Second thing: Have you guys seen the @suicidegirls instagram? Lookie at who's booty is one of the featured #sundies, and be sure to follow me as well @kurosunesuicide!
Third thing: I updated my Amazon Wishlist, and Christmas and my Birthday are right around the corner!!!, as well as my SG profile, since it needed some tweaking!
I know it sounds really cheesy, but anyone who sorts the gifts out by Highest to Low Priorties will see I am such a simple girl when it comes to things like this haha!
I really, REALLY, REALLY would love someone forever if they got me:
*The Arizona drink Packs
*Sega Genesis
*And the Lion King and Pocohontas Games!
Preeeease??? With sugar on top? Maybe me on top?
And shameless wishlisting aside!
Now begins my very first hangover post. EVER. Leave it to the love of my life Milloux to take me to an awesome Christmas party last night, as my sorta last hurrah before I begin...
I know it's a little drastic to call it my "sorta last hurrah", but socially, my life is gonna be dead for a while, only because I'm studying three different medical fields in the span of roughly two months, and given I suck at science and math, I'm REALLY going to have to apply myself, so I promise if you guys haven't heard from me in a month, send a search party. I'm probably gonna be buried under mountains of homework!
ALSO: I know everyone saw the announcement about how I'd been accepted to the Japanese language school I'd applied for months ago, located in Tokyo. Well, I've already decided I'm not going. California will always be here; as will Japan. A few girls I talked to really helped me when I was having doubts, and the truth is, my mother comes first. Period. Case closed. I can always attend that school in my later years.
I mean, psh. I'm going to be 24 in February! I'd HARDLY call that old, and I've barely begun to live.
BUT I AM SO DAMN EXCITED!!!
...And you know what? I have the girls of the SGFLSHOOTFEST to thank for this, really. Those specific ladies who listened to me talk about how I wanted to change my life, and help my mom, and their encouragement to do it, and the strike of lightning at discovering my new school when I got back....I'm just really happy right now. ![]()
OHHHHH!!! AND SPEAKING OF SHOOTFESTS!!! Guess who's gonna be at the first shootfest of the year in Los Vegas?
THIS CHICK!!! And guess when it is? My BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!!!! Eeee!!! A great group of babes will be in Vegas from February 1st-3rd, and since my birthday is the 3rd, and Bradley, one of the ladies putting together this shootfest along with Alicee, has her birthday February 13th (AQUARIUS POWER!!!), we're gonna celebrate both of our birthdays there!!!
I'm planning on getting a ginormous cake!
But, before I digress----Back to school! Even HAPPIER about the fact the tuition thing worked itself out. My daddy-o called me to let me know he put the first week's tuition in my bank account, right? So, I go and check, and HOLY SHIT there are three week's of tuition in there, and that is NO SMALL CHANGE. I fell into tears, lol.
So, tomorrow starts a pretty big, and new chapter in my life, and I'm more than excited to take it on! RAWR! BEAST MODE!!!!
But, before I stray too far, I'm pretty happy to say I've never been so happy to be hungover in my entire life. That Christmas party Milloux and I went to last night? BALLS TO THE WALLS INSANE. Long story short, and from what I can piece together last night, I:
*Ended up seeing that older guy I'd been seeing (Read: Having sexy time with) when I'd first moved out here. I knew he was going to be there (and with his new girlfriend), so I liquored up plenty before having MIlly pick me up for this event.
*And guess what? Despite my EXTREME state of drunkenness (and I'm pretty sure I hit a new plateau of wasted, especially for me---Goddamn evil egg nog and hot cocoa spiked drinks!!!) I was a TOTAL lady! His new girlfriend is a sweetheart, and I wanted to give her a hug! And yes, I was exceptionally civil towards him as well! Why wouldn't I be? I'm not cunty like that, and believe it or not, I have an innane talent to be actual friends with my exes new girlfriends/current boyfriends' exes, or, friends with my exes' exes haha. I'm just not a spiteful person.
*Somewhere in between knocking back more egg nog and hot cocoa than I really should have been, I got SO plastered I ended up taking over as bartender! AT THIS MANSION HOUSE OF WHOM THE PEOPLE I DID NOT KNOW. And people are just like, "Make me this, make me that!" and I'm so fucked up, I'm like, "OKAY! HERE! What's your poison! Next!!!" I felt guilty they tried to tip me since I wasn't working there, so, I denied all tips they tried to offer hahaha!

