Well i think it's about time i update and get new set done ... you agree/?

Alots been going on. Been working sooo much. Met a guy from chicago we hit it off very well , he came to ohio and lived with me then he moved back bc he couldn't find a job .... its like a movie i swear. I am thinking about moving soon too. I changed from school and going for psychology . I will start online school soon , so wish me luck on that. I have an amazing therapist whos helping me and guiding me along the way.


I have new obsessions lately: Deadly women. I survived. And anything that is serial killer or just people who kill oriented. I find the way their minds function so fascinating. .
Another reason I can't wait to become a psychologist.

Work has been stressing me out to the fullest lately. I got in trouble for not knowing how to bite my tongue to ignorant people. Thats one of the hardest things for me , is just biting my tongue.
So i got suspended and now i feel like i'm constantly walking on eggshells. I always feel like i might be fired next. Not to mention i used to be the favorite there and now i don't know where i stand , completely frustrating beyond belief.


love life....hmmmm its .. i'll get back to you on that one


friends.: have been few and in between , but i'm learning to be alone and be okay with it. Its hard for me to keep relationships and for people to fully understand me when they only hit the top layer. I am a huge cake filled with layers of me and i have issues with keeping people bc of my temp or not understanding why they can't see the world as i do.

My life seems like i'm getting it together like an adult now , its sooo weird. I feel so much older and mature. i mean i still goof off and act like a child in some aspects but i actually feel like an adult adult.

Speaking of which ... I'm gonna be an old women and be 24 on the 24th... ahhhh '
I'm wanting to go t kalahari but we will see how that goes . I dont want a party , i just want to be happy with my family for it.

alright thats about all the update i have time for. I hope i don't wait forever to rite another blog . Hope all is well in the life of SG and your lives in general. Take care and make good choices haha

signing out
Laiden