Drove past a sign on my way home from work that read "Connecticut's heart is broken" and I thought, what a terribly sad day. I hope everyone has someone (be it a person, or a pet) that they can hug tonight. I'll be snuggling my two kittens.

Even if the entire world doesn't end, you never know when yours will.

I just want to be one of the pretty girls.

damn you SG!!! Why did you just come out with so much new merch that I feel the need to buy? I don't get paid for another week, so I must wait.

But seriously:

I

want

it

all



(longer California update later, but I will say this. I love. love. love. love. California)

I'm actually pretty nervous about tomorrow.

I'm alive and I have power after two days! Not too much damage in my area this time, just branches down and a lot of rain. My kittens went crazy Monday during the storm and ran around like a pair of idiots. Hope the rest of my SG friends on the East Coast are okay, too.

My LA trip has been postponed, but I'll be in California from Nov 12 to the 15. So at least I have something to look forward to for the next couple of weeks.

Hope everyone has a great Halloween!

well, thanks to the hurricane, my flight tomorrow is cancelled. completely bummed.

Three days til I'm in LA! Super stoked to be getting away for a few days! Still looking for a few things to do, and new friends to meet

for things to get better, some times they do have to get worse, right?

on thursday, the boy in LA was riding his bike to work. it was his birthday. a guy in a brand new cadillac decided to run a red light and straight in to the boy. he's been in the hospital since. a dislocated shoulder and something is wrong with his legs because he can't put weight on them. all i want is for him to be better, and to get to go home. i'm glad i'll be out there, even its just for a little bit, because i think he just needs it.

i don't know what more i can take.

Last night one of my best friends decided to tell me I'm too mean and negative, and a complete asshole. This after comic con which ended up stressing me out more then making me super nerdy happy. Too many people, too many people, way too much anxiety. I cried the whole way home from my friends house that night because I was so disappointed. Then being told that I deserved my unhappiness because I'm a raging bitch, I just wanted to break something last night. Instead I sat in my bed, sipping a drink and watching How I Met Your Mother.

I woke up strangely calm today.

In two weeks I make my escape to LA for a few days. I'll be in town Oct 29 to Nov 1, what should I do?