How do u stop having reoccurring unpleasant dreams about someone? Painful. I just want rest and not waking up with an anxiety attack.

please send good vibes... probation hearing on thurs and im in a wee bit of trouble. very stressed. this last wknd did a shoot with a few friends who are moving to India. gonna miss 'em big time but at least we have sum pix to always remeber. who knows, i might just say hasta la vista america. ha ha jk! enjoy!

I fucking hate my computer. It is such a piece of shit. I'm about to fucking throw it thru the fucking window. I can't even get it 2 turn on anymore. I'm sick of using my phone as my computer. I can't get done what I need to do. FTW

Happy holidays fuckerz! Have a drinky for me cuz I'm on the wagon right now. Last night slept on my neck all funky. Have not been able to fuckin move my head all day. Been trying everything!! Yoga, pain killers, Chinese linament, heat pack. All to no avail.

Half way throught Girl With the Dragon Tattoo. I wish someone would have told me there are rape scenes in it. No bueno. Can't read it at night anymore. Have not seen any of the movies, wanting to get through the book(s) first. Has anyone seen the line of clothes H&M is doing in collaboration with the books? Fkn weird and trendy from what I have seen. American flag??? What the fuck????

my computer is a piece of shit.

my bday is this wknd. hopeing just to have fun. no fkn drama.

pic of Elizabeth n i @ Hollywood Forever Cemetary screening of E.T.xoxo


wednesday found a new bed in my ride fuzzy leopard jacket!

Photos!! Went out Friday night and ran into friends all decked out. Good 2 get out and hear good live metal music. As my friend put it, I am literally "last of the Mohicans".. My grandmother passed away at 95 last week. Her funeral was my Halloween this year. Same day flight and now I am the last living direct descendant on my fathers side of the fam. Now i find myself just enjoying the winter snow and my new jobberz.

my computer is a fucking piece of shit.

in other news...first snow storm in denver last night. power out, treez broken. its beautiful

In LA!! So excited to check out the Tim Burton exhibit @ LACMA!!! Also, Malibu ocean + shrooms = amazingness!!! One photo shoot planned, hope I can squeeze in a few more!

Glitch Mob @ Red Rocks this Saturday July 2nd!!!!!
The Glitch Mob & Lotus with MiMOSA, The New Deal, Com Truise


who is goin??????

my girl n i! gonna be dressed hot as fuck n ready to party!

get my ankle bracelet off 2morrow so im ready to get my dance on!

u guys are AWESOME!!! thank u so much for all the love. i lllloooooovvvvvveeee you! keep on getting kicked down but slowly getting back up. when is shit gonna get better??

did asana then meditation on the beach in cabo. went straight into the ocen when done. ultimate bliss and beauty. dolphins timingly swam by. as i dove under, i could hear them singing. mother earth unfolded true beauty at the moment. i wish to dive down and stay under floating with the currents. signed up for aerial yoga teacher training in august. google it if u have never heard of it. so freeing! cannot wait to share with others!