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JUNE 5, 2012 @ 01:22 AM | 70 COMMENTS


MAY 16, 2012 @ 11:26 PM | 53 COMMENTS


Hello everyone,

Thanks for all the kind words in my last blog. I've been feeling a lot better even just in the last week.

I haven't been too happy with my health so I started working out and trying to eat better. I already feel a bit of a change.
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I just started summer school and we're learning html and css which really doesn't require "learning". I can't believe how simple it is.


I've been spending time with awesome people and also reconnecting and catching up with people I care about like JayBugg and Heracleitus.
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Met some cool new people. zoom imagezoom image


Got tattooed.
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And the usual stuff.
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And tomorrow my new set is going into MR at 7PM PST!

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I can't wait to know what you guys think about it. Milloux and I had a good time shooting it and I hadn't really done too much outdoorsy stuff so I thought it would be fun. I hope you like it!

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<3
MAY 7, 2012 @ 02:43 PM | 57 COMMENTS


I've been feeling off lately. I can't really define it.



On a cold wet afternoon,
In a room full of emptiness by a freeway,
I confess I was lost in the pages of a book full of death;
Reading how we'll die alone.



I'm not depressed. I'm just thinking a lot. I consider myself very realistic, neither on the side of pessimism or optimism, regardless of how others may view my acts or thoughts.
These days I prefer to be left alone. There are people I like to see; they are the rare exceptions.
I've had a lot of people constantly poking and prodding at me lately, texting me unceasingly. It's really getting on my nerves. I find myself ignoring people, pushing them away until they stop bothering me.

Most of the time, I am pretty happy. My friends keep me happy. The random texts from the people I do care for keep me smiling. I just feel like I'm missing something. Only time will tell, I suppose.

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I've been spending more time with Venom which makes me very happy.
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Bradley just moved to my area so I'm really excited about that too.
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I went to see my best friend this weekend.
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Also, May the Fourth!
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I win!
35 sexiest girls with Star Wars tattoos
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Lastly, new set:
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shot by Milloux, be sure to let us know what you think!
I definitely have some fun stuff planned for the summer so good things will be coming your way from me and perhaps some others in the next few months. wink

I'm just excited to spend my summer reading, even though I have never ending summer school.
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-Kemper

APRIL 22, 2012 @ 03:11 PM | 42 COMMENTS


Time has been moving so fast that I didn't even realize I never recapped March and now April is almost over!!! Classes are almost over for me, finals are in a week, then I have a week off and then summer school starts and after that I'll have a second summer school session at a different school. No breaks. Just have to keep moving.

I tried to narrow down all the photos from my phone because there are so many, and I guess I haven't been doing too many interesting things because I've been so busy with school.

So these are from March and April:
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Hume26 asked me to draw him rolling hills and distant trees so I did.

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I was involved in an art show at my school. We had a couple late nights in the gallery "setting up".

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This was my St. Patrick's day (which was when the convention was going on that I covered in one of my last blogs.)



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More from the gallery.

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My friend came back from Korea after a year and a half. <3

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Another pre-shoot photo from Milloux.

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Good ole Russ pouring us Sangria.

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For the record, don't buy these cases. They suck so bad.

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I love Venom. <3

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I found a dead ladybug in my bed... is that bad luck?

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Apparently the internet went through a couple days of Kemper on 9gag, geeks are sexy, reddit, guyspeed, and 9gag again.

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I've begun the move out of my on-campus apartment.

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People drew me in class..

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And then I drew people.

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Arendt on Socrates.

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So that's that.


Like I say every time, sorry if I have reposts, it's hard to remember what I have and have not posted before:

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I also did an interview for Wildflower Magazine so check it out!

And lastly, I should be having a new set soon so stay on your toes!
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Shot by the wonderful and fantastic Milloux!

That is all for now, I have a lot to get done before the semester ends!

APRIL 5, 2012 @ 11:22 PM | 58 COMMENTS


Hellllooooo,
I don't have too much to disclose, I'm going to keep this short and sweet.

I have a new video that I greatly hope you enjoy:
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I was inspired by Venom.
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She's so sexy. I love her lots. I wish I could have her in my life daily.
I was lucky enough to see her today.
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Got all the color done in my leg, all that's left is background:
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If I don't get to go to SDCC I'll be really disappointed: There are too many SG people going that I really want to see.

And in other good news:
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Brought to you by myself and the fabulous Milloux <3

Until next time <3
Kemper
MARCH 26, 2012 @ 10:17 PM | 50 COMMENTS


Well hello there,

I have some time, for once. I told myself I'd be doing homework with this time. I filled out some flash cards and printed out all the readings I have to do (killed about 3 trees) and by the time I was done with that I somehow felt accomplished enough to not proceed in reading them. I guess I'm really only trying to get ahead so I don't get overwhelmed later.
I also booked a flight to see my best friend in about a month. Super excited. I want to travel more. Funds and lack of job make that difficult.

