Remember that one time when I was bored out of my mind and I still had an hour left of class? Oh wait, that's now. Some one shoot me: I'm so bored, it's painful.

Death Star Dress Achievement: Unlocked.

My body won't look like this anymore after Thanksgiving:


I. Love. Turkey.

BTW.
Date change:

I haven't updated in awhile, I've been very overwhelmed with school. I cannot fathom how much I have to get done in only the next 5 weeks and how I am possibly going to survive this semester. My schooling in general is almost over which is great because I am so over it but I have no clue what I will do after I graduate but I guess I have plenty of time to figure out; doesn't mean I'm not stressing now.
Panic. Panic. Panic.

A lot has been going on and so far I've been surviving this semester on heaps of procrastination. I'm trying to keep on top of everything including school, family, social life, SG stuff and I don't even have a real job. I don't know how people balance so much.

I've been keeping really busy:

I put together an Iron Man costume.

I sacrificed my pride and dignity and paid the obnoxious sum for an amazing R2D2 lego:

I took a lot of random pantie shots:

I took a trip down to San Diego with my roommate and my boyfriend to stay with his friend and to see my love, Venom. She helped me shoot my spread for the Girls of Geek calendar. I suggest you scoot on over and pre-order your calendar now. I will be in it along with Phecda, Severen and many more hotties.
We spent the weekend on two mattresses pulled out into the living room and had a giant slumber party weekend. It was pretty awesome.

I programmed these Star Wars posters for a midterm:

Then came the weekend before Halloween. I was a seal by day and Iron Man by night.
This man has made me so happy, it's terrifying.

I had an issue with FedEx but finally received my Threepio swim from BlackMilk:
And this gem:
Which prompted me to document my dress collection from them:

I've been reading the Walking Dead comics:

And I can't forget, even thought it's not October anymore, I participated in a Breast Cancer Awareness ad for SG along with some other hotties. Can you name those boobs?! Haha


I'm sure you've all heard, especially since the world has been abuzz about it, that Disney bought Star Wars. I feel like this subject has been like politics. Every one has an opinion on it and wants to mouth that opinion and every one thinks that they are right. To be honest, I've kept my opinion to myself so far on this one and I don't really want to hear a long-winded reasoning as to why you feel what you feel; a simple yay or nay will do in your comment. Personally, I'm intrigued to see what they will do. That is all I will say.


Now that I've gotten that all out I will take one or two more lines to vent that I fucking hate school this semester, I hate two of my classes and am not particularly fond of the other three and I can't wait for this bullshit to be over. The end.


On to resume life.
I ALMOST FORGOT. One last thing:

It's a little ways away but I thought I'd give you fair warning.

The end.

Gee guys, thanks!


Now that I FINALLY have a new solo set up I can move on and shoot more. I have one soon to be submitted by the lovely Dwam and I'll be shooting another tomorrow.

I'm in class, as per usual for the semester considering it's the only extended time I have on a computer in which I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
I am super stoked because I do not have a Friday class this week! YES!

I've been fucking fantastic lately. I'm on top of all my classes except one and that's because A. our teacher fails and B. I hate 3D.

SO ANYWHO. Since I'm at school I don't have a multitude of photos to show you but I have compiled a few from my phone, sadly mostly sexy-time ones, aren't you bummed?
And for those of you that care, I have watched Alien and Aliens for the first time ever these past 2 weeks, both in my underwear, all thanks to Hume26 whose account isn't even active so why do I bother tagging him.



Boyfriend gave me the Target Millenium Falcon shirt I wanted but seeing as I am small and men sizes are not it needed some... altering:


Gangnam styled on the sidewalk.


Got creeped on.


Bought a children's Darth Vader Poncho towel which does not cover my vagina but oh wells.


These people are fantastic. That cat is evil.


Sexy time.


My Halloween costume.


Sexy time, awkward version.


Margaritas on the 4th to celebrate Margaritaville.


Sexy time, sundies.


New color on awesome tattoo.


Last night we intended to drink in a tent but we didn't have the poles for the tent so we just drank and I met super cute dogs. Only Freedom pictured.


And I sexy-timed it up this morning before class.

My mirror is dirty...

Oh wells.

Off to finish my work for tomorrow so I can go home and girls night it up before my shoot in the AM.
Btw, my niece/goddaughter is turning 2 this week! SO WEIRD. She's fucking adorable but mildly evil, as most 2 year-olds are expected to be.
I took this photo for the cover of her photo book that her parents have made every year on her birthday.


Hopefully I'll post soon with more interesting stuffs!

So, guess what!

