Life is a funny thing ...

Always changing


Well , I'm going back to school, i did my fasfa and I take my placement test this week.
I'm single again . With a unstable breakup. This is the first time since 2008 that i've spent christmas alone. It feels odd. I think I have HPD no not HPV , HPD! look it up if you don't know. My heart feels heavy , while my eyes feel swollen and my stomach aches from being a lush. Life seems simpler when you can't feel it.

In other news , I love my new job and have made many of friends there.

I'm going to sing this


















they grow up fast..



well a be beb ebbe that's all folks

Happy holidays !!!

Marco


polo



my stray i took in had the most beautiful precious cutest lil kitten faces in the world!!!!!!!!' I nam.ed them
Perseus , Icarus & Pandora

Was a groomsmaid in my cousin's wedding , he had me stand on his side . It was awesome !

My bf came to ohio for the wedding and it was amazing, his ex is trying to cause problems and is talking shit about me to him then all over her fb.. i never met the broad before so i find it funny.

Got a job but during the remodeling it caught on fire so i will be jobless for another month ugh, dancing it is .. boo

I really have been feeling creative lately , i need to keep on that once i get going i get into it.

i'm actually going to be selling wreaths i'm making and earrings , feedback would be most appreciated .

I want to ask a question every (you guys ) perspective

Q: What do you feel is you worst physical and personality trait ?
mine ?
i hate my belly and nose. and my anger, i tend to be over emotional at times and feel alone.



























PICTURE OVERLOAD AHHHH
Thanks for taking your time and leaving comments it always means alot to me!
Until we speak again

xoxo Laiden

Downward spiral but hopefully moving upward.
Got my feelings hurt but people are replaceable
Law trouble
Back to dancing
Still looking for bartending jobs
Losing and gaining , losing , losing , losing ...
Got wigs , my new addiction
Got a new tat, not finished yet tho , its of the wizard of oz
Pregnant stray i took in should have her kittens soon , can't wait !













anyone like shark week ?




my new song addiction





anyone have any cute kitty pics ?

Hello again


























and that's all

Long time no talk,... let's catch up shall we?


lost my job , got it back under new management , then lost it again. que lastima
now i'm at a place i'm not fond of but its all i have as of now.
The boy and I are well , at the end of summer we plan on moving to chicago, that is the plan if we make enough, by the way things are going thus far it's not looking like blue skies.

My mood has been under the weather. Feel like all is lost in the world of me , i know it will get better but its the anticipation that is a killer.

Has anyone seen "How I met your mother" its my new obession. i watched all episodes now to wait for the new ones...Netflix is awesome but then when you become accustomed to watching one right after the other it sucks when you actually have to wait for the new episode haha


Any jokes or words of wisdom to present to me would be appreciated ,


indoor slip n slide

Well i think it's about time i update and get new set done ... you agree/?

Alots been going on. Been working sooo much. Met a guy from chicago we hit it off very well , he came to ohio and lived with me then he moved back bc he couldn't find a job .... its like a movie i swear. I am thinking about moving soon too. I changed from school and going for psychology . I will start online school soon , so wish me luck on that. I have an amazing therapist whos helping me and guiding me along the way.


I have new obsessions lately: Deadly women. I survived. And anything that is serial killer or just people who kill oriented. I find the way their minds function so fascinating. .
Another reason I can't wait to become a psychologist.

Work has been stressing me out to the fullest lately. I got in trouble for not knowing how to bite my tongue to ignorant people. Thats one of the hardest things for me , is just biting my tongue.
So i got suspended and now i feel like i'm constantly walking on eggshells. I always feel like i might be fired next. Not to mention i used to be the favorite there and now i don't know where i stand , completely frustrating beyond belief.


love life....hmmmm its .. i'll get back to you on that one


friends.: have been few and in between , but i'm learning to be alone and be okay with it. Its hard for me to keep relationships and for people to fully understand me when they only hit the top layer. I am a huge cake filled with layers of me and i have issues with keeping people bc of my temp or not understanding why they can't see the world as i do.

My life seems like i'm getting it together like an adult now , its sooo weird. I feel so much older and mature. i mean i still goof off and act like a child in some aspects but i actually feel like an adult adult.

Speaking of which ... I'm gonna be an old women and be 24 on the 24th... ahhhh '
I'm wanting to go t kalahari but we will see how that goes . I dont want a party , i just want to be happy with my family for it.

alright thats about all the update i have time for. I hope i don't wait forever to rite another blog . Hope all is well in the life of SG and your lives in general. Take care and make good choices haha

signing out
Laiden

long time no talk ...helloooo there! hope all is well !
kisses and fishes


o btw Happy new Year !

Went to Chicago!
Had soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! so much that i'm going back the end of this month!
Got a colonascopy and no results thus far... depressing !
My lease is up end of october, so i need to decide if ohio is the right place for me to live.
School couldnt take me back in time for my colonascopy so that sucks

Heartaches and alcohol ... going to chicago Sunday till Wednesday ... maybe shit will get better? Anyone want to get me a new car? K thanks! the most beautiful flowers ever!!!! 80s nite and the poison concert cedar point saw a colon doc gotta wait for results doing this all thur my phone.....yeah need a new photoset and to lose ten pounds...okay love you bye!

Dear friends fans and followers,
It's been too long since i was on here , let me update!
I am going to school but had to take a leave bc my stomach is beyond messed up. I went to hospital and they gave me meds but its still messed up.
I got fired from my 1 bartending job and was absolutely fine with it bc i found a job i loveeeeeeeeee! I'm bartending downtown and making way more than i was! I officially quit dancing! YAY! it was soo liberating !
I had a crush still kinda do but knowits going no where so i must move on .. i just want a time consuming person for right now.. tho shouldn't need anyone it would be nice. My hair is now pink and blue ,like cotton candy.
I also have become a daredevil and have plunged to my death from the sky.. Yes I have skydived and am an official skydiver! I def loved it , it was sooo unreal and I want to take classes to become licensed. I got a video taken of the dive. I look ridic. I was soooo nervous at first and when the instructor pushed us out i screamed at first bc i couldn't believe I was actually jumping out of an airplane and out to open air space. It was insane , I still can't believe it happened!
Update pic time:










until next time
xoxox
Laiden