So I am taking a one blog break to give you guys a picture update. I haven't done that in forever and I promised you all I would....so I know there still are like no images of me really but that is because I got my new Mark II camera and I am behind the camera more then I am taking pics of myself right now hahah. I can not tell you how giddy I am taking pics with a super nice camera. It is my escape from reality right now.

Just an update for all of you who have been asking.... I am doing ok... I told you I am strong. I will get through these tough times knowing I deserve better and will find it someday. Hopefully sooner then later hahah. People ask me if I learned anything and I tell them.... I will never be a cougar and date younger again hahah. But in all seriousness I hate that things had to get worse before they got better. Finding out things the other day that I wish I never knew well like I said made things worse. But you know what...they make me stronger and I have already started living my life completely detached from him. And it is allowing me to breathe and be happier.

I'm gonna live up this fun single time and concentrate on things I have been needed to focus on for a long time. If something happens and someone comes along great.....if not.....well at least I am making progress in my life.

So like I said... I have been taking a ton of images. Of course my first models where my pups. Bella is such a good model. Dex on the other hand is like she has a firecracker up her ass. I am serious. She wont sit still for anything. So I only got a few....very few select images of her.















Yep they are ready for Chicago's cold winter ahead....hahah. They may not be happy about it...but they are ready!





And I took a few of me for you.... Like I said nothing special.....





THERE ALSO MAY BE SOMETHING IN TERMS OF A SURPRISE FOR ALL YOU KRAVEN FANS....COMING SOON. SO STAY TUNED!

I actually got out yesterday and shot with a new photog for non SG stuff. And it was a ton of fun. I hope soon I will have some images to show you all. It was a productive day!!! I hadn't shot in so long that It was was uplifting to my moods.

ALSO I AM SELLING CALENDARS.....IT IS A 12 MONTH CALANDAR MARKED DEC OF THIS YEAR THROUGH DEC OF NEXT YEAR. I AM SELLING THEM FOR 40.00 AND I CAN TELL YOU THEY ARE REALLY NEAT. I GOT ONE IN THE MAIL A FEW WEEKS AGO BEFORE MAILING IT OUT AND I LOVED IT. IT WILL BE 365 DAYS OF THE YEAR WITH KRAVEN HAHA. I FIGURED I AM TRYING TO AFFORD A APARTMENT RIGHT NOW THAT I WAS NOT THINKING ID HAVE TO BE AFFORDING ALONE....SHIT HAPPENS......RIGHT...BUT CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP AND MAYBE YOU OR SOMEONE WOULD LIKE TO ORDER A CALENDAR FROM ME PERSONALIZED WITH A CHRISTMAS CARD?? IF SO PLEASE EMAIL ME.... AND I CAN GET THEM ORDERED AND MAILED OUT ASAP. SO YOU HAVE THEM IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS.

IT WILL LOOK LIKE THE FOLLOWING....ONLY I WILL UPDATE IT WITH CURRENT NEW PHOTOS I LIKE BETTER AND THE MONTHS WILL BE CHANGED SO YOU GET YOUR FULL 12 MONTHS....THIS IS THE ONE I JUST SOLD THOUGH...SO YOU GET A IDEA....











ANYWAYS YOU GET THE IDEA....SUPER FUN XMAS GIFTS!!!! SO EMAIL ME IF INTERESTED!!!

I think this is all I have for now. I will update with a more fun longer blog and back to Photog showcases next time. Hope you all are well and thanks for being so supportive to me right now. If you got me something off my wishlist please please please email me your address... I would love to send you a personal thank you in the mail.