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And then there was this total babe named Raphael. I wanted to sit on his face.

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But all face-sitting aside, adding on to that list of innebriated madness:
*There was a widescreen tv with plenty of holiday porn playing for the guests (and I got a good view of it all since the bar was right in front of it hahaha)
*I tried to eat one of the decorations shaped like candy, but it turned out to be PURE PLASTIC, bleh.
*And finally, the car ride home, which took a lotta work on my end just to get to the car itself. Eventually I just took off my heels and said "Fuck it". It was amazing how I hadn't even fallen and busted my ass the entire time I was there, given I was staggering around as drunk as a poet on payday.
*Actually getting INSIDE my apartment was another feat in itself. I was literally skipping barefoot through the hallways and singing the goddamn Pokemon theme song.
*Once I got to my apartment, fishing my key out of my pocket, and putting it into the lock took roughly around twenty minutes, and then when I finally DID enter my abode at almost 5:30 in the morning, I was tripping over stuff, YELLING at myself to "SHUSH" because everyone was trying to sleep, and then when I finally managed to drag myself into bed, my dick boyfriend told me to "Shut the fuck up and go to sleep".
*I about suffocated him in his sleep with a pillow. Asshole. I ALWAYS tolerate his stupid ass when he comes home drunk, which he does WAY MORE OFTEN than I do. Asshole. God, I cannot WAIT for March. Way to fucking buzzkill me, right?
*I woke up a few hours later with THE WORST HANGOVER ever....and STILL wearing THIS hat.

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Who's HAT IS THIS?!?!?!? And I don't even remember putting it on, even though I'm obviously wearing it at the bar! Oh, but the funniest part about this is that so far, everytime I just get BEYOND fucked up with Milloux, I end up stealing someone's hat. Case in point: Coachella. Totally stole someone's Jose Cuervo cowboy hat. I'm just gonna have a COLLECTION of stolen hats!
Oh well, hahaha!
But I basically spent the day trying to recover, and eating Easy Mac and BBQ chicken wings, and drinking arizona and sleeping as much as I could. I'm really not trying to feel like HELL on wheels before tomorrow morning lol, because again, I NEVER get hungover, because I never go all out. So, right now, I am just like, "UUUUGHHH".
But GOD, so worth it! ![]()
And now, to leave you guys with some randomness before I close out what could be my last blog, at least for the next few weeks!
Been practicing my future housewaifu skills when it comes to domestic shit lol. Been cooking a lot lately, and had to sew a button.

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And looking forward to the day where little ole hopeless romantic me finds the right man for me, so we can settle down and have some awesome kids together (just not anytime soon, haha), and I can have some bonding time like this with my little girl.

Though, I'd love to have a son too! And speaking of tattoos, I'm working on a couple dozen pieces come 2013, with my next project being my sleeve dedication to my mum! And now, to really finish off the blog with a bit more randomness:
I FINALLY got a chance to watch the movie "Lady Snowblood", which as you know, the titular character, is seriously one of my all time influences and heroines.

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Based off of the manga by the same name, of which I own, and have to say, it's my FAVORITE manga, hands down, given I've read it so many times I could quote every, single character in my sleep.

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And if you are familiar with Lady Snowblood, then you should know that THIS series inspired none other than Quentin Tarantino's "KIll Bill", ANOTHER HUGE favorite of mine. He literally sited this manga as his inspiration for the "Kill Bill" series, and if you read the manga, and then watch the movie, you will see SO. MANY. SIMILARITIES. Meiko Kaji, who stared in "Lady Snowblood" as the lead role, would later sing the two main songs featured in "Kill Bill", with Lucy Liu, wearing the same, pristine-white kimono as "O-Ren", and wearing the same hairstyle, both as an homage to Lady Snowblood, and with the ending of the first Kill Bill movie, during the battle with The Bride and O-Ren, ending almost EXACTLY like the end of Lady Snowblood.
Seriously, one of the greatest series I've ever come across, and I highly suggest it!!! And moving on!

