner and then saw HARRY POTTER And the deathly hallows!!!! Damn it was marvelous!!!! Got me on the edge of my seat & now i'm so anxious for part 2!!!!
Also Dec 11th i get tested for thyriod disease , i'm almost positive i have it ! I have all the symptoms and i'm soo sick of feeling this way , that I just want them to tell me I have it so i can take care of it and stop feeling this way ! So fingers crossed ... sounds weird to hope for this haha
anywho i got carried away ! So I shall leave you for now! Enjoy your turkey day !!!
xoxo
Laiden <3
Went to the SG Halloween party and it was so much fun! Also saw some pretty effing sweet costumes!!!
Well i'm all moved into my new place and getting my life in check! I was supposed to start school nov 19th but unfortunately fasfa and other things prevented me from getting in then , so instead I start March 29th! I think it's for the better tho , i'll already be done with the holidays , will take all the stress off ! Everything works it way out ya know?
Well today I went to the art museum :
I am inlove with Salvador Dali , Max Ernst & Van Gogh !!!!
After the art museum , went to dinner and then saw HARRY POTTER And the deathly hallows!!!! Damn it was marvelous!!!! Got me on the edge of my seat & now i'm so anxious for part 2!!!!
Also Dec 11th i get tested for thyriod disease , i'm almost positive i have it ! I have all the symptoms and i'm soo sick of feeling this way , that I just want them to tell me I have it so i can take care of it and stop feeling this way ! So fingers crossed ... sounds weird to hope for this haha
anywho i got carried away ! So I shall leave you for now! Enjoy your turkey day !!!
xoxo
Laiden <3
