i have never felt more alone or completely lost in my life.

going to NYCC tomorrow! one of my favorite days of the year

that moment when your internet has been down a few days but you realize SG looks exactly the same when you get it back.

meh.



i miss surprises.

well fuck. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

sorry that I don't have much to say. I just watched the UK Holiday movie and am completely in love with all of the girls. Everyone is beautiful. It makes me sad to know I'm so alone out here in Connecticut without all the lovely girls to hang out with and be friends.

But it's blanket weather and I have two kittens to snuggle and that's not bad. Birthday in two days and I'll be almost old (as if I looked my age at 29)

looking at porn gifs on tumblr while listening to Lana Del Rey and it syncs up so perfectly I just had to share that.

(secretly a huge perv)

this is what i've been up to lately, since you guys seem to like pictures instead of words, and because my words seem to be the ramblings of an unstable person:























west coast bound by the end of september, fingers crossed!

boyfriend is interviewing for a pretty cool job in LA this upcoming week, so the possibility of us locating to the west coast is very serious. so serious that i just talked to my dad, who told me to do it. i've been wanting to go back to california forever. i spent the first ten years in my life in monterey and pleasanton, and my mother's family is still up there, and she's buried in san francisco.

so tell me, who will hang out with me if i move to california? what am i to expect?

i hate posting blogs.

pick any town, any state, any where. that's what i've been thinking all morning.