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And that's it for now! Oh: Wait----
I love you all so much! Take care, everyone! Wish me luck! Kisses to all the misses, and pitched tents for all the gents~~~
~Kurosune~
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WISHLIST!!!
And be sure to follow me on instagram @Kurosunesuicide!
AAAAAND:
I DID it.
Today, on November 29th, 2012, at 2:40am (Pacifc Time), I logged my final word count for National Novel Writing Month 2012! I DID IT!!!!! I WON MY VERY FIRST NANOWRIMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Word count: 50,207
Story title: She Who Is Yakuza
I started a week late. Wrote something, then didn't even look at my story for another seven days. Wrote more, then slacked off for another four days. Added to my word count again, and then of course, slacked off again for another five days. Towards the end, I wrote a bit more, and skipped four more days were I didn't do a thing, and then another two.
I am damn proud to say I wrote a novel in SIX (nonconsecutive) DAYS, and finished BEFORE the deadline of November 30th, 2012.
Here's the link to my NaNoWriMo page, where you can see my stats, my story genre and read an excerpt from it!
NaNoWriMo 2012: Kurosune
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I wouldn't have been able to achieve this without the awesome laptop my dude scored for me at Black Friday (because mine was on life support at this point). The highlight of standing in that line for only six hours was that I met a fellow nerd who was playing Crash Bandicoot Warped!!!! on his PSP, and that took me WAAAAY back, because Crash Bandicoot Warped was the MAIN reason I wanted (and got) a Playstation (1)!
But yeah, love my new laptop. It's all pink, and happy, and submits to my trecherous demands to satisfy my desire to write whenever. Muahahaha.

In other news, a few days ago, I got the birth control implant, Implanon. In short, it's a matchstick-sized implant they stick up your arm that prevents pregnancy for up to three years. I'm too irresponsible to remember birth control pills (lol), my doctor says since osteoporosis sprints through my family, I can't continue the shot since it'll eventually weaken my bones, and condoms.....yeah, they literally rub me the wrong way trolololo, and I choose not to use them after being with with an equally monogamous partner for a long time.
The only reason I wasn't so wild about having the implant is because (well, one, the whole cutting into me thing), mainly because I didn't want it interfering with my impending sleeve tattoo, but after asking many girls, and a few doctors, a professional should be able to ink my arm and it won't have a negative effect on the implant, and if it scars upon removal, I can just add to the tattoo and cover it up.
Long story short, I was freaked out the entire time, but my doctor was a nice (and funny) lady. There were two other nurses in the room aside from her, and I had to lay down with my arm outstretched. They put a needle in my skin filled with numbing agent (that was THE worst part), and then she told me to look away for a minute. I didn't even feel her placing the implant in my skin, and it's a good thing because it's quite a painful (without numbing agent) and nauseating (to me anyway) process to watch.

I took off my bandage today. Tis a small flesh wound!

