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So I write once per season.
I raid SG every now and then, post in all groups and then - silence of the, uh, lambs. My favorite movie. Of course along many others. Because Cronenberg is the best.
I started feeling old, so I picked up the habit of sexing myself up for photobooth. It's a thing young people do? I even earned some cash for books, like, some dude wrote on twitter if I will do a series of pictures *insert specific crude intructions*. I said I like to pose naked, but am prude otherwise. He went for it, and next day I was shopping for books on amazon like it's nobody's business.
Which is good and handy.
Because I deal with some BS now and books are the one thing that makes me feel amazing.
I got a brain tumor-NOW WAIT NO CANCER- it is a pineal gland tumor and benevolent. In november I have my second MRI and will see if
a) surgery
b)2 years of meds.
Now let me tell you my experience - so far- with the meds for this growth. Which sits behind my eyes. Fucking gross. So, you go to pee, and sunndely get stomach cramps like giving birth. At the same time you know more is to come and you know you will not move from this place where you at for a while.
But you don't know what the while will be. Because a moment later a nausea of such strength overcomes you you start vomiting. Still sitting on the toilet, you vomit. It hurts so bad, you give no care to where you vomit.
And then you spend about 40 minutes, unable to move, sitting with pants down,in vomit, head against the wall, PRAYING TO GOD. so lame huh?
So that Is one of the things I am in for the next 2 years if no surgery can be done. To be realistic, it is all NOTHING. There's cystic fibrosis, MS, cancer. I am off well. Just some mental issues, fibromyalgia , thalassemia, policystic ovaries, some other bs.
So, I WILL USE THIS OPP THAT LIFE GAVE ME TO SHAMELESSLY-finally- BE ALL "HERE IS MY WISHLIST DO BUY ME A BOOK IF YOU ARE SO INCLINED BECAUSE LOOK I'M A BIT SICK AND AWWWW".
Otherwise, I...well, life is funny, isn't it. Would be silly to go into details. But I still know how to hack flash games and I still can do a split. And I had a terrific set of boobs in my mouth just two weeks ago.
Damn, now you won't buy me no book. I should keep my mouth shut about boobs.
Hey, next time I write about my Hyper Transformer Dog. I think she is a Transformet for her power is immaculately undepleatable.
I will leave this with some semi nude slutty phonebooth pictures. I'm only 30. I might go get botox and cut myself to look younger.TO FEEL YOUTHFUL.
I raid SG every now and then, post in all groups and then - silence of the, uh, lambs. My favorite movie. Of course along many others. Because Cronenberg is the best.
I started feeling old, so I picked up the habit of sexing myself up for photobooth. It's a thing young people do? I even earned some cash for books, like, some dude wrote on twitter if I will do a series of pictures *insert specific crude intructions*. I said I like to pose naked, but am prude otherwise. He went for it, and next day I was shopping for books on amazon like it's nobody's business.
Which is good and handy.
Because I deal with some BS now and books are the one thing that makes me feel amazing.
I got a brain tumor-NOW WAIT NO CANCER- it is a pineal gland tumor and benevolent. In november I have my second MRI and will see if
a) surgery
b)2 years of meds.
Now let me tell you my experience - so far- with the meds for this growth. Which sits behind my eyes. Fucking gross. So, you go to pee, and sunndely get stomach cramps like giving birth. At the same time you know more is to come and you know you will not move from this place where you at for a while.
But you don't know what the while will be. Because a moment later a nausea of such strength overcomes you you start vomiting. Still sitting on the toilet, you vomit. It hurts so bad, you give no care to where you vomit.
And then you spend about 40 minutes, unable to move, sitting with pants down,in vomit, head against the wall, PRAYING TO GOD. so lame huh?
So that Is one of the things I am in for the next 2 years if no surgery can be done. To be realistic, it is all NOTHING. There's cystic fibrosis, MS, cancer. I am off well. Just some mental issues, fibromyalgia , thalassemia, policystic ovaries, some other bs.
So, I WILL USE THIS OPP THAT LIFE GAVE ME TO SHAMELESSLY-finally- BE ALL "HERE IS MY WISHLIST DO BUY ME A BOOK IF YOU ARE SO INCLINED BECAUSE LOOK I'M A BIT SICK AND AWWWW".
