Well hello there,

I have some time, for once. I told myself I'd be doing homework with this time. I filled out some flash cards and printed out all the readings I have to do (killed about 3 trees) and by the time I was done with that I somehow felt accomplished enough to not proceed in reading them. I guess I'm really only trying to get ahead so I don't get overwhelmed later.
I also booked a flight to see my best friend in about a month. Super excited. I want to travel more. Funds and lack of job make that difficult.

I've been feeling off lately: doubting myself and thinking about my future. I have a few close friends who have each broken down to me on separate occasions about what's going to happen to their life after school and it is terrifying, especially when work is so scarce or you've chosen a field that you love but are unsure of it's possibilities. This has not only terrified me but motivated me to move forward and try to start my process now so hopefully when I'm done and I get my shiny degree I won't be lounging around my parents house eating top ramen waiting for divine intervention.

I just really need to stop making stupid, impulsive mistakes. It's not time for games anymore.

Earlier this year I felt like I was burnt out on Comic Con and that I wasn't going to want to go this year. However, I went to Wondercon and it reinvigorated my lust for the con.


Trystin, Sash, me, Andrew, Milloux, Fox, and Rlei
Fox & I
Rlei, Milloux & Sash
Me, Pandie, Rlei & Sash
Fox
Me & Pandie
One guy had us sign his year book! Haha
For the wrestling fans, this is Buggy Nova who I know through a friend.
Sash & I tried to Prom pic and failed.
For CameronStewart


And my spoils:
An sketch book from Axel 13
An epic 350 page book of art from my friend, Eric Canete. I was super stoked to see a drawing based off a photo of my friend and I in there (of course I don't have my hard rive on me to show you the photo):


AND I may have shot a new set with miss Milloux:
And we found a Sasquatch home.

I don't want to give too much away. More previews when it's actually prepped.

Isn't it funny how much music can remind you of different times in your life? You can choose to avoid certain music because it hurts too much or you can choose to listen to it again because you want to remember. Maybe you even want that feeling back.

This song reminds me of last Christmas. It seems so long ago, just a few months.

I want to make changes in my life. Not sure what yet, but I don't want to look back and wish I had done things differently. Even if things go poorly, I want to know I at least tried to do something better instead of just playing it safe all the time.

Anyways:


Alright, I think that's enough awesome for one blog.

I've actually been missing out on sharing a lot of photos with you guys, I apologize:


I hope that will satisfy your hunger for a bit. Hopefully I can blog again during the break next week for Easter.

I really need to get my own place.

Goodnight <3