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I don't think I'm going to get any vacation time off at work 
Apparently all the vacation time has already been taken up. We had a meeting last night where every single member of massage envy at my location had to attend so I know we have a TON of people and most of them have families who live here or are old and it's their kids jobs to come see them. I think I need the vacation time because I have a little brother who probably forgot what I look like by now and my grandma had to go and say she was going to die before I see her again so now I'm paranoid about that. Plus, if I don't get some vacation time I'm going to go insane and kill everyone there. I probably shouldn't tell my manager that though...I don't think that would go over well. Well damn it, I'm getting a vacation! I'm going to book a flight and call in sick every day that I'm gone lol.
Apparently all the vacation time has already been taken up. We had a meeting last night where every single member of massage envy at my location had to attend so I know we have a TON of people and most of them have families who live here or are old and it's their kids jobs to come see them. I think I need the vacation time because I have a little brother who probably forgot what I look like by now and my grandma had to go and say she was going to die before I see her again so now I'm paranoid about that. Plus, if I don't get some vacation time I'm going to go insane and kill everyone there. I probably shouldn't tell my manager that though...I don't think that would go over well. Well damn it, I'm getting a vacation! I'm going to book a flight and call in sick every day that I'm gone lol.I had a shoot with Lorelei last night 
Yesterday morning I got a text from her saying that she wouldn't be able to make it because they screwed her over at the car rental place and I was so sad because I was really looking forward to it, not to mention that I had spent the entire day and day before cleaning my room and moving furniture. Then I got a text a few hours later saying that she might be able to come but it would be later than 5, which was ok with me because I always stay up late anyway. Then a few hours after that she told me that she was about 2 hours away. I'm really glad that she was able to make it. I was really nervous because I've never gotten naked in front of a stranger before and I've never modeled for a real photographer before but she made it very comfortable. She showed me the pictures when she was all done and I loved them! I can't wait till I can see the finished set We had 3 areas that we took pictures in: My bed (faux white tiger fur comforter and shams with an ivory canopy), my tv stand (I took the tv off and replaced it with an orchid blossom), and my floor where there was a faux fur white rug. And I got to take a few pictures with my bunny Roxy She got here at about 11pm and was here until 1am so I really, really appreciate her doing that for me. By the way, she is even prettier in person So, I don't know if you're supposed to tip photographers...I assume you are and I completely forgot to! I always forget to tip someone after the first time I meet them. I did it to my tattoo artist too. Too bad she lives so far away or I would have just gave it to her today but I guess i'll have to wait until I see her again and pay her double then. I hope she wasn't offended. Omg I'm still so excited about it! There was this one picture with my boobs sitting on the tv stand and it looked so awesome! And she did one that was just my stomach down to my upper legs and it make my stomach look so sexy 
I really, realllllyyyy hope I make SG with this set. I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch but i'd say there's a pretty good chance. I'm definitely going to take every opportunity I can to shoot with her and hopefully next time I will be even more comfortable and confidant. Thank you Lorelei! 
