Hey guys!!!! i'm sorry i can't be on as much as i should.....i'm movin to new jersey!!! whats the difference between jersey girls and trash??? trash gets picked up! ha oldie but goodie.....even tho i'm not from jersey it seemed fitting.......well i'm excited i'm ging tomorrow ...my plane departs at 6:25am and i'll get in at 5:19pm only all day of being on a plane....yay!!! it sucks!!!!! well i gotta pee badly so peace out! (i'm so cool) thanx everyone for the nice comments and b-day wishes!!!!

Wow! i can't believe my set finally went up!! I'm so glad!! i hated waiting and being modest and all that....eveyone has made me feel really good about my body which is nice.....thanx everyone for all your lovely comments!! and i just found out i'm the the suicide girl from south lake tahoe but the thing is i'm not originally from tahoe i'm actually from New Hampshire same place as Stina and Friday so i would say the hotties are more concentrated there than in Tahoe.... YAY! i'm not a limbo girl anymore!!! that feels good to say! So is it to late for a wish list??? i'll do it anyway for the hell of it.....hopefully it won't be over a year till my next set is up....that one is cute....pretty different from the first ....i like looking totally different everytime....it's versitile......ok well gotta run thanks everyone for making me feel so at home on SG!!!!

So Tahoe isn't QUITE as boring now that i'm working again...at least i'm kept busy and i make some money.....for xmas i got a kitty!! her name is Lola and she's the sweetest thing in the whole world!!! that made my really happy so now i won't be alone....xmas pretty much sucked i didn't feel that magic feeling like i used to so it's not worth it....anywayz not much to report same shit different day.....bye guys!!

Dear anyone that cares, i'm incrediby fucking bored....tahoe is the shittiest place to live if your not a pro hoe.....it's a shame maybe i should change my way of life......naaahhh! I'm at the arrex crews house again....the only ppl i can stand here.....i miss NH well not the place the people there......i actually have friends there.....i miss them!! well i'm being rushed off the internet.....later....

OH YAY!! Back in loveley fucking South Lake Tahoe California!! I'm not excited!! boring!! Nothing too eventful happened on the way out here except for the fact that a deer ran into the car when we were going 75 on the highway in Iowa...it scared the shit outta me!! other than that it sucked just like any drive across the country...now i'm back with no friends except the Arrex crew for those of them that would see this so they don't get pissed....i miss Stina and Friday and Ryan Maiden....they're good people....well nothing new to report cept that it's snowing a lot here and i hate it!!! ok later duders!!!!

Sooooooooo ...i haven't put a new journal entry in a couple days or so i just haven't felt like anything was worth it....but today i went with joshy and his fam to see the polar express in 3D it was cool except for the fact that it wouldn't be an interesting movie if it wasn't in 3D ...but i had a good time...then we went to chilis and there is NOTHING vegetarian or vegan WHAT SO EVER there at all....so if your one or the other don't go there....i also go two new tattoos besides the one i got done on my back by paparyan...i got a little pink blowdryer and a pair of scissors behind my ears which friday has but there totally cute and i'm a hairdresser and i survived beauty school and it's ok cuz i'm her backup backup best friend teeheehee ok peace out!

Ok so same shit different day....i worked the tat convention all weekend got stalked by a guy in red pants ..it's kinda weird cuz me, friday and stina each had a guy following us around and given us the hairy eyeball....creepy....So Pappy did a beautious job on coverin up a hideous tattoo on my lower back....now it's so nice i love it.....course he didn't mention that in his entry ...just goes to show ya i didn't count!!! boner fried!! oh well i can hassle him anytime i want to in real life....apparently the guy runnin the convention wanted us hotties to stand in front of the poster and have a pic of us to use and oh shit i guess we just plum forgot when we were runnin for our lives!! hahahaha anywayz tomorrow looks like the boston museum of science!!! rock on yo!!!!

So today i'll have some excitement in my life! I'm going to be workin with Stina at the tattoo convention in portsmouth NH i've never been to one b4 it might get a little crazy cuz i dont get to lounge around or anything i gotta WORK bitch! hahahha.....anywayz if anyone is in the area you should drop by in the words of rayanne graff "It'll be a time." peace out homies have a good day!!

Yah soooo....everything is boring....just got off the phone with dad who isn't even like a dad at all.....he only makes me feel guilty everytime i talk to him......and he called me ugly my whole life so it's kinda hard to forgive and forget...i hafta go there tomorrow to pick up my sisters who don't deserve to be ignored just becuz i don't like my dad....thats why i feel guilty....it's just so hard to go back once you've gotten away...but i raised them so there like my own daughters so i have a really hard time with that.....fucking asshole dads who needs em anywayz. It prolly would have been better if he hadn't been in my life at all....but you can't choose your parents unfortunately.....so last night i watched joshy get a chest piece....he sobbed and screamed so that made me cry it was sad cuz i knew it hurt a really lot....but i think i'll still get one i'm tougher than him....he did well for the fact that it's a big tat and boys chests are more sensitive.....he doesn't recommend that spot for other boys to get a tat....pretty soon i'll put up pics of my tattoos but it's hard cuz i don't have a camera i have to bug friday and stina to use theres and to put them up for me cuz i don't know how to do it! at least theres nice pics of me on stina's page now yay! okay i'm gonna go i've bored you enough.....bye!

Hola.......Last night i hung out with Friday and joey used to have a hot butt now it's joey scrawny butt.....and we were fucking attacked by stink bugs i was having a TOTAL HEART ATTACK!! Bugs are my BIGGEST fear i don't know why i think it's cuz they're sneaky bastids.....So today theres no plans except seein Stina and Pappy at the tattoo shop.....i wish i wasn't so boring theres not really much to tell ppl.....except that today me and Friday are havin an ugly day....those happen sometimes....i try to make them not happen too often but you just can't control how you feel about yourself from day to day.....maybe i'll stop being lazy and actually shower today and wear some makeup.....wooohooo! So i guess thats all i'll bore ya with for now....have a good day guys!!!!