you are so incredibly sexy and awesome, its nice to see more in depth posts from you, working on yourself is always important, i'm not really good with being connected over the internet but it is always nice to hear what you are up to and your musings

Your blogs do it every time, i read and have something to say then i see your pics and can't remember wtf i was going to say lol curse your gorgeousness

I hope you keep at it, with the self-awareness and drawing. Blunt honesty will go a long way. It's amazing how quickly unscrupulous folk will disappear. It certainly made the quality of my life more enjoyable now that the riff-raff are in my rear view. Yes... RIFF RAFF.

Also...
Sweet sequin-ish brows, bro.
lulz @ Lt. Dancat
Ass N Titties FTW.

Just because you don't blog about your life doesn't mean that you aren't growing as a person sometimes not hearing from you can show that your finding out who you are as a person and experiencing things at your own whim keep up the journey and when you do blog makes things more exciting cause you have a lot to share.

Lovely pics you are just extremely gorgeous and always looking forward to your return blog

I find you and your life interesting, that's why I follow you. You get to some awesome things with some awesome people. I don't blame you for withdrawing, especially if a blog takes 3 hours to do. That's a lot of time. None of us should "require" that of you as you don't require that of us. You're still awesome, with or without constant blog updates. I follow you on IG which is more of an "instant" view of what you're up to in life.

As for being more introverted, I can't blame you. Exposing yourself emotionally to a bunch of strangers is tough. Hell, it's tough doing that for family and friends. When it comes to change, I can only quote Ghandi: "Be the change you want to see in the world." What that means to you, I don't know. But it's a thought that I constantly keep in the back of my head as I try to figure out my way through this life.

Speaking of change and changing, I saw some friends that I grew up with at a memorial service today. I hadn't seen them in over 15 years! One of the girls told me that I haven't changed since we were kids and all I could think of was "I hope I have. I hope I've gotten better as a person, as a human being." Of course, I didn't say that, but then I felt kind of guilty for returning the sentiment. In looks, yes, she hasn't changed. In life, I hope she's grown and if we stay in contact, I'll get a chance to see the differences.

In the end, make the changes because you want to, not because they're required. If people like you, they'll like you no matter what. I know that my thoughts and opinions don't mean, much, but they're all I have, so I wish you the best of luck with you and yours!

Keep being you!

Lovely photos, and it's always refreshing when people on here share something of themselves. I get why people don't do it more. But it sounds like you know what's going on relationship-wise for you, and it sounds exciting!

Love this blog and I have to say you're definitely not on your own when it comes to not wanting to commit to something if it involves giving up what you perceive as your "freedom".

I'm pretty much the opposite most of my blogs are all about broken thought and scattered emotions, maybe it's a form of therapy just writing it out a form of exorcism if you will. Then I sometimes feel embarassed at what at what I've written and judgements people will make since they don't really know me.

Love the photo's the usual mix of sexy, cute and funny always puts a smile on my face.

I enjoyed reading that I would hope no one would be so selfish to think you intentionally don't give a shit about the rest of us. And we read about you and your life because we're fans of YOU.

I've been attempting something similar myself with opening up in my blogs on here. I'm normally what I think of as a "private" person and having an outlet somewhere has been quite helpful to me, at least so far.

I'm basically doing it here because I don't know anyone personally so I don't think I can get myself into too much trouble.

I hope you find a way to work through what you need to do, whether it's on here or otherwise.

They say that before the snail makes love it must first find another snail. Keep it secret keep it safe.

The good thing about this place is there's people here who are nice enough to care without expectations. And not just cos you're such a feast for the eyes, I'm no oil painting and people care about me.
So share when you can, feel the love, use it to fuel new growth.

Hell yea! Shark week!!! Also, what nox said.

Is Vader holding Lucas' head in that tattoo? lol
YOU look even more beautiful than before. Sooner or later you'll break some kind of record.
I'm glad you're having fun, and hanging with awesome SGs. The picture of you and Bob made me say out loud, "the droids reunite!"
I do sometime miss your old blogs - they made me feel I knew you better than I knew anyone else around here, other than maybe Meow, and that was from friending her on Myspace (!) long before joining here. (You also commented back once in a while too! ) I do understand where you're coming from about why you don't do them anymore, though I do care about your "joys and sadness" whether you can "return it" or not, and so, I suspect, do other people who follow you on here.
Writing IS therapeutic (in fact, I thought one reason you wrote so candidly about yourself to begin with was to let things out before they became a problem, as much as to share the joys and successes). Though you mentioned a boyfriend fairly recently (I don't recall if it was here or your Facebook page), it sounds like you're single again, just because you're venting about it. Your fear of committment is something you need to work through - if you're still doing it in "two or three" years like you mentioned, you might consider counseling to help you work through it. On the other hand, maybe who you want is the person you (a) need more than your freedom and (b) lets you have your freedom, to still be you. (People sometimes forget (b) and the relationship fails.)
Your drawing is pretty good, like your photography. Remember, art is therapeutic too.