And really, that's been my life thus far. I start nursing school on the 10th! YAY!!!!!! I am SO excited for it!!!!!
ALSO!!!! I'm gonna be in Vegas for not only my birthday (Feb, 3rd) But it's also the same weekend as the first shootfest of 2012!!! I am so excited for this one!
And especially congrats to the newly pinked ladies, especially Slamm and Muerta! These babes have been long over due!
Also, be sure to give even MORE love to all of your favorite ladies in MR!
And now, I'm going to bed. Good night, thank you all for the amazing support, prayers, burning things in effigy, and inspiration. Thank you. ♥
Here's some random hilarty I leave you with:
My favorite person from the movie The Birdcage (no one can scream like Nathan Lane)--
Lastly---
Just Click This Link---You Know You Wanna
~Kisses to all the misses, and pitched tents for all the gents~
~~Kuro~~
Just to clarify, there's been a rumor I bleached my hair platinum/white blonde. I'd just like to say these rumors are 150%...
YUP! That's right, I'm SUPER blonde now, and I am loving it. Sorry I've been MIA for a moment, SG! Life has been wonderfully busy, and I've been enjoying every, little bit of it! Let's go about things in a (probably unlikely!) order of business!
*Long Beach Comic Con 2012
*Bleached my hair
*NaNoWriMo
*Kansas City
*NEW Set Date for "Pearl Lioness"!
I UPDATED MY WISHLIST!!! I'm in the market for a new laptop, EXACTLY the same as my old one which has officially bitten the dust. Rest in peace, baby girl. You gave me light in the dark, spent the past three years helping me write, and just were awesome...
And talk about inconvient timing!!! It's NANOWRIMO!!!!! I had to rescue my story off my old laptop!!!!!! ![]()
SO!!! Who wants to buy me a cheap laptop for my birthday/Christmas/Kwanzaa/Just Because??? ![]()
WISHLIST TOO!!! It's never too early for Christmas, Kwanzaa, or Birthday Gifts!!!
SO! Let's get down to business---(TO DEFEAT *SMASH SMASH* THE HUNS).
~FIRST! Long beach Comic Con! I got to work my very first booth there! If you weren't there, allow me to rub into your nose the gaggle of hot bebs that you missed:
Milloux
Tristyn
Ackley
Severen
Leandra
Lylie
Rlei
Pandie
Shanti
...Yeah, I'd be kicking me too, if I were you.
The convention was a TOTAL blast! Got to meet fans, meet new people. have fun, goof off, and spaz out together (me and Severen) were especially good at that hahaha!
And now, Le photo dump for Long Beach Comic Con 2012:
It was a great time, with great girls, and so much fun. Shortly after LBCC2012, (like literally, three days later), I flew out to Kansas City to celebrate my Great Grandmother turning 100 years old! ONE HUNDRED. And even better is that her sister, my Great Aunt, is 98, so I'll be back out there to celebrate her birthday as well! My father's side of the family (IE: The Brusters and the McCraneys) are known for their longevity, their historical contributions, and overall, just being amazing.
Case in point: When interracial dating was illegal (once upon a time), my cousin (or uncle, can't remember which) had gone to jail for dating a white woman. So what does my family do? Literally BREAK HIM OUT OF JAIL and up and move to another city completely. I'm sorry, but that to me is just TOO fucking awesome!
Moreover, I got to see my younger sister who I hadn't seen in FOREVER. She's a PROUD Marine who served in the Afghanistan war, and it was great to see her given it was Veteren's Day weekend!
The most amazing part about all of this (aside from seeing my family again) was that the president and his wife--Ie, Barack and Michelle Obama SENT HER A BIRTHDAY LETTER, commemorating her on on turning 100 years old, and that's what I'm going to use to kick off the photodump for Kansas City, MO!
Aaaaannnd that's the end of the KC Photodump! BUT! Before I get too far away from the subject, here's some trivia! Remember the woman in the all gray picture of the family? Remember how I said she looks like someone RATHER familiar...? Ready?

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And then some of you saw the picture of her on instagram as well:

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...Give up? The Proof is in the DNA, dontcha think? ♥
PS: This isn't my mother, or my grandmother, or my aunt---this is my cousin from my father's side. What's crazy is that she told me she'd never had any children of her own, nor did anyone in our family look like her. Suddenly, I'm born, and people are telling us, "Oh, you look just like your cousin Twyla" or, "Wow, Twyla wait until you meet Ricky's daughter---she's your twin!". And they were absolutely right. ♥

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And here she is, over fifty-something years later with yours truly:

