I just used a neti pot for the first time. The amount of gunk that came out was impressive. My hair is growing and I feel like a lion when I wear it down. My sister is home from college for the week and I might actually leave my house for more than work. The other day I adventured up to Maryland and met some local lovely ladies (Ryker, Dierdre, and Mnislahi) which was really wonderful. The best thing about this site is that I can go anywhere and there's always someone near by to meet up with. Not to mention, because I've been talking to them online and reading their words, it's like I already know them. (Despite my social awkwardness and the fact I'm really shy in person because I feel like such a goober)



Yes, I said I was a goober.

well, I'm still lonely but tonight is Ru Paul's Drag Race and I have a stupid obsession with drag queens. I did my eyebrows pink for work on Saturday and have since been thinking I wish I was fierce enough to pull stuff off like that on a regular basis. Drag queens are my biggest inspiration.


pink brows when i normally have none...







and my personal favorite of this season on RPDR, Jinkx

update, whats that?

I haven't done much since I've been down here. I got a job (at Sephora, where I was before), but I may be getting a promotion and a transfer to a different store already. I spend a lot of time with my little brothers, and trying not to spend money which is hard because there's a Lush in my mall and I am obsessed. Once it starts getting warmer I'm sure I'll be more ready for adventures. Right now I'm just trying to save money, and hopefully I'll be buying a plane ticket for a longer visit to LA for next month.

Since I've had a lot of time I've been creeping on sets again. Holy moly, have you guys seen the new Milloux set? I have a serious girl crush on her:



I should go get ready for work now. A longer, better update in the future.

I live in Virginia now.

Hey. My blogs aren't very frequent and not always the most interesting. But I just got the new SG book, Hard Girls, Soft Light in the mail today and it got me to thinking that I probably owed a little update. I poured over the book, looking at every page and reading every word until I got to the end like it was crack. I guess I probably did that with the original SG book with Mary on the cover when I got it... oh, in 2004 shortly after I joined the site. I know I did that when I got Beauty Redefined a couple years ago. I mean, I might have already seen all the pictures in the books...I used to have a serious obsession with making sure I looked at every set... not the case now with member review. I guess I just miss the surprise of a staff review set. Or when a limbo girl finally got her day on the front page.

Anyway, I've been here for a long time. I still log in every day, read your blogs, check my groups. Maybe I'm too shy to comment on your blogs or respond to what you say to me here, but I do always read everything. And I do still think that all the girls on this site are gorgeous. And I still don't know how I ever ended up actually becoming a suicide girl. I guess it probably has something to do with the fact that Alissa is brilliant behind a camera even though I still think I look like a complete dork who can't ever be sexy in those photos!

In two weeks time I'll be living in Virginia and I feel like I'm finally moving on and away from the garbage and insanity of the past few years. But I want to thank everyone here for listening to me, and being here, and helping keep me sane. This site is what you make it. And I for one am really happy I stumbled upon a picture of Quinne on livejournal 9 years ago!

and for those of you who read this rambling nonsense, here's a picture of my boobs:




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i am not myself lately. went to a "end of the world" dinner party last night and felt detached from my friends. i think i've already left. and by that i mean i have decided that for the time being i am going to move back in with my family temporarily and live just outside of washington dc. an almost-decade in connecticut was too long, and this is what i need right now.

hope you all have a happy christmas. maybe i'll have more to say in 2013.

Drove past a sign on my way home from work that read "Connecticut's heart is broken" and I thought, what a terribly sad day. I hope everyone has someone (be it a person, or a pet) that they can hug tonight. I'll be snuggling my two kittens.

Even if the entire world doesn't end, you never know when yours will.

I just want to be one of the pretty girls.

damn you SG!!! Why did you just come out with so much new merch that I feel the need to buy? I don't get paid for another week, so I must wait.

But seriously:

I

want

it

all



(longer California update later, but I will say this. I love. love. love. love. California)