Tomorrow (the 29th) is my 3rd boobiversary!!!
I remember when my body looked like this:


And now it looks like this:


I know some of you aren't the biggest fans of my augmentation but I am significantly more happy with my body now. I feel like ever since I got my boobs my body has changed with them. I have gained a little more weight which I'm mostly ok with (some of which I am not too excited about) and it's given me a more curvacious, feminine, and mature shape that I appreciate a lot more as opposed to my previous more slender form.

Anyhow, if you feel compelled you can check out my tittie changes over the past 6 years considering my 6th anniversary on SG is coming up in a little over a month.

I will leave you with another bod shot from the talented and amazing tmronin


<3 Kemper

Holy. Unfathomable. Boredom.

This is class now:

John and I are bored as fuck and that other guy is passed out while our teacher is lecturing on Soundtrack Pro or something like that.

I've got another painful 38 minutes so I'll fill you in on some stuffs.

I drank a giant margarita last night with 5 shots in it... but that's not really important, I suppose.

I've just been having fun, living life, coasting by in school (which is not ok, but I'm keeping on top of my assignments so I should survive).


My Wampa set on Zivity can still be seen here.

Minus the hearts of course.

The wampa has been getting a lot of love lately. I shot with my roommate for her class with is as well.


More photos to come of that later.

Still super stoked on all your feedback on Margaritaville. I've now seen my upcoming set from Dwam and I love it so the sooner Margaritaville goes up, the sooner we can submit the new set.


In other exciting news, I have been in contact with a man who goes by Jaster. We've been following each other on instagram for awhile and we were talking and I believe we are going to collaborate together on a shirt of me. He's the guy who came up with the ingenious Jedi In The Streets Sith In The Sheets shirt that I'm sure you've all seen.

I'm not sure if I mentioned but I'll also be in the Girls of Geek 2013 calendar.

Also the Twelve Months of Magic Calendar for 2013.

Lastly, which of these 2 memes do you prefer:


Kemper

Hey SG peoples,

I said in my last blog that I wanted to blog more often and I've been trying to find the time but it's hard now that school has started. I'm currently taking:
3D Digital Toolbox
Creative Writing
History of Design
Multimedia Computer Arts
Programming for Creative Applications

I'm actually in class now. I have the most boring teacher ever; I had him last semester and I have him every day for 3 hours this semester. It's painful how slow these classes are. My friend and I said we'd pay attention today, that lasted for about 30 or 45 minutes. I'm proud of that accomplishment.
I even got some homework done for another class in the beginning because I was here early. Woo!

News on my last blog:
Life has been so much better. Not that it was bad before, because it wasn't, but I've made some progress with dealing with my "feelings" which is something I don't like to talk about. Hume26 and I have talked about it a lot and through our discussions I have learned more about the issue and that it wasn't the idea of commitment that was frightening me off, it was a fear of pain, rejection, etc, etc. My last serious relationship was a very long time ago and it has been the worst point in my life so far. I used to be someone who gave everything and after experiencing such epic failure I just learned not to trust or be vulnerable with anyone.

Even though I'm still scared shitless of being vulnerable I am learning to identify the mechanisms I use to feel in control again and shutting them down before allowing myself to quit a relationship for no good reason.
Overall, I'm really happy. I have a strong trust in the person I've chosen to commit to and the decisions I've made so far and I feel really, really good.

So now, since I am not at home I don't have all the photos I would normally post but you're going to have to take my word that it's been a very eventful month.

I do however have some photos of high points:

I got my right half sleeve/cover up started, which I'm super stoked on. I told my artist all the stuff I wanted incorporated and he really came up with something fucking epic.

We are working on it more tomorrow.

I've just been being me, doing me stuff... I guess..



I made a relatively spur of the moment decision to get a box turtle.

His name is Oswald and he no longer actually lives in a box. He has a nice, big home which he only likes one corner of.

I started a joint school/halloween project.


I shot with Tmronin for Zivity and some tattoo magazines.

If you want to see all of the Wampa set you better get over to Zivity!

Otherwise, I want to thank you all so much for showing Margaritaville so much love! I was really kind of shocked, I didn't think it was going to do as well but you all proved me wrong. I hope it gets bought because I haven't had a solo set in awhile and I've got another set with Dwam coming soon.


Thanks again for all the constant support you all send my way. This blog didn't take nearly as long as the last one, only maybe 45 minutes. But now I still have 50 minutes of class left.
Almost done with my week and I can't wait for it to be over!!!

Kemper

Hello there SG land.