I've been feeling off lately: doubting myself and thinking about my future. I have a few close friends who have each broken down to me on separate occasions about what's going to happen to their life after school and it is terrifying, especially when work is so scarce or you've chosen a field that you love but are unsure of it's possibilities. This has not only terrified me but motivated me to move forward and try to start my process now so hopefully when I'm done and I get my shiny degree I won't be lounging around my parents house eating top ramen waiting for divine intervention.

I just really need to stop making stupid, impulsive mistakes. It's not time for games anymore.

Earlier this year I felt like I was burnt out on Comic Con and that I wasn't going to want to go this year. However, I went to Wondercon and it reinvigorated my lust for the con.

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Trystin, Sash, me, Andrew, Milloux, Fox, and Rlei
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And my spoils:
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AND I may have shot a new set with miss Milloux:
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I don't want to give too much away. More previews when it's actually prepped.

Isn't it funny how much music can remind you of different times in your life? You can choose to avoid certain music because it hurts too much or you can choose to listen to it again because you want to remember. Maybe you even want that feeling back.

This song reminds me of last Christmas. It seems so long ago, just a few months.

I want to make changes in my life. Not sure what yet, but I don't want to look back and wish I had done things differently. Even if things go poorly, I want to know I at least tried to do something better instead of just playing it safe all the time.

Anyways:
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Alright, I think that's enough awesome for one blog.

I've actually been missing out on sharing a lot of photos with you guys, I apologize:
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I hope that will satisfy your hunger for a bit. Hopefully I can blog again during the break next week for Easter.

I really need to get my own place. whatever

Goodnight <3
MARCH 12, 2012 @ 04:07 PM | 72 COMMENTS


I meant to update sooner but life has been crazy and non-stop. I'm actually in class right now. This semester has simply been about surviving and not excelling. I'm taking mostly GE's and one art class that I hate so I'm not really doing anything with my major and I'm just trying to make it out of this semester without epic failure.

For those of you who responded to my last blog, I stayed in the class. I wrote my essay and I'm just going to tough it out and try to get better prepared. A phone call during my freak out was very helpful and it was brought to my attention that only my pride wants the good grade and the higher GPA but the companies I'm trying to work for after I graduate are only going to care about my degree and my portfolio and not my GPA.

We're already almost half way through March and I haven't relayed my February to you so here we go:

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This reminded me of King

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So much traffic and at such an odd time.

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That was a lot... over 100 images.
If you're wondering about the stitches at the end, I had a cyst on my neck that I finally got removed and I just got the stitches out this morning. I guess those last few photos were technically March.

I don't have many awesome randomness since I'm not on my computer but I have some stuff that I've collected over times of boredom in class:
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Alright, that's all I've got... and there's still an hour left of class. puke
Hopefully it won't be so long between my next blog..
I really only have 7 weeks of class left. So crazy. But then starts summer school. whatever

Kemper

FEBRUARY 24, 2012 @ 09:14 PM | 58 COMMENTS


I. Am. Freaking. Out.

I want to drop this class for fear of failing miserably, I don't know what it is I just can't get on board with this professor.

I'm so over this, sometimes it's just too much..frownblackeyed
FEBRUARY 15, 2012 @ 12:42 AM | 45 COMMENTS


I simultaneously have a lot and not a lot at all.
I am so swamped. I'm leaving this weekend with my best friends family to visit her and since my school has spring break really early, we're having a shit ton of midterms and stuff due this week and next week so this is pretty much the worst time to be going out of town.
So I'm currently taking a break from an essay to write this.
I'm exhausted.
I don't sleep well at school.
I have a midterm on Thursday that I haven't even begun to prepare for and I'm stressing hardcore over it. I have no clue how I'm going to pass this exam. blackeyed

However, I didn't come here to bitch and complain (doesn't seem like it, huh?) haha.
OK. BETTER THINGS.
Or just one better thing. I told you I don't have a lot... or do, but not the time for it. So only the important stuff.

Exhibit A.
This amazing creature.
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You need to go see this set. I love Venom so much and I shot this set of her and we'd love to see it front page, she deserves it. If you get this front page, maybe we'll have something special in store for you in the future.

Otherwise, I have some cool new photos but (as I don't shoot often) they are for a specific purpose and I don't want to post them all over the place just yet.
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Here's an instagram version because I'm not going to use this actual photo, the quality isn't that great, it's a little blurry when you zoom.

That's really all I got for now, I hope I can update with more and better stuffs soon.
I'm really excited for a few months to pass and to shoot a new set, I already know what I want to do for my next set. wink

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One extra every-day photo for posterity. <3

Kemper
FEBRUARY 3, 2012 @ 11:45 PM | 69 COMMENTS


So I've been thinking and noticing...

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Is it just me or is Leopard a grown up version of Kitten in Leopard?
About 5 years apart, I'm not a kitten playing in Leopard skin anymore, I earned my spots. wink

Going to catch up on my sleep, it's been a long day...
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