We're not the same, dear, as we used to be
The seasons have changed and so have we
There was little we could say and even less that we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you

We buried our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained
But we stayed by it's side, as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak

When the spring arrived, we were taken by surprise
When the flows under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me

We're not the same dear and it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go with nothing underneath
Then it saddens me to say what we both knew was true
That the ice was getting thinner under me and you

The ice was getting thinner under me and you




xo

its my birfday! yay!


kbean


here's a buncha pics from my NYC trip. the rest are HERE!



awesome airport...we had so many layovers i forgot which airport tho...


niagra falls!




pretty fireworks over niagra falls


my grandma, me and bro


the family reunion part of the trip...grandpa, grandma & stepdad


boyfriend




finally in NYC!


some subway action


really nifty manmade waterfall under the brooklyn bridge




statue of liberty, growing out of my head


lotsa big buildings, loved it!


blue ribbon sushi...mmmm.......


awesome pizza


BEST CREPES EVER!!


here, try some




view from the prommenade


i loved central park




last night there, so sad to go.


guess i should've spoiler'ed some of that....oh well :]

xo

some days, it just seems like NOTHING will go your way.

that is my month.

here...entertain yourselves:


here's me getting ready for the job i got suspended from tonight.


here's my cat and boyfriend whom im in a giant world war 3 fight with.


here's a sign i made from the restaurant job that hates me.


best bar ever, clearly.


adamo


my last friday


sleazy


kbean


jaylin @ prom


boyfriend marvelling at shortness of dress.

well, prom was a crapload of fun, pics from that coming soon.

i got my wisdom teef ripped out of my head on monday, it was miserable!!! i look like a chipmunk. pics from that NOT coming soon luckily vikadin and yogurt and ben & jerrys are keeping me alive so never fear.

also, my set behind the scenes is still in member review, so go leave it a little love so it can go live! i love this set mucho.

i moved last week, im back downtown (YAY!) instead of out in the boondocks. my kitties are staying at the boys house until i get all settled in, i think he secretly likes them here.

OH! and i booked my ticket for NY, july 17th! so any new yorkers want to hang out, hit a girl up.

x's

well, mother's day completely kicked my ASS in the restaurant. we did a buffet (2nd time ever) and team serving (1st time ever). my team-mate and my sales were $5000....which is just ridiculous. We also won a competition that we had going on between the servers, so we won a nights stay at Kenwood Winery, along with a wine dinner and a private tour. sweet! im ALSO winning a different competition to sell chimay. im just a winner. whee!

saw mike relm on saturday at the independent in SF, he totally rocked it! he played for an hour and a half, it was a special show becuase he is retiring this set. all my cousins were there and the boy came, it was freakin great. oh, and king of thai. mmmm....

so...who's going to prom? i ordered my dress today, im always so scared of getting stuff online! its from victoria secret and even though my date INSISTED that im an XS and we measured, i still doubt it. grrr. we'll see. i hope he's right just cause thats whats coming, i dont wanna be wrong either haha.

so the bike is almost totally done; all thats left is a headlight and the passenger fairings...



(all that cloudy stuff is PAINT in the air...mmmm)
he drove it to up to my work on tuesday at it looks AMAZING, people were standing outside when we were leaving and talking about how good it looks! the pride of doing it yourself is so much better then paying someone else to do it.

AND!!! i may have found a place to live!! its with muller and if it works out im going to be thrilled. i gotta call my current roomate today but i dont see why not!!

xo!

well ladies and gents, i have a set up for member review. go check it and leave some love!!! xoxo








xo!

i havent updated in a long time, sorry!

life's been treating me extremely well, despite some crappy stuff. i've been working 24/7 pretty much, in my free time @ the boys' house, he bought a bike (im next!). we've taken the entire thing apart, and have started to slowly paint it and doing other things it needs. the awesome part? i got to design the whole thing! he got a huge sheet of vinyl, i get to cut out the whole thing and put it on and at the end sign it! its a completely awesome project, completely time consuming but absolutely rewarding and fun.








me on it before we started taking it apart

my brother visited for a week, it was a lot of fun. took him out pretty much everywhere, we got awesome sushi, some bento box, chevy's, my restaurant (according to him the best blt he's ever had), all over.


oh, and who's going to prom? i'll be there again, wheee

so i hit up the good old monterey bay aquarium yesterday, got some rockin margaritas & snacks (gotta love happy hour) saw a movie, and went to a reeeaally nice restaurant. the best part about it was, i didnt have to plan any of it! haha i hate having to plan stuff all the time. i love days off!

my seattle trip got postponed to the 2nd week of april, boo!

anyway here's some pics, old and new...

the beach a few months ago:



luckycat was swinging hard we were driving so fast in the mountains! and no, i wasnt driving and taking pictures.


st patty's day:

(yes, we're matching.)


and luckycat in monterey: (more later)

im going to monterey tomorow to the aquarium! and apparently some nice restaurant.

my kitten doesnt feel good, he has diarrea and puked poor butthead.