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And that's all for all of the adventure pictures! Not much else to report on! OH! I LIED!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE PAY ATTENTION:
If you haven't noticed, the queue has been pushed back a bit! No worries! My new set, "Pearl Lioness", shot by the amazingly talented (and downright fucking awesome Waikiki goes into MR:
NOVEMBER 24th, 2012 @ 1PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Be sure to check it out!
Anyway, that's all for now! Here's one more silly picture of me in a special gift that was waiting for me when I got home from Kansas City:
Kisses to all the misses, and pitched tents for all the gents!
~~Kuro
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AND I updated my WISHLIST TOO!!! It's never too early for Christmas, Kwanzaa, or Birthday Gifts!!! ![]()
No? Well, you totally should! Let's make that BABE Pink! She'd rock it so hard!
(Comic Con blog after I get back from Kansas City on Tuesday!)
"Hello, my name is Carmen."
"That's a beautiful name," he replied. "Is it a family name?"
"No," she said. "As a matter of fact, I gave myself that name. It represents the things I love most in life: Cars and Men, and so I chose, "Carmen". What's your name?"
He answered: "B.J. Titsengolf".
Laughed for about twenty minutes at that joke, and I hope it brightened up your day as well! Everyone, thank you SO much for the encouraging messages, and comments on my last blog. This is why I LOVE SG to death---because I can be my 100 percent self on here, and not have to hide how I truly feel, unlike on facebook. They probably would have called the cops on me if I'd said one half of the stuff I did in my last blog, so you all are really understanding and I love you all.
SO! Let's get on with this short blog, shall we? It's November 1st, and that means....NANOWRIMO (National Novel Writing Month) HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN!!! 50,000 words! 30 days to do it! I'm already so stoked, but guess what? I haven't even started ONE CHAPTER of my submission hahaha! For shame! I really haven't had time (uh-oh...excuses already!!), but I'll churn out something soon! Add me on NaNoWriMo! I'm Kurosune on there as well!
We're supposed to include a short exerpt from our story, as well as our story summary. This year, I'm submitting to the "Other" genre, and calling it, an "Interracial Action/Romance" which is what my story falls under. The title is called, "She Who Is Yakuza", and it's an action/romance love story. Here's the story summary, as well as an excerpt (that I wrote having NO clue what to write about lol)---
Mine (pronounced "mee-neh", meaning "Beautiful Sound") Kotobuki is a bird that can never leave her cage. She is never seen, nor heard, and for good reason. Her father, Shingen Kotobuki is the head of the largest Yakuza branch in all of Japan, and while he loves his only child and daughter dearly, to reveal her to the world as his successor would only mean certain death for her, and not because of his power, or of his status--but of the color of his daughter's skin. Mine is the product of unconditional love from her Japanese father, and her African-American mother, Xaya. This alone marks Mine as a "blemish" on a powerful family and culture that believes the whiter your skin is, the more "beautiful" and "pure" one truly is. But, when Shingen decides that his daughter no longer needs to live in the shadows, and names Mine as his successor, it becomes open season on Mine's life. Determined to honor her father's wishes, regardless of the threats against her life, and the enemies she makes, Mine begins her ascension to power, violently carving a place for herself in a world that has none for her, and with a little help from a few "friends of the family", as well as the discovery of a long-lost brother, Mine will come to find that she does hold a place in the world--- Even if she's the only one standing in it."
That was the Summary, here is the Excerpt:
Mine rounded the corner, sliding on wet pavement as she came to a dead-end in the alley. Staring up at the rain torn sky with tears streaming down her face, she placed her hands against the brick wall, her hands clenched into fists. How? How could she have been just so...
At the sound of footsteps behind her, she whirled around, her brown eyes grazing over all seven of her assailants, but never once breaking away from the man standing in front of all of them. Again, she wondered to herself how she could have been so blindsided. Backing up against the wall like a cornered animal, Mine lowered her head and prepared to take her final stand as Takumi approached her, jet black hair sticking to his face and placing a gun directly between her eyes.
"Don't take this personally, Mine-chan."
Mine stared down the barrel of the semi-automatic, breaking into a cold sweat that had nothing to do with the freezing rain. She listened to Takumi cock the gun, wincing as he dragged the cold metal slowly down the bridge of her nose, covered in that sun-kissed caramel covered skin he so loved about her, before shoving it in between her full, dark lips, and judging by the smug look gracing his features, the innuendo was far too obvious—clearly reminding him of...various similar acts they'd done together in the past. If Takumi were totally honest with himself, he knew he’d miss the time they had spent together, but not much else could be done. After all, she was a great lay, but a dangerous woman. Perhaps when he was an old man, he would reflect fondly upon the memories he’d made with her, there certainly wouldn’t be any reminiscing this night.
"Sayonara, Mine.”
He’d barely squeezed the trigger when the sound of thin metal cutting through the rain resounded, and he could hear the screams of his men from behind him. He yanked the gun from Mine’s mouth and turned to see five of his seven men cut down into bloody bits, with pieces of shuriken—the infamous “ninja stars—protruding out of the their throats and foreheads.
Before he could even make a move towards his accomplices, a thin, metal chain suddenly appeared from the darkness, wrapped around the ankle of the man closest to him, and yanked him straight upwards. There was a horrible slicing sound before eviscerated bits and pieces of flesh rained down from the sky and scattered amongst the alleyway. Takumi backed up in pure fear as his remaining henchman visibly shivered, firing blindly into the darkness before he watched two more shuriken flash right by him and sever his hands holding the large shotgun. He was still staring at two bloody stumps, shrieking in horror when a third one got him right between the eyes, and he fell dead at Takumi’s feet.
Mine could only watch in abject horror as Takumi turned to her hate and blood contorting his features as he raised and aimed the gun at her.
“I don’t know what you think you’re planning, but…!” The sound of steel tearing through flesh at an almost lightspeed sound was the last thing Mine heard before she watched Takumi’s head fall completely off. It rolled just behind a nearby trashcan as his body fell to the ground, dead. Mine scrambled off the ground, all but shrieking, only to see a shadowed figure jump down from one of the two roofs that flanked the alleyway. Mine prepared to run, but with her back against the wall—literally—she knew she was all out of options. If she had been screwed earlier, now she was royally fucked.
“And this is what you get for lying to daddy about where you were going,” the strange figure chuckled. Mine’s eyes widened at the purely female voice. A woman? As she emerged from the shadows, stepping into the alley’s only light, Mine’s eyes widened in both shock and refusal to believe what she was actually seeing.
A Kunoichi—a female ninja. And not just any Kunoichi. With her dark skin, vivid purple eyes, and legendary style of finesse while killing, Mine knew she was standing in the presence of none other than Moriizuka Tenryu—the legendary, Kuro no Kunoichi; the Black Kunoichi. Tenryu approached Mine, extending her hand out to her with a smile. Nice to see she wasn’t the only dark face in Japan, though after thirty-something years, she knew better. But apparently, Mine did not.
“Kotobuki Mine, my name is Tenryu,” she helped Mine to her feet, easily reading the shaken look in her soft, brown eyes. “Your twentieth birthday marked open season on your life, more so now that you possess that tattoo on your back, and have been announced as your father’s heir to the Kotobuki-gumi of Japan’s largest branch of yakuza. I suggest you take great caution to not let yourself be fooled so easily by a man."
Mine bit her lip, a scathing reply on her tongue, but Tenryu shot her down quickly.
"Am I wrong? If so, feel free to tell me, but since I am not, allow me to offer you one more piece of advice," Here, Tenryu began to lead Mine out of the alley, to where a familiar, luxury car belonging to Mine's father, was awaiting the both of them. Tenryu paused just short of opening the car door and stared up into the storm-torn skies. "You are the heir to the Kotobuki-gumi. That means you will have suitors who will try and court you for all of the wrong reasons. If you're going to love, Mine," Tenryu turned her vivid, amethyst eyes on the young woman, and Mine could very easily see she was speaking from personal experience. "Love carefully. Now, come,"
Tenryu opened the door for Mine, all too ready to get out of the rain. "Your father is expecting us."
Hope you guys enjoyed it! I am personally very fond of the Japanese culture (If someone cracks one joke about me liking Asian guys...(MILLOUX) lol. But I usually don't see the AMBW pairing a lot (Asian Male/Black Woman) pairing, so I'm looking forward to this one! Tune in (eventually lol) and check out more chapters as I add to my word count! I WILL finish this, dammit!!!!!!! XDD
Meanwhile, last night SG's party was an absolute blast, and I'm going to leave it at that! Me, Milloux, Vivid, Bradley (who I absolutely fucking LOVE now that we've finally met!!!), and Ackley were all Gogoing at the event! I had to leave early for some personal reasons, but overall, it was a gigantic blast!