If you're a veteran of this place, or have at least been around for over what has most likely been 2 years, you might remember a time when I used to blog often and in depth. I used to really give a little piece of myself and my life in almost every blog. I gave you guys an idea of who I really was as a person and I always got really flattering messages and comments about how much people loved my blog and they felt like they really knew me and were connected to me because of it. Well, I've been very hesitant to put any emotions out here anymore. Not because of anything any member ever did, just because of events in my life and the kind of person I have become which is now very personal and withdrawn. I've learned to keep my life to myself and, to be honest, I tell very few people about what goes on with me. I'm not necessarily closed off; if I were to sit down and have a one-on-one conversation with any one of you I would be more than willing to share with you an answer to any question you had. The truth is I don't have time to do that on SG, and on top of that I feel kind of guilty writing about my own life here. Why should all of you care about my joys and sadness when I can't return the same empathy?
I'm not really sure what I wanted to gain with what I've just written. I suppose what I'd like is to be more open with this community on this blog again but usually when I do sit down to write what I'm feeling I end up getting it out and deleting it without posting. I hope I don't do that with this...
But regardless, for those of you who felt that connection to me, I would like you to know that even though I haven't been sharing I have been constantly striving to better myself in all the ways I can. It's been a struggle and the improvement a person can make with oneself will never ever be complete but perhaps a neverending hobby can keep life interesting.
I find myself being more bluntly honest with people, perhaps when it's not necessarily the nicest thing but I prefer not to adapt to a social norm I don't agree with. How can one better the world if they can't better themself? I think a general lack of honesty and a constant need to "beat around the bush" or "sugar coat things" is what is making today's population so neurotic.

However, that's not what I came here to write about. I came to be selfish and use this blog to jot down my thoughts and to hopefully help myself get past a problem I've been having. They say writing is therapeutic, right? So why not if nothing else has worked:
My current issue is one of commitment. I have been without a long lasting romantic relationship for over three years now. I've dated around a lot and I've met many fantastic people, both men and women, but I have not been able to make that commitment to staying with anyone for more than a couple months. Originally I was not bothered, I was playing the field, I was enjoying my single life and I was finding out what I really wanted in my life and in another person. Well, after all this I believe now that I may have found what I want. Alas, I have rejected it before due to my fear of giving up what I would call my "freedom". I've been reading up on the fear of commitment and I feel like I have a logical view of all this in my head but I rarely talk about it. I never set myself up to HAVE to commit. I feel like the less people I tell, the easier it is to escape when I get nervous. So hear it is. I'm putting all this out here now so all of you who read this knows and if I'm still doing this in a year or two years or even three then I'll still just be running scared. It's not an excuse anymore. The first step to fixing your problem is admitting you have a problem to begin with, right?
So here we go, fingers crossed for not fucking up. I appreciate you sticking through my inner monologue if you've made it this far.

Now that I feel that this weight has been lifted more off of my chest than the typical metaphorical shoulders, I can give you what you may have expected, as it's all I post lately: photos!

I've been drawing more:


And then Comic Con came and went to stay with Venom and her met her super sweet pup who reminds me of a giant version of my Delphi:

Unfortunately I don't have all my SDCC photos on my computer but I have enough to keep it interesting:
Tita
Tristyn
Alicee
My IG friend.
Sash
And photos I've stolen from others:
The "FAMOUS" is my ass. Haha
And Miss Tita gave me these.

And then life went on and I did some shooting:
Found this photo of my grandma when she was young, probably about 1920's.
Found this drawing my mom did of Delphi for my niece.
Made a new friend at Chipotle. Haha

And then I started moving:
And probably the dumbest thing I've ever done.

Did some babysitting:


Found some old stuff:
Me and my old dog, Patches.

Did a shoot for a friend:
So many bruises.

And then the lovely Sash's wedding:


WTF.

And then an amazing day with Antigone, Blackcentr, Venom, Radeo, and Lauren.



And then I got tattooed.


And then I went to a polaroid exhibit featuring Radeo and Sawa.


Which brings us to this morning:
A pillow I made a while back for Hume26
And my adorable niece, who just turned 5 on Sunday, wearing my heels.


NOW. IMPORTANT NEWS.

Some randoms:

And this made me lol hardcore:


And now for the modeling stuffs I said I'd been doing:



And finally:



Yup. I think that's it. And do you know why I don't blog often anymore? That took me about 3 hours to do...
I hope you enjoyed!
<3 Kemper

PS. And I'm finally getting my right shoulder cover-up started tomorrow! Can't wait!!!! For more immediate photos, follow me on instagram @kemperfidelis

I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I'm just winging it. Sounds like a good enough plan for me.

Time seems to escape me.

Been really busy. Moving this weekend. Real update to come, including Comic Con.

I'll be in the 2013 Girls of Geek Calendar and the 2013 Twelve Months of Magic Calendar as well. The Twelve Months of Magic calendar is currently available for purchase and it all goes to a good cause so please check it out. Other pretty SG ladies will be in both calendars!

Kemper

PS Does anyone in the LA or OC area have a Wampa rug they want to let me get naked on?