Otherwise, I...well, life is funny, isn't it. Would be silly to go into details. But I still know how to hack flash games and I still can do a split. And I had a terrific set of boobs in my mouth just two weeks ago.
Damn, now you won't buy me no book. I should keep my mouth shut about boobs.
Hey, next time I write about my Hyper Transformer Dog. I think she is a Transformet for her power is immaculately undepleatable.
I will leave this with some semi nude slutty phonebooth pictures. I'm only 30. I might go get botox and cut myself to look younger.TO FEEL YOUTHFUL.
thanks SG staff for putting the previous blog on the frontsite! i repost it again, as i don't get too much traffic and this way i show up on the updated blogs:
REPOSTING from Committed's blog, please read, repost or link to her blog - this could save her from a life of a very, very, very disabled person and from lots of pain
her facebook fundraiser page
donations
her FB page
her recent pictures:
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I have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, a chronic and very painful disease of the nerve involving central and peripheral nervous systems. For over 23 years, I have been living with severe dibilitating pain, in and out of wheelchairs and crutches, in and out of hospitals, etc. Undergoing many procedures & surgeries on top of being on nearly 400 different kinds of medications to battle my symptoms, not much has helped except for the implantation of a spinal column stimulator. Unfortunately my recent and 5th surgery to repair the implant failed, so it's back to the drawing board. Since the surgery I had didn't work, my only two options are to take part in research that unfortunately doesn't come free because of the lack of funding or I could be on over 10 different medications for the rest of my life. I would rather not take the latter option for financial reasons and the fact that it's not a way to live productively. I am desperately asking for help with donations and also to spread the word that I am raising money to help fund getting me into the research for a possible cure going on down in Florida/Mexico and at Stanford University. So far, the percentage of full recovery for people with CRPS/RSD after these trials has been about 75%. This is the highest recovery/cure rate for any procedure that has ever been performed. There are only 3 more available spots open, and I have until August 7th to raise $7500. This will cover my enrollment fees only. All of my resources have been depleted with having to pay out of pocket for medications that reach over $100 each. Not to mention paying out of pocket be seen by specialists around the West Coast and that hasn't come without a great deal of financial stress. There are so many of us that are going through financial turmoil and it has taking me till now to come to terms with asking for help, but I am desperate. Please feel free to post questions, ideas, concerns, anything. Also, a link to donate is up, so please feel free to repost as much as you can. Much love to you all, and I hope you all are well and enjoying summer. Thank you again!
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Maybe you can repost this. This website has so many models and members, if many of us donate 5 or 10 $ she will get the place and the funds could be raised sooo quickly!
cross your fingers and legs and donate, repost the links!
REPOSTING from Committed's blog, please read, repost or link to her blog - this could save her from a life of a very, very, very disabled person and from lots of pain
her facebook fundraiser page
donations
her FB page
her recent pictures:
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I have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, a chronic and very painful disease of the nerve involving central and peripheral nervous systems. For over 23 years, I have been living with severe dibilitating pain, in and out of wheelchairs and crutches, in and out of hospitals, etc. Undergoing many procedures & surgeries on top of being on nearly 400 different kinds of medications to battle my symptoms, not much has helped except for the implantation of a spinal column stimulator. Unfortunately my recent and 5th surgery to repair the implant failed, so it's back to the drawing board. Since the surgery I had didn't work, my only two options are to take part in research that unfortunately doesn't come free because of the lack of funding or I could be on over 10 different medications for the rest of my life. I would rather not take the latter option for financial reasons and the fact that it's not a way to live productively. I am desperately asking for help with donations and also to spread the word that I am raising money to help fund getting me into the research for a possible cure going on down in Florida/Mexico and at Stanford University. So far, the percentage of full recovery for people with CRPS/RSD after these trials has been about 75%. This is the highest recovery/cure rate for any procedure that has ever been performed. There are only 3 more available spots open, and I have until August 7th to raise $7500. This will cover my enrollment fees only. All of my resources have been depleted with having to pay out of pocket for medications that reach over $100 each. Not to mention paying out of pocket be seen by specialists around the West Coast and that hasn't come without a great deal of financial stress. There are so many of us that are going through financial turmoil and it has taking me till now to come to terms with asking for help, but I am desperate. Please feel free to post questions, ideas, concerns, anything. Also, a link to donate is up, so please feel free to repost as much as you can. Much love to you all, and I hope you all are well and enjoying summer. Thank you again!