Yesterday morning I got a text from her saying that she wouldn't be able to make it because they screwed her over at the car rental place and I was so sad because I was really looking forward to it, not to mention that I had spent the entire day and day before cleaning my room and moving furniture. Then I got a text a few hours later saying that she might be able to come but it would be later than 5, which was ok with me because I always stay up late anyway. Then a few hours after that she told me that she was about 2 hours away. I'm really glad that she was able to make it. I was really nervous because I've never gotten naked in front of a stranger before and I've never modeled for a real photographer before but she made it very comfortable. She showed me the pictures when she was all done and I loved them! I can't wait till I can see the finished set We had 3 areas that we took pictures in: My bed (faux white tiger fur comforter and shams with an ivory canopy), my tv stand (I took the tv off and replaced it with an orchid blossom), and my floor where there was a faux fur white rug. And I got to take a few pictures with my bunny Roxy She got here at about 11pm and was here until 1am so I really, really appreciate her doing that for me. By the way, she is even prettier in person So, I don't know if you're supposed to tip photographers...I assume you are and I completely forgot to! I always forget to tip someone after the first time I meet them. I did it to my tattoo artist too. Too bad she lives so far away or I would have just gave it to her today but I guess i'll have to wait until I see her again and pay her double then. I hope she wasn't offended. Omg I'm still so excited about it! There was this one picture with my boobs sitting on the tv stand and it looked so awesome! And she did one that was just my stomach down to my upper legs and it make my stomach look so sexy I really, realllllyyyy hope I make SG with this set. I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch but i'd say there's a pretty good chance. I'm definitely going to take every opportunity I can to shoot with her and hopefully next time I will be even more comfortable and confidant. Thank you Lorelei! OMG I forgot to post a blog about this very important event on the website it should have been posted on in the first place: Lorelei is coming to shoot me TODAY!!!! I'm so excited It took us a while to decide on a place to do it because my house is usually a mess and it's always filled with people so it figured it was useless, I recently moved here so I don't have any friends to use their houses and the only outside areas that would be possible to shoot in are too far away. Sooooo, I went and bought a faux tiger fur bed set and ivory four poster canopy to put up in my, now very clean, room. I have never cleaned so much in my entire life! And that's saying something because I have OCD lol. I had to move all of my furniture into the garage too. I don't have it all set up quite yet (she's coming at 5) but it will look awesome!
It took us a while to decide on a place to do it because my house is usually a mess and it's always filled with people so it figured it was useless, I recently moved here so I don't have any friends to use their houses and the only outside areas that would be possible to shoot in are too far away. Sooooo, I went and bought a faux tiger fur bed set and ivory four poster canopy to put up in my, now very clean, room. I have never cleaned so much in my entire life! And that's saying something because I have OCD lol. I had to move all of my furniture into the garage too. I don't have it all set up quite yet (she's coming at 5) but it will look awesome!I need to find a new photographer. The guy that I had set up to do my new sets with is now mad and won't talk to me for the stupidest reason. I told him that I'm doing this for fun and I don't want it to become work. I hate when I like to do something for fun and then everyone tries to make it my career. My grandma is always pushing me to be on American Idol and to make demo CD's and send them out to people. I know there are WAY better singers out there who are trying and failing so why should I even bother? I already have a job, I don't need another one. What I need is a hobby. So if there are any interested photographers in my area who are genuine photographers and not perverts, who enjoy taking pictures for FUN, hit me up.
I only like my room mates when they're on Ecstasy and yet I disapprove of drug use. It's like I'm caught in some completely ironic trap full of bright lights, hugs and sea breeze.
My rabbit gave birth about a month ago to 4 adorable kits. We had a home for all of them with our friends but now they say that they can't have them anymore because they don't have jobs or they are never home. Now I don't know what to do because I love them all so much and I don't want to just give them to any random person. It would break my heart if I found out that someone used them for snake food. If I could, I would keep all of them but 6 rabbits are too expensive to take care of and soon the babies won't fit in the cage with their mommy.
We have Mikey, who we named after Micheal Jackson because he is all gray but has one white paw.
We have his twin, Debo who is a tiny bit bigger and more silver than gray. My room mate was supposed to be taking him but he still doesn't have a job and I don't think I want my rabbit to go to him anyway because he's too irresponsible.
We have Bones, who is one of the most adorable. He got his name because he looks like Ebony from the black beauty but that name was too long so I took off the 'E' and got Bony, and then it became Bones. He is dark black with white paws and a white nose.
Then lastly we have Binx, who is the only one who looks anything like her parents. She's basically a calico color. We think that we're going to keep her.
The parents are a red dutch and an albino. I have no idea how they came out all these crazy colors lol. And btw, the genders I gave above are a guess. I heard that calicoes are always girls so I believe that Binx is a girl and I just call the others boys out of habit. I will be selling them for $50 each, yes, even if you're my friend. The reason being that nobody will pay $50 for snake food. You only pay $50 for something that you are going to love and care for...unless you're a rich asshole. But if anyone wants one of my babies, hit me up.