I've finally gotten the hang of special fx makeup, and whipped up on makeup in ten minutes! So excited! (Don't ask what I was, I have no clue either haha). EVEN BETTER:
I finally got to meet Pax_ (Formerly NeptuneFairy) who I love SOOOOOO much!!! She and her husband was there, and I regret not getting a picture, but we had SO much fun!!! *HUGS YOU PAX*
And that's all the news on my end! OH! One more thing----
I am finally registered for CNA classes, but they pushed back my Start Date to December 10th! Boo, but at the same time, YAY, because more prep. It sucks because it's around Christmas, and all, and could possibly screw with travel plans, and I wanted to be done sooner, but people in hell also want ice water, so I've gotta deal! I'm so happy either way! So, a list of events for November:
NOVEMBER 2nd: ME AND MILLOUX'S RECIPE GOES UP FOR THE SUICIDEGIRLS RECIPE PROJECT!!! I have a MASSIVE sweettooth (it's inhuman, I swear), and so mine will be a dessert! Check it out! Milly is having a main course as hers!
NOVEMBER 3rd and 4th: The SuicideGirls will be at Long Beach Comic Con!!! Come on by and say hi to us!!!
NOVEMBER 9th-13th: Gonna be in Kansas City!!! Hopefully get to see Civil_!!!!!! (Also, question for everyone: Who all has the birth control implant that lasts five years in your arm? I'm getting it a couple of hours before my flight, and I've never had it before, and I'm nervous as all hell, so please tell me if it hurts, the pros and cons and all that)
NOVEMBER 19th: MY SET WITH WAIKIKI GOES UP!!! Please be sure to give it lotsa, lotsa love!
And that's really it for now! I love you all, and thank you so much for your encouragement and inspiration. <3
Sorry for the delay in the blog! Man, I cannot believe October is almost gone, and what a busy-bee I'll be starting Halloween! I'm doing the following:
*Partying Halloween
*Starting NaNoWriMo on November 1st
*Helping out at the Long Beach Comic Con Booth from the 3-4th of November
*Traveling to Kansas City to celebrate my Great(est) Grandmother's 100th Birthday from the 9-13th
*Starting CNA (Certified Nursing's Assistant) on November 19th!!!
COINCIDENTALLY, the 19th is ALSO when my first set from the SGFLShootfest2012 that I shot with Waikiki goes up! Don't forget to give it some love, ya'll!

