this place has gotten really weird in the past week. i wish i could stop paying so much attention but i can't look away. i have so many other things i want to be doing with my time. i need some discipline. brute force.
at some point you look up and realize that you are in some kind of fucked up fantasy world in your mind. especially me, because i never even post or interact, i just obsessively read everything and feel like i'm having some relationship with it. even though most people on this site don't even know i'm here.
yes this is me too.
something must be done.
offline.
let's meet for coffee tomorrow.
i'll call you.
let's not discuss this any more online.
let's close our laptops and get in bed and snuggle with our cats and go to sleep.
I'm sort of hooked on this site as well ..... I've tried a couple times to quit, but due to some glitch the powers that be won't allow me to relinquish my membership
......... and I always get sucked back in
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on your last journal entry........
was it a things the make you go hmmm? hm.
or a harrumph. hm.
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here are some things to make you go hmmmm?
1. everyday is love LE day in my corner of the universe
2. the second law of thermodynamics indicates that the world is tilted towards disorder (i.e. if there is not a net increase in entropy a thermodynamic reaction does not occur) - yet we are surrounded by order, and ordered beings (life)
3. does the fact that trace toxins multiply in concentrations as they climb the food chain have anything to do with the fact that most everyone who lives to the age of 80 either has had - is in the midst of - or will shortly have a major bout of cancer