i want to add my wishlist to my profile but that makes me feel greedy and guilty. also, i mainly want lingerie but i don't want my boyfriend fucking me while i'm wearing panties some stranger bought for me off the porn site i'm on. do you think i'm too sensitive?
been a kind of crappy few days. i woke up feeling like i'm getting a cold. sat on the stoop with schoolwork, watching fuzzy bumblebees blow the petals on the ground around.
god i love deleting people's stupid fucking comments from my journal.
also, i love looking at pictures of cats on the internet.
also, i love looking at pictures of cats on the internet.
that was funny. i went back to california but i couldn't even make it a week without my boyfriend. i was lonely and sad.
so now i'm back in brooklyn! and stuff is yay!
it's been a wonderful day. the thunderstorm broke the humidity in brooklyn. my lover and i dashed outside onto the fire escape in the pouring rain, naked and sticky having just had orgasms. we stood laughing and clutching each other in the downpour and thunder until we were cold and ridiculous.
wasting time when i should be packing. leaving brooklyn soon to head back to california. the promised land.