We have Mikey, who we named after Micheal Jackson because he is all gray but has one white paw.
We have his twin, Debo who is a tiny bit bigger and more silver than gray. My room mate was supposed to be taking him but he still doesn't have a job and I don't think I want my rabbit to go to him anyway because he's too irresponsible.
We have Bones, who is one of the most adorable. He got his name because he looks like Ebony from the black beauty but that name was too long so I took off the 'E' and got Bony, and then it became Bones. He is dark black with white paws and a white nose.
Then lastly we have Binx, who is the only one who looks anything like her parents. She's basically a calico color. We think that we're going to keep her.
The parents are a red dutch and an albino. I have no idea how they came out all these crazy colors lol. And btw, the genders I gave above are a guess. I heard that calicoes are always girls so I believe that Binx is a girl and I just call the others boys out of habit. I will be selling them for $50 each, yes, even if you're my friend. The reason being that nobody will pay $50 for snake food. You only pay $50 for something that you are going to love and care for...unless you're a rich asshole. But if anyone wants one of my babies, hit me up.
A week from tomorrow my shoot 'Paint and Buttons' finally goes live! Oy I've been so busy lately! Tomorrow I have to go to the MVD or whatever you guys call it (it's the DMV in Colorado) to finally get my Arizona license. I don't even drive lol but I'm sick of my old one, it looks nothing like me anymore. It's 3 years old, I still had long hair and I was a bit heavier. But I suppose it would be totally illogical to try keeping my license updated to how I actually look since I dramatically change my appearance at least every 3 months lol. Near Thanksgiving I’m going to bleach my hair and add Irish red streaks about half and half. I saw it in a glamour book a few years ago and I was too chicken to try it until now. I've never been blonde so this will be a change...for the better I’m not sure but if not, at least now I know
Does anyone know where I can find a mannequin to rent in Phoenix? I need one for a shoot. While i'm at it, does anyone know any place in Arizona that's kind of a ghost town? I need an old abandoned house or shop to do it at.
October needs to hurry up!!! I finally found a photographer We're gonna do a few sets as soon as I get my tattoo finished. I went in today to get the shadows and highlights done but I need to go in again in 3 weeks to have it touched up and add a little more black for a more 3-d look. So i'm going to have that side finished and I'm getting most of the other side done that day too. I lost a few pounds since I got the first part of my tattoo and today when I went in I think it hurt a little more than it did last time. Maybe it's just because I was expecting it to...idk.
We're gonna do a few sets as soon as I get my tattoo finished. I went in today to get the shadows and highlights done but I need to go in again in 3 weeks to have it touched up and add a little more black for a more 3-d look. So i'm going to have that side finished and I'm getting most of the other side done that day too. I lost a few pounds since I got the first part of my tattoo and today when I went in I think it hurt a little more than it did last time. Maybe it's just because I was expecting it to...idk.I had the weirdest dream last night. It was so weird that I have to share it with the world lol. Have you ever had a dream that you were unconscious? It was like double the sleeping power! So in my dream I found out that I was pregnant and in labor as I found this out. So I go to the hospital and they give me some drug that makes me pass out and when I wake up, they tell me that they aborted my baby. Of course I was kind of pissed because I didn't give them permission to do this. Then I start having all these really bad pains so they give me more stuff to knock me out as I was thinking that I must have had twins and the other one survived. I wake up what looks like weeks later because I now have two quite large babies. The weird part is that I gave birth to baby bison. Don't ask, I don't know lol. So anyway, I was originally pregnant with 3 bison but one was aborted by my stupid doctors. But what might be weirder is that in my dream, this all made perfect sense and I loved my bison. And then (this is the same dream because my babies were running around in the background, I just don't know how they interlock) I was at some kind of party where you try on the new models of contacts. There was this giant, tall, scary and really dark guy there who tried on the red contacts without pupils and suddenly he turned into the devil, except that the devil's name was Rick James rofl. And he told me that it was his fault that I gave birth to bison because it was his job to make everyone miserable. And then I woke up thinking about how hilarious it is that I had a dream about Rick James being the devil.
