Well i think it's about time i update and get new set done ... you agree/?

Alots been going on. Been working sooo much. Met a guy from chicago we hit it off very well , he came to ohio and lived with me then he moved back bc he couldn't find a job .... its like a movie i swear. I am thinking about moving soon too. I changed from school and going for psychology . I will start online school soon , so wish me luck on that. I have an amazing therapist whos helping me and guiding me along the way.


I have new obsessions lately: Deadly women. I survived. And anything that is serial killer or just people who kill oriented. I find the way their minds function so fascinating. .
Another reason I can't wait to become a psychologist.

Work has been stressing me out to the fullest lately. I got in trouble for not knowing how to bite my tongue to ignorant people. Thats one of the hardest things for me , is just biting my tongue.
So i got suspended and now i feel like i'm constantly walking on eggshells. I always feel like i might be fired next. Not to mention i used to be the favorite there and now i don't know where i stand , completely frustrating beyond belief.


love life....hmmmm its .. i'll get back to you on that one


friends.: have been few and in between , but i'm learning to be alone and be okay with it. Its hard for me to keep relationships and for people to fully understand me when they only hit the top layer. I am a huge cake filled with layers of me and i have issues with keeping people bc of my temp or not understanding why they can't see the world as i do.

My life seems like i'm getting it together like an adult now , its sooo weird. I feel so much older and mature. i mean i still goof off and act like a child in some aspects but i actually feel like an adult adult.

Speaking of which ... I'm gonna be an old women and be 24 on the 24th... ahhhh '
I'm wanting to go t kalahari but we will see how that goes . I dont want a party , i just want to be happy with my family for it.

alright thats about all the update i have time for. I hope i don't wait forever to rite another blog . Hope all is well in the life of SG and your lives in general. Take care and make good choices haha

signing out
Laiden

long time no talk ...helloooo there! hope all is well !
kisses and fishes


o btw Happy new Year !

Went to Chicago!
Had soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! so much that i'm going back the end of this month!
Got a colonascopy and no results thus far... depressing !
My lease is up end of october, so i need to decide if ohio is the right place for me to live.
School couldnt take me back in time for my colonascopy so that sucks

Heartaches and alcohol ... going to chicago Sunday till Wednesday ... maybe shit will get better? Anyone want to get me a new car? K thanks! the most beautiful flowers ever!!!! 80s nite and the poison concert cedar point saw a colon doc gotta wait for results doing this all thur my phone.....yeah need a new photoset and to lose ten pounds...okay love you bye!

Dear friends fans and followers,
It's been too long since i was on here , let me update!
I am going to school but had to take a leave bc my stomach is beyond messed up. I went to hospital and they gave me meds but its still messed up.
I got fired from my 1 bartending job and was absolutely fine with it bc i found a job i loveeeeeeeeee! I'm bartending downtown and making way more than i was! I officially quit dancing! YAY! it was soo liberating !
I had a crush still kinda do but knowits going no where so i must move on .. i just want a time consuming person for right now.. tho shouldn't need anyone it would be nice. My hair is now pink and blue ,like cotton candy.
I also have become a daredevil and have plunged to my death from the sky.. Yes I have skydived and am an official skydiver! I def loved it , it was sooo unreal and I want to take classes to become licensed. I got a video taken of the dive. I look ridic. I was soooo nervous at first and when the instructor pushed us out i screamed at first bc i couldn't believe I was actually jumping out of an airplane and out to open air space. It was insane , I still can't believe it happened!
Update pic time:










until next time
xoxox
Laiden

Got my wisdom teeth out .... And it wasn't as bad as I thought although I was wayyyy sore afterwords.
School has begun and it has been taking all my time . I feel useless and need a new job or I won't survive...any ideas? I'm thinking another bartending job but its gonna be tough bc I have school 9am-5pm so i would need a job from 6pm - xclose..hopefully not super late tho!!!

My car has also began to take yet another gigantic shit on me ... damn it !
Anyone want to sell me a car ? 1 that is preferably awesome and won't break down majorly for atleast 4 years !
thank you !
Saddness took over


Anyone remember these bad boys? Used to love them

THank you to everyone who left comments in my last blog !!!! I appreciate it more than you know!

I went to Boston! had a really good time! It was what I needed! Also enjoyed riding the T and seeing the city!
My fav part was the Aquarium! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT!
MY least fav part Stupid accents! No offense if your from the area ,but not a fan!
I got a job bartending! I am officially a bartender woohoo!
St Patty's day went out to Cleveland to see the parade and get my drink on!
People yet again kept calling me Lady gaga! I don't look like her! Pet peeve is being called her!
Well while downtown , I saw acouple of my friends and there was this drunk girl who was also friends with them. She was nothing but rude the whole time . I was actually trying to be nice to her. Well she kept running her mouth on rude comments to me , so I jacked her 3 times in the face. She shut the fuck up fast! It felt good !!!!
Lately I've been not putting up with peoples shit! And they do something I'm calling them out !
Done with the stupid drama and bullshit, you don't want to make me your enemy but if you do , I promise you will regret living!
Now that is outta the way ... I get my wisdom teeth pulled this Tuesday! Still super nervous! ALso start school the 29th! I'm nervous bout that too, my class seems super lame( the people in it) And my schedule is gonna be all different!

