Ooooh a toy car! I'm gonna pose on it lol

Thank you photoshop for letting me achieve my dreams bwahaha


Stories behind the photos: Well for the first one, I had just moved to Phoenix a few weeks before and I was all dressed up for the interview I had at the portrait studio. I obviously bombed the interview because she never called me back. I think it's because I was trying to keep eye contact and went overboard. It would be pretty creepy to just have someone stare at you for an hour...anyway, my friend Leon wanted to go get a manicure (No he's not gay, he just has huge hands and they are his pride and joy. And he also points out that the word MAN is in MANicure so it can't be gay lol.) and this picture was taken in the mall after we all got our nails done.

For the next picture, I got my inspiration from America's Next Top Model. I LOVEEE that show! I got the outfit pretty well I'd say but I had the hardest time trying to make myself the right size in relation to the car. And by the time that was all done I just said screw it, I'm not fixing the Focus sign lol.

Posting Halloween pics a little late...
Me and Rylan did an "Alice in Zombieland" theme. I don't look very scary though...It's probably the smile lol. I'm already pale so the makeup did nothing and I piled on the eye shadow but I still look pretty alive haha. And I would have did more with the costume (rips, blood, ect) but I spent like $120 on it and since I was only going to wear it once, I figured I could sell it on ebay (Note to self: I still need to do that).
Those are my coworkers/ friends Trudy and Summer in the second picture and btw, that was not juice as I had been told lol. Do ya'll like my pumpkin cake? It took quite a while to make. This is my newest cake that I made for my friends birthday.

I finally found some shoes thanks to lazaruscries They are gold faux snakeskin and I had to make a few extra holes along the strap so they would fit my tiny ass ankles but they fit now.
Picture of the day:

This was a really fun day. My friend Anessa payed for us to go get glamor shots together My eyes arn't really blue and I rarely wear colored contacts anymore because they make it look like I have a lazy eye lol.

Still looking for bunny parents btw

So I still havn't found any shoes to wear with my lingerie...can anyone recommend some for me? They should preferably be gold or turquoise but if you can find some snake skin ones with one or both of those colors incorporated that would be great. I hate showing too much foot and I hate flats but I love peep toes and heels that I can actually walk in. I know, I'm picky. This is why I havn't found any yet. Oh and I'm not rich either so try to keep it under $50, $100 at the very most.

So yesterday I accidentally gauged my monroe from a 16 to a 12...I kind of yanked on it too hard and out it came. Ow. I had to put new jewelry in it because the old one was rubbing my gums and making them bleed. I got a much shorter plastic post but it still rubs a little bit so I might end up having to take it out

Speaking of piercings, I've been thinking about doing a dimple piercing. I don't want to deal with all the rubbing on the inside of my mouth and biting it shit so if I do it I will do a microdermal. Any input?

There is a fly buzzing around and around me and he's really pissing me off...I am so random today.

So my new set 'Animal instinct' goes up for review on Feb.1 It was shot by Lorelei and she did an amazing job! I got to shoot with my bunny Roxy, which is awesome.

Speaking of bunnies, I have 2 that need homes. Debo and Mikey. Debo is male, Mikey is female, both are unspayed/ unneutered and they are 3 months old. There are pictures of them under my attachments if you wanna see them. If you are interested let me know and I will make sure they get to you safely. You do have to prove that you know how to take care of a rabbit though. I'm not sending my babies out to someone who's going to use them as snake food.

I thought it would be fun to put up some random pictures that I have on my computer and tell the story behind them so here goes.
This one was taken while I lived in Colorado about a year or so ago at my friend Allisons house. She has 'slumber parties' which are essentially parties where she sells vibrators, lingerie and the like. I went into her bathroom to try on the pink lingerie just for fun. I did end up buying something but I bet you'll never guess what it is.

Other things I'm obsessed with:
Mushrooms-not eating them, just looking and I like the lore behind them with the whole fairy ring thing
Buttons-not really sure why, I just love them
Customizing characters-I don't care if it's Sims, South park, Smackdown Vs. Raw, customizing is my thing. I make EVERYONE. I make me, my alter egos, my boyfriend, my friends, my co-workers, famous people, people I think are pretty, you name it. It might be a little creepy but it's fun. I think it's kind of an art.
When people 'customize' me- I guess you could call it fan art except that I don't really have any fans lol. But I love to see how other people see me and it's really awesome when someone takes the time to do something like that.

I keep getting the itch to post another preview pic of my set but I'm resisting!

My set has been submitted! Here's a sneak peek!

So here's me and Rylan in South park form killing Zombies



And that's me and Rylan as zombies, painted by me.

Just a regular day. Yes, he wears that on a regular basis lol.

So I'm blonde. It's definitely different and I don't quite know what to think of it yet but I'm sure I'll get used to it. I'll put some pics up eventually.

I'm seriously contemplating going blond but the idea of it scares the crap out of me. I think it will look good with the shoot I'm going to do (there's a blog about it) and it's the only color I've never tried but I'm afraid it will look terrible and I'll be stuck with it for at least 3 months until I can dye it again safely. And even then, hair that's been bleached always loses color too fast. I actually already made an appointment for the day before Thanksgiving to get a cut and color. I feel like I need some reassurance lol. I have really pale skin (rrreeeaaallllyyy pale) so I'm not sure what blond will look like and I personally like brunettes, as do most people on this site. I do know that I want my hair lighter though so I suppose bleaching it is inevitable. If I don't have the balls to go blond I'll go strawberry blond, which is my natural hair color 0.0 I heard that if you dye blond hair red it will fade to pink. Sounds cool but I don't know how they'd take that at my massage job lol.

I think some people are getting the wrong idea about this site. The motto is 'beauty redefined', which it has done. The problem with that is that some people now think that you can only be beautiful if you are covered with tattoos and piercings. Obviously, I don't have anything against tattoos or piercings but I think that you can be beautiful without them. Most people are realizing that too because more and more hopefuls with no mods are SG everyday and there's nothing wrong with that. To some people, it might sound like I'm against the entire idea of this site but that's not true at all. What was beauty before? You usually think of a blond haired, blue eyed, tan girl who wears a size 2 as the stereotypical beauty (Which can also be beautiful, I have nothing against them either). This site has succeeded in in redefining beauty by showing that we don't have to be like that to be beautiful. There are tons of brunettes, big beautiful brown eyes, gorgeous alabaster skinned and curvy girls on this site who are all considered beautiful. The point is, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I think that everyone should look beyond such shallowness and see that everyone is beautiful. Yeah, I know I sound like a hippy but hey, my glass is half full.

I'm planning on doing another shoot with Lorelei when she visits again sometime within the next 2 months I went into my tattoo shop and asked if I could use it to do a set and they weren't the owners but they said there was a good chance that I could. They gave me the website and I requested it to the owner so hopefully I will be getting some good news soon The website is www.divinitytattoo.com if you want to check it out and it's going to be at the Phoenix location. If anyone wants to throw out some suggestions for outfits feel free

Totally off subject but does anyone know what it takes for some of the girls to be 'no longer active'? Because apparently it can happen to hopefuls too and that would suck so how do I avoid that? Do I just have to keep an active blog? And if so, how often do I have to write to be considered active?