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MAY 7, 2012 @ 02:43 PM


I've been feeling off lately. I can't really define it.



On a cold wet afternoon,
In a room full of emptiness by a freeway,
I confess I was lost in the pages of a book full of death;
Reading how we'll die alone.



I'm not depressed. I'm just thinking a lot. I consider myself very realistic, neither on the side of pessimism or optimism, regardless of how others may view my acts or thoughts.
These days I prefer to be left alone. There are people I like to see; they are the rare exceptions.
I've had a lot of people constantly poking and prodding at me lately, texting me unceasingly. It's really getting on my nerves. I find myself ignoring people, pushing them away until they stop bothering me.

Most of the time, I am pretty happy. My friends keep me happy. The random texts from the people I do care for keep me smiling. I just feel like I'm missing something. Only time will tell, I suppose.

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I've been spending more time with Venom which makes me very happy.
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Bradley just moved to my area so I'm really excited about that too.
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I went to see my best friend this weekend.
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Also, May the Fourth!
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I win!
35 sexiest girls with Star Wars tattoos
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Lastly, new set:
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shot by Milloux, be sure to let us know what you think!
I definitely have some fun stuff planned for the summer so good things will be coming your way from me and perhaps some others in the next few months. wink

I'm just excited to spend my summer reading, even though I have never ending summer school.
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-Kemper

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Tactical

Tactical

I'm lost
August 2009

MAY 07, 2012 02:47 PM

I have been feeling off myself lately, at least you look amazing while you feel off, I'm stuck with me lol wink

KCbreaka1

KCbreaka1

Arlington, TX
November 2011

MAY 07, 2012 02:50 PM

You are totally Fing Awesome!!!

wallstreet1969

wallstreet1969

Canada
January 2012

MAY 07, 2012 02:52 PM

Thanks for sharing all these awesome pics with us even while you are still feeling off - often I find having some quiet time alone to reflect is a great thing - good for the soul!

LazarusCries

LazarusCries

Westerville, OH
May 2008

MAY 07, 2012 02:56 PM

I like the way you think...

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Caia

Caia

SUICIDEGIRL

Portugal

MAY 07, 2012 02:57 PM

What's life if not to make us think about it wink
As long as you're happy that's what really matters!

eweytx

eweytx

Houston, TX
November 2010

MAY 07, 2012 03:01 PM

I think it's important, at least for me, to have those quiet times, where maybe you're a little apart.
And thanks for the great update!

longlostsapper

longlostsapper

Sandusky, OH
January 2010

MAY 07, 2012 03:05 PM

I'm always a little lost buddy

Exning

Exning

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

MAY 07, 2012 03:06 PM

I've been off as well, didn't help that I got hellishly sick either and have been in bed for two weeks with only my thoughts and the Internet haha. Sometimes you just have to ride the wave to find out what you're missing

Qualmi

Qualmi

Chicago, IL
February 2012

MAY 07, 2012 03:09 PM

Possible you are an introvert and need recoup time. If you can fit it into your schedule check out "Quiet: The power of introverts in a world that can't stop talking" by Susan Cain.
Joy to you

13Jack

13Jack

USA
September 2004

MAY 07, 2012 03:16 PM

A chain mail bikini! It seems to me you have everything!

Hexxus

Hexxus

HOPEFUL

San Jose, CA

MAY 07, 2012 03:58 PM

loving this, but sorry youre feeling out of sorts.

are you in socal or the bay area?? im so confused

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

MAY 07, 2012 04:04 PM

Hope you feel better (less "off") soon! Though I don't blame you for feeling put upon by some people.
I envy you for getting to spend time with Venom. But I envy her even more for getting to spend time with you. biggrin
Looking forward to the set. kiss

mkayal

mkayal

USA
October 2010

MAY 07, 2012 04:32 PM

Chain mail is awesome.

Hope you find peace/serenity/what you want

Kelpie_

Kelpie_

HOPEFUL

Ellensburg, WA

MAY 07, 2012 05:45 PM

You are incredibly beautiful no matter what you do. I think that having the ability to be alone and feel comfort with your own company is a wonderful gift, even if it is only on occasion. We need times alone to regroup our psyche and re-evaluate everything we touch and how we do or would like to react. Who we are in private defines who we truly are, and by a great deal. Solitude suits you well, I believe, because of your confidence and intelligence. The key is to not lose ourselves in our silence so much that we loathe our lives outside our own space. <3 But I don't think I need to tell you that; you seem like a wise woman wink You and Venom look so lovely together in those photos, by the way--enchanting.

vertizontal

vertizontal

Mc Lean, VA
December 2011

MAY 07, 2012 05:47 PM

Can't wait for the new set!
I find that taking a break from other people even if it's only temporary can often do wonders. Good for you for taking a little "me" time.

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