my date last night went ammmmmmazing. stefan is fuckin awesome. he's about a foot and half taller than me. we make an adorable couple, teehee. we were too busy making out and he missed his last bus so he had to spend the night. sometimes things just seem to fall into place at just the right moment.

i have a date on sunday.

i spent the weekend at katryn's and mattie's. went to rave, did some e, got a light show (and a phone number) from a very sexy guy out of his mind of e. wish i'd been higher at the time. sketched out at their place all the next day, watching porn and smoking bongs. very nice. then we went to a gathering of some friends of theirs, i met some cool people, drinking games, good times. then on sunday we took katryn out to get her lip pierced and ken gave me a ride all the way back to bradford. it was a good weekend.

i was intending to go to school today but my skin is killing me. i have psoriasis for those of youwho don't know, and after a weekend of hard partying my skin gets mad at me. so i opted to skip out (i figure i can because my school's easy... but i have to get all the assignments done that are due today)... and i cut my hair. a couple inches. i don't know how to cut hair but i figured it couldn't be that hard and it wasn't. it's still past my shoulders... it was just getting so long. work tonight.

i'm too sexy for my shirt.

maybe baby
we're as strange as slices of pudding

i walk the woods in search
of stranger but me and you baby
we're like cake

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"i met some someone who asked
could you spare some change for gas
i've got to get myself away from this place
i said yep, what a concept
i could use a little fuel myself
and we could all use a little change"

my dog bear died last night. she was very old and had a peaceful death. i got to say goodbye to her, which i'm happy for. i'll miss her. goodbye bear.

thanks for all the awesome comments you guys left me about guitar. you guys fuckin rock, i love the encouragement. my new guitar teacher is awesome, i'm learning the opening part for sweet child. it's really cool. i'm excited about it.

today, i work. school starts up again next week. there are a million things to be done as summer draws closer. i really gotta buckle down and do a chunk of work for the corrispondence course i'm doing. and then after summer school, i'll finally be a high school graduate, wooo!

sometimes the long winding paths are more interesting, even if they take longer.

today was all sunshine and beer.

well, i wrote an exam in the morning, but for the most part today was all sunshine and beer.

tonight i have guitar lessons, a new teacher. hopefully this goes okay, so i can stop sucking so bad at guitar. give me encouraging words! i need them.

i'm eating macaroni and cheese. i feel kinda evil, but this is the choice i'm making. i need to relax the rules and restrictions i put up around myself.

the day outside is rainy and nice, maybe i'll go out there and dream sweet dreams.

work tonight.