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Maybe you can repost this. This website has so many models and members, if many of us donate 5 or 10 $ she will get the place and the funds could be raised sooo quickly!
cross your fingers and legs and donate, repost the links!
REPOSTING from Committed's blog, please read, repost or link to her blog - this could save her from a life of a very, very, very disabled person and from lots of pain
her facebook fundraiser page
donations
her FB page
her recent pictures:
:::::::::::::::::::::::
I have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, a chronic and very painful disease of the nerve involving central and peripheral nervous systems. For over 23 years, I have been living with severe dibilitating pain, in and out of wheelchairs and crutches, in and out of hospitals, etc. Undergoing many procedures & surgeries on top of being on nearly 400 different kinds of medications to battle my symptoms, not much has helped except for the implantation of a spinal column stimulator. Unfortunately my recent and 5th surgery to repair the implant failed, so it's back to the drawing board. Since the surgery I had didn't work, my only two options are to take part in research that unfortunately doesn't come free because of the lack of funding or I could be on over 10 different medications for the rest of my life. I would rather not take the latter option for financial reasons and the fact that it's not a way to live productively. I am desperately asking for help with donations and also to spread the word that I am raising money to help fund getting me into the research for a possible cure going on down in Florida/Mexico and at Stanford University. So far, the percentage of full recovery for people with CRPS/RSD after these trials has been about 75%. This is the highest recovery/cure rate for any procedure that has ever been performed. There are only 3 more available spots open, and I have until August 7th to raise $7500. This will cover my enrollment fees only. All of my resources have been depleted with having to pay out of pocket for medications that reach over $100 each. Not to mention paying out of pocket be seen by specialists around the West Coast and that hasn't come without a great deal of financial stress. There are so many of us that are going through financial turmoil and it has taking me till now to come to terms with asking for help, but I am desperate. Please feel free to post questions, ideas, concerns, anything. Also, a link to donate is up, so please feel free to repost as much as you can. Much love to you all, and I hope you all are well and enjoying summer. Thank you again!
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Maybe you can repost this. This website has so many models and members, if many of us donate 5 or 10 $ she will get the place and the funds could be raised sooo quickly!
cross your fingers and legs and donate, repost the links!
her facebook fundraiser page
donations
her FB page
her recent pictures:
:::::::::::::::::::::::
I have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, a chronic and very painful disease of the nerve involving central and peripheral nervous systems. For over 23 years, I have been living with severe dibilitating pain, in and out of wheelchairs and crutches, in and out of hospitals, etc. Undergoing many procedures & surgeries on top of being on nearly 400 different kinds of medications to battle my symptoms, not much has helped except for the implantation of a spinal column stimulator. Unfortunately my recent and 5th surgery to repair the implant failed, so it's back to the drawing board. Since the surgery I had didn't work, my only two options are to take part in research that unfortunately doesn't come free because of the lack of funding or I could be on over 10 different medications for the rest of my life. I would rather not take the latter option for financial reasons and the fact that it's not a way to live productively. I am desperately asking for help with donations and also to spread the word that I am raising money to help fund getting me into the research for a possible cure going on down in Florida/Mexico and at Stanford University. So far, the percentage of full recovery for people with CRPS/RSD after these trials has been about 75%. This is the highest recovery/cure rate for any procedure that has ever been performed. There are only 3 more available spots open, and I have until August 7th to raise $7500. This will cover my enrollment fees only. All of my resources have been depleted with having to pay out of pocket for medications that reach over $100 each. Not to mention paying out of pocket be seen by specialists around the West Coast and that hasn't come without a great deal of financial stress. There are so many of us that are going through financial turmoil and it has taking me till now to come to terms with asking for help, but I am desperate. Please feel free to post questions, ideas, concerns, anything. Also, a link to donate is up, so please feel free to repost as much as you can. Much love to you all, and I hope you all are well and enjoying summer. Thank you again!
::::::::::::::
Maybe you can repost this. This website has so many models and members, if many of us donate 5 or 10 $ she will get the place and the funds could be raised sooo quickly!
cross your fingers and legs and donate, repost the links!