I WILL BE SELLING CLOTHES AND ACCESSORIES THIS WEEK, SO CHECK THEM OUT!

I <3 Ratman he's my hero <3 <3

Now for pictures!

And I thought it was getting better
apparently my luck has gotten me stranded.....
Birthday was okay .. ppl bailed .. expect nothing from anyone or you will always be disappointed
Went to Kalahari with the boy .. it was okay then went back to the hotel and he drank till he forgot he was wrong!
A huge fight happened which this time I actually didn't start.. ended up with him kicking me out bc he was drunk and wanting to fight , so he left me stranded 2 hrs away from home in the outside of a hotel... hurtful words were said fears were made and eyes cried!
What a fucking way to end a nice get away.... that is it ... give only 1 chance for 2 will make you look and feel stupid
i will never trust his hurtful ways ...
he owes me $400 ..I will prob never get that back... he called my mother and lied to her , saying I started t and he waited for me to get a ride home ..he never did
I feel so many emotions right now...
I feel sad bc we ended something we had for 3yrs , that I will never kiss him again or hold him or tell him I love you again, sad that this was the end of our relationship!
I feel angry that he could do this to me ! That he got mad at something so petty that I didn't even start! That he acted the way he did ! That he kicked me out and stranded me and said the cruel hurtful things he did ! That he lied to my mother about the whole thing!!!!!!!!
I feel like at the same time I shouldn't take this and move on , like the fight during the summer was bad enough this was his last chance, now i cando whatever I like .........
iI don't want to return to his arms but at the same time I'm longing .......
I keep telling myself and everyone I will never deal with him again and that he fucked up for the last time , yet my gut is telling me its not over............


had my family party today and all I wanted to do was cry the whole time and run away from it ... I sat there with no conversation and with a look of despair on my face... barely any of my family showed ... what a miserable day .
I am going into hiding and never coming out


I'm shaken by the thunder and struck by the lightening ...

How was everyone's Valentine's day?
Mine was great! Played a game and got a giant Teddy!!!!
So my bday is this thursday! Going to Dave and Buster's , for those of you that don't know what that is , it's a big kids chuckie cheese! SOOOOOOOOOO much fun!
Also I havea feeling my mom is trying to make a surprise party or something sneaky for me ! I dk why but I jus think sooo...
I have so much going on in March
Going to Boston to help this girl graduate from dental school. I'll be her assistant.
Going to visit my friend while out there.
Going to see The Get!!!!!!!! I love them sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!
Pay my enrollment fee for school
Get my wisdom teeth removed
Start school
And go to a couple parties in between!

it's gonna be busy! February came and went soo quickly ! Time keeps on flying by . I still can't believe I'm going to be 23! Damn i'm getting up there!
O I got a new rat , he's a baby ad his name is Calvery!
And I think I got a job! I go in tomorrow for training ! YAY can't wait to get outta dancing !
I just learned how to hula hoop! I am to proud of myself!

Okay so question of the day
Do you believe in Aliens ? and why do or don't you ?

And Fun Fact :
I love Shawshank Redemption!
okay that;s all for today

I Want this for my bday !

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I am writing to
I am writing to remember
I am writing to remember how
I am writing to remember how to
I am writing to remember how to write.


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I am trying
I am trying to
I am trying to remember
I am trying to remember how
I am trying to remember how I
I am trying to remember how I wrote.


I
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I am listening
I am listening to
I am listening to voiceless
I am listening to voiceless echos.



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I am yours
I am yours forever
I am yours forever more .



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I am spiritually at a crossroads


Hi
I have 2 things of sea monkeys...
They will have a sea monkey war... blue tank has been thur alot where as the red tank is just beginning.
I learned a lipstick trick to make your lips look bigger... its eh doesn't help much.
Marcula -Aqua Teen Hunger Force
I'm bored ... and busy all at the same time... don't get it !
If you could go on a cruise to The Caribbean or England , Ireland & Scotland?
I would like a song made for my bday... that be pretty sweet
I have decided I don't want to be 23 , so i'm turning 22 again! Something bout 23 i dont like and I don't know!
My last birthday was soo much fun ,I'm afraid this 1 won't be.
I need cool friends who want to hang out !
I need to go out soon.. feeling couped up .. been looking for a new job ..now going many places.. I need to look harder!

Toki Wartooth is not a bumble bee... thought you should know!


Catch ya on the flip side!