Busy, busy, busy! And now for some fun stuff (and elaborating further on things)----
1) HOT DAMN! The SuicideGirls Recipe Project in conjunction with the awesome owner of the Temple Of Evil restaurant, has officially kicked off, with me and my girl Milloux starting the show off right with a tag-team special---Dinner (Milly) and Dessert (Me)!
No recipes yet, but soon!!!! Absolutely stoked! ♥
2) Halloween, anyone? Yes? AWESOME!!!! Get ready for the sickest Halloween Party to EVER hit the West Coast, done by (who else?) CLUB SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!! Guess who's GoGo dancing this year?
Milloux
Vivid
Bradley
Ackley
Aaaand little ole me!
CHECK OUT THE EVENT AND RSVP AND COME AND SEE US!!!!!!!!
Gather round boys and ghouls...
Los Angeles' premiere Halloween Night Costumed Massive Extravaganza is BACK with a vengeance as the creators of LADEAD™ (Los Angeles Darkside), EVIL CLUB EMPIRE and CLUB SUICIDE team up to bring to you █ HEX HOLLYWOOD HALLOWEEN 2012 █ located at the historic Belasco Theatre in Downtown Los Angeles!!!
We got the Deadliest Darkside DJs across THREE dancefloors, a Costume Contest for Cash Prizes, a supremely sexy new home at an 1500 capacity venue with state of the art lighting and sound, themed projections, multiple bars and levels, absinthe, vast smoking and drinking patios of vice and the best photographers in all of Los Angeles to steal souls of all beauties and beasts...
Dress to Kill, Dress to Die for~ ♥
It'll be a night you betcher ass you won't ever forget!
3) LONG BEACH COMIC CON 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOT!!!! This year, Millouxis in charge of the booth and we expect to see you geeks and gals there! Stop by! Show us some love! Take pictures! It'll be her, me, Ackley, Tristyn and a gaggle of other beautiful ladies!!! The con is from November 3rd through November 4th! Stop by!
4) NANOWRIMO!!!!!!! For those of you who don't know (and for SHAME if you are writers, tsk tsk!!!), NaNoWriMo stands for "National Novel Writing Month". You have thirty days to churn out a novel in a contest of both will, strength, discipline and dedication! I'm entering this year! If you are participating, please add me as a writing buddy!
And that's all she wrote for now! Or...is it?
HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL! Be safe, have fun, and don't drink and drive!
~Kisses to all the misses, and pitched tents to all the gents,
~~Kuro~~
1) I think as a general rule of thumb, it should be considered completely unconstitutional to allow me to go grocery shopping unsupervised.

2) Of all the things I probably need to be in rehab for, Watermelon Arizona tops the list. I literally bought EVERY. SINGLE. CAN. of watermelon arizona on the shelf at Walmart. I do believe it is time for an intervention. I CAN STOP WHENEVER I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (<====Total Lie)

3) When in Walmart, and I see a food or drink product I haven't seen in either years, or it's rare because it's (unfortunately) seasonal, I will usually have an extreme reaction that leads onlookers to believe I have some kind of severe case of rabies as well as ADHD. Case in point, when I spotted THIS, I put my mouth over my hand, verbally gasped, and literally started hyperventilating before I yanked three cartons of this stuff off the shelves, screaming in joy:

EGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yup. I'll just be over here in the corner hoarding my precious food now.
ALSO!!!! Please vote/share my picture for the SG Fall Contest!!! Pretty please???
VOTE FOR MY SG PICTURE ON FACEBOOK!!!! <3

My brand new set (which I decided would have a mafia feel to it because I've always associated pearls with the mafia (because I'm a hardcore old Gangster Movie Junkie (IE, The GodFather, GoodFellas, Scarface, etc...) ) finally has a date! It goes up December 24th (Christmas Eve)! So, I'm very excited about that!
In other news: check this out! I'm SuicideGirl Gamer of the Week! I did an interview and I LOVED the way it came out!!!
Also: WRITERS! Have any of you ever heard of NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month)? It's basically a contest where you are supposed to write a 50,000 word novel in the span of 30 Days in November! I've entered the contest, and I figured, "Why not? Might as well?" So here's hoping I can churn out a great novel in just 30 days! OH, AND I start a full-time, month-long, CNA Program in November.
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED. You guys can check out my author page here! I haven't started a new novel yet (since the rules clearly state you CANNOT start writing before November 1st), but when I get mine up, this is where you guys will be able to read mine, as well as all of the other entries! Wish me luck!
Lastly: I went grocery shopping today and splurged on over one hundred dollars of PURE junk food. Yes, my diet is wholly unhealthy and I am A-OKAY with that because I am definitely on no diet hahaha. LOVE food!

And this isn't even all of the food. I came home with:
*Two six-pack boxes of White Castles
*Two boxes of cream chipped beef
*A six pack of Cream Soda
*Sixteen cans of Arizona Fruit Juice (Watermelon and Strawberry Kiwi---very addicted)
*Twelve boxes of cereal (Six Berry Berry Kix, and Six Rice Crispy Treat Cereals)
*One quart of Vanilla Bean ice cream
*A giant bag of BBQ chicken wings
*Two boxes of Strawberry/Creamcheese Toaster Strudels
*Two family sized bags of Ruffles potato chips
*A ten pack of Redenbaucher's butter-flavored popcorn
*Eight boxes of SpongeBob shaped Mac and Cheese
*Two twelve-pack boxes of Gushers
*Two six pack boxes of Easy Mac
*Two pounds of pork chops.
Yup. I eat like a fucking PIG. One of my friends was like, "HOW DO YOU EAT LIKE A FUCKING COLLEGE FRATBOY AND NOT GAIN ANY FUCKING WEIGHT?!?!" And she's right. I'm a size zero and weigh 114lbs (I've actually lost weight since movie to Cali and it's certainly not by lack of trying because my diet is absolutely atrocious), so I just told her it's good genetics, a fast metabolism, and a LOT of hula hooping and dancing. I LOATHE diets. I hate salads, and I basically hate anything healthy. Trust me, you try and take food away from me and you WILL lose an arm or two. RAWR
I also about nearly had a stroke in the grocery store when I discovered THESE:

HOLY FUCKING SHIT I ABOUT JIZZED IN MY PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THESE ARE MY CHILDHOOD CEREALS RIGHT HERE!!!! Ones that I thought had gone outta stock over TEN years ago, but they brought them back! (Thank you, suispud1 for warning me to check the expiration dates, though! These are brand new! SO EXCITED!!!) I went overboard and bought six of each because I was SO excited. Then I called my mom and my sister and started crying into the phone about how happy I was.
Pretty sure the people of Walmart thought I had lost my MIND.
~Kisses to all of the misses, and pitched tents for all the gents!~
